Sunday, August 31, 2014

last night before masuk U .boleh tak nak nangis ?boleh tak ?hmmmmmm .
mcm tk percaya kan esok pagi dh kne daftar utk degree .rasa mcm baru je habis pasum .mcm baru je feeling merdeka sbb dh hbis final exam .rasa mcm baru skjp je happy2 ambik gamba dgn diaorg semua dkt exam hall .hmmmm .esok masing2 dh start busy .sedih nya .half classmate dapat UM and ....... of course la terkilan sikit sbb tk dpt further degree dkt the best university kan .tapi tkpe la .dh bukan rezeki dkt situ . :)

last minute packing and for sure akan ada bnde yg tak kena .and yeah satu botol febrese tumpah .rasa mcm sia-sia sgt beli tapi tk sempat guna dh tumpah dkt lantai .melayang duit mcm tu je .hmmm tkpe hami ,bukan rezeki kau nk gne febrese tu .sabar yee .malas nk bising mengamuk ,better diam je .dh nmpk aku letak botol febrese tu dkt situ ,nk jgk lalu dkt situ .mmg la tersepak .haihhhh .

not ready yet for tomorrow :( boleh tk postpone lagi seminggu ?nk spend time lg dkt rumah :( takut dpt roommate yg tk semenggah .pengotor ke apa ke .ya ALLAH takut nya .nak nangis la mcm ni !!!!!! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa pls nk nangis sbb takut sgt . :(

bosan tktau nk buat apa lagi .barang semua dh siap packing .and a big clap for myself sbb mcm tk percaya plak sehari je blh siap packing .hohoho .faiz kesayangan tgh layan bola ,fav team dia plak tu yg main ,so tk blh kacau okay .no no no ,jgn kacau focus dia tgk bola .so laptop jela teman kan saya mlm ni eh :) after ni kne tinggal laptop dkt rumah ,so kte berjimba berdua okay mlm ni :)

no more laptop .no more katil yg best .no more bilik sendiri .no more wifi rumah yg laju nak mati .no more main dgn hariz .no more makanan yg sedap .haihhhh .serious nk nangis .

Saturday, August 30, 2014

one more day to go ..
and im not ready yet .not at all .tkde satu pun brg yg dh masuk dlm luggage . 'last minute person' yeahh thats totally me .and i am sure tomorrow will be one of the hardest day in my life : stress barang tktau letak dkt mana ,ada je barang yg blm beli lg ,pastu time tu la baru teringat ada bnde yg blm settle lg .haihhhh .but pagi td dh re-check semua borang and semua dh settle just blm ambik gmba pasport je lagi .pastu baju2 semua dh keluar kn dr almari just tnggal iron and lipat dlm luggage .yg aku pening skrg ni mana pegi tudung2 aku ?!time dkt pasum ,almost 30 helai tudung and skrg aku jpe tk smpai 10 helai pun .haaaaaa kemana menghilang tudung ni ?haihhhh .

haihhhhhh .overthinking .and i hate this feeling .tktau nk explain macam mana .hmmmm salah aku kot .it is okay ,its always my fault .my bad .

there ain't no guarantee
but i take a chance on we
baby let's take our time
and when the times get rough
there ain't no giving up
cause it just feels so right
dont care what others say
if i got you ,im straight
you bring my heart to life

mode : repeat song shower//becky g and full volume .dh pening punya pasal ,malas nk ambik peduli surrounding .dgr lagu lg bagus .hmmmm .esok nk kne settle kan semua .so kne bangun awal okay .no more bngun after 10 lagi dh .hohoho . chin up and smile pls :)

Friday, August 29, 2014

#np shower // becky g

think of you when i am going to bed
when i wake up ,think of you again
you're my homie ,lover and friend
exactly why 
you light me up inside 
like the 4th of july
whenever you're around
i always seem to smile
and people ask me how 
well you're the reason why i'm
dancing in the mirror
and singing in the shower

karaoke jap .haha .mohon tak hujan ribut mlm ni sbb suara tk sedap .hahahahaha .dedicate the lyric for my one and only muhamad faiz bin mahfudz :)) hehe .

6 months passed and 2 more days : 7 months !! hahaha .asal rasa mcm skjp je ?dh la kelmarin buat suprise yg blh buat org sakit jantung .ada ke patut tetiba wassap ajak keluar pastu kata dh otw nk ambik dkt rumah .dah la time tu tgh lipat kain ,tk mandi lg ,pastu nk loading information tetiba ajak keluar ,blur ya amat time tu .tk boleh nk fikir jap .yela mlm nya tu elok je wassap pastu plan nk dtg shah alam weekend ,tetiba pagi tu wassap kata dh ada dkt sini . kelam kabut carik baju .haihhh nasib baik sayang ,kalau tk sayang dh lama kne tumbuk buat org kabut mcm tu .hahahaahahaha .tapi happy gler sbb dh la tgh rindu pastu tetiba dh muncul depan mata .hahaahaha .nk jerit pls sbb happy sgt !!!!hahahahahaha


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the best three days of vacation i ever had . *bright smile* hehehe

first time naik bus express .hahaha .kesian kan dh 19 tahun hidup ni baru dpt merasa naik bus express ,itupun setakat pegi sabak bernam yg dekat tu je .hahaha .cuak jgk la pagi tu sbb tktau nk tnya spe pastu takut salah naik bus .haha tapi nasib baik driver bus tu baik ,siap tnjuk tmpt ddk aku dkt mana lg pastu siap ckp "jgn takut ,bus ni slmt" .kahkahkah !! driver bus tu nmpk sgt kot muka aku takut nk naik .hahahaha .

pastu turun dkt sabak bernam .aku imagine turun la dkt bus stop ke apa ke ,tapi dia stop dkt depan 99 speedmart tu haaa .takut tahu ,dah la sorg2 ,pmpuan plak tu ,pastu tk prnh lg jejak kaki dkt tmpt tu .mmg la kg sndiri dkt sungai besar tu je ,setakat 15minit je nk pegi ke sabak bernam tu .tapi aku tk prnh la lg smpai ke pekan sabak bernam tu ,so ble 1st time jejak kaki dkt situ ,pastu sorg2 plak tu ,hmmm takut jgk la .hahaha .
tu la ,buat lg keje gler .sanggup pegi sorg2 semata nk jpe faiz .haaaa kn dh terkontang-kanting sorg2 dkt pekan sabak bernam tu .alhamdulillah faiz smpai cpt ,kalau lmbt mmg aku dh mati kutu haaa sorg2 dkt situ tktau nk buat apa .hahahaha k dh mengarut .

time faiz dtg tu ,rasa mcm nk melompat pastu terus peluk dia je .aaaaaaaaaaaa rindu gler sgt2 ya amat okay .hahahaahah .pastu dia bwk pegi lunch pastu jalan2 .haaa tu jela .tktau nk cter details mcm mana .hahaha .
second day plak ,pegi BNO !!! yeayyyyy .tercapai jgk la plan nk pegi BNO dgn faiz .hahaha .hmmm plan nya kan nk pegi pangkor sama2 tapi last minute cancel .so tkpe la ,BNO pun pantai jgk kan .hahaha .

seronok smpai tknk balik .dh 3rd day pun rasa mcm malas gler nk balik .hmmmm kalau tk sbb esok nya tu kne pegi kedah ,dh stay kg seminggu dah tau tak .hahaha .tkpe la hami ,tnggu cuti sem nnt okay .stay la lama2 dkt kg tu .sng cter bermastautin terus dkt kg tu haa .sng sikit nk jpe selalu kan .hahahaah .

faiz mahfudz ,thanks sbb jd my tourist guide .hehehehe .thanks for everything :)))

Friday, August 15, 2014

assalamualaikum .

haihhhh .hari ni baru la rasa mcm tenang sikit .since dpt tau result upu ,serabut nya kemain .smpai rasa mcm depression tahap nak mati la .tak boleh tido lngsng ,nangis smpai semua urat dkt muka ni rasa sakit ,bngun pagi rasa nk mengamuk dkt semua org ,sambung tido smpai ke tgh hari .haha .teruk btol hamizatul oiii .ish3 *geleng kepala* haha .

3 weeks more nk study balik .excited ,takut ,nervous ,happy ,sedih .semua la aku rasa skrg ni .boleh tak nk masuk terus bljr .taknak orientasi .19 tahun hidup ,tk prnh nmpk pun advantage ada orientasi week ni .tak bg impact pape pun ,penat ada la .haihhhh .dh la tk buat research pape pasal course yg aku dpt ni ,sbb tk expect pun dpt .tapi it is okay ,boleh tnya tika .hohoho .nmpk tak advantage dpt sama course dgn kakak sndiri .papehal blh ah tnya dia .hehe .

mnggu ni kne settle kn semua bnde sbb next week nk balik kampung !!! yeayyyyy ! *dancing dancing* hahaha .happy gler la .mcm tk percaya ble ckp dgn mak "mak nk balik kg jpe faiz .nk balik naik bus" pastu mak selamba je jwb "haa pergi la .nnt suruh ayah beli tiket" .hahahaha .tk expect lngsng mak kasi permission .rse mcm salah dgr pun ada .hahahahaha .okay tk sabar gler .ble ckp psal nk balik kg ni ,tetiba feeling excited gler tu menjelma tnpa dijemput .hahaha .

weekend ni nk pegi medical check up .and aku harap sgt yg time nk ambik darah nnt ,darah dlm badan ni senang sikit nk keluar .haihhhh .dah la part paling susah ble nk ambik darah .everytime nk ambik darah ,mst at least smpai 3 4 kali cucuk baru boleh .terseksa tau tak ?!!!!urghhh .trauma btol aku part ambik darah ni .dah la time denggi dulu ,habis lunyai dua2 belah tgn kne inject sbb nk ambik darah pnya pasal .sekali ambik darah 3 4 kali cucuk ,pastu sejam or dua jam sekali dia akan ambik darah nk cek .mmg 3 hari 2 malam aku terseksa ddk dkt hospital tu .haihhhh .


Tuesday, August 12, 2014

alhamdulillah ..
alhamdulillah for everything ya ALLAH .alhamdulillah bcs YOU give me the chance to further study .but even dpt UPU pun still tktau knp nk nangis .learn how to redha hami .hmmmmm .mak ayah bising knp ambik course tu .pastu semua suruh tukar course .haihhhh .dh dpt further study tu pun aku dh bersyukur tahap nk sujud syukur tknk bngun2 dah tau tak .aku target tk dpt pastu nk khwin jd housewife je haaaa .k stop mengarut .ni bukan masa nk mengarut merepek bnde bukan2 hami .

alhamdulillah satu kolej dgn fahna .please la dpt satu bilik sama2 .boleh homesick sama2 ,blh nangis sama2 .hmmm hmmm .kuat betul jodoh dgn fahna ni kan .time nk masuk PASUM dulu pun interview dgn ayah dia .pastu skrg degree dpt sama dgn dia plak .tula dulu time form 4 gaduh besar dgn dia ,luckily tk smpai jd musuh .haihhh perangai dulu tk semenggah lngsng .ish3 *geleng kepala* hmmm k tknk cter apa jd time form 4 .bnde dh lepas pun .sapa kelas 4 AWAM 1 tau la apa yg jd .haha .okay okay tkmau cter apa yg jd dkt sini .yg penting after bnde tu settle kteorg jd rapat gler .hahaha .

happy mmg happy .but i cant get it why a part of me rse sedih gler .nak nangissssss . *shed tears* haihhhh bukan nya sbb UPU ni ,tp sbb lain .tkpela ,tknk cter .hehe .smile hami ,senyummmmmm .say cheesee *tayang gigi* hahaha .haihhh ,its feel like something bad happen to person that i love the most . *big sigh* instinct je tu hami .tkpayah kisah la .in shaa ALLAH tkde pape .okay ?okay :) *fake smile*

happy birthday my love

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy bitrhday to faiz
happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to my one and only muhamad faiz bin mahfudz .maybe i'm not your 1st wisher but i'll make you remember this .first of all ,you dh tuaaaaa !!!! oh my god my faiz is getting older !!hahaha .but no worries k ,you still hensem even dh tua pun .hahaha .and the most important tk kisah la dh tua ke ,tua kerepot smpai bongkok or whatsoever la ,i still want you to be my imam .hahaha .masyaALLAH aku ni tgh buat pickuplines ke nk wish birthday .hahahahahahaha .

hmmmm ,may ALLAH swt give you the the happiest life ever and ease whatever you wanna do in your life .please please and please take care of yourself .hmmm study elok2 ,jgn main2 .get the best result then get the best job okay .and kumpul duit cpt2 pastu kahwin !!hahahaha .okay pickuplines lg .hahahahahahaha .
goodluck for the UPU result .in shaa ALLAH you'll get the offer for degree .study well ,jgn nk main2 ,jgn ponteng class ,bngun awal pegi kelas .pastu jgn nk hensem2 sgt dkt U tu nnt .hahahaha .masyaALLAH hami masyaALLAH .hahaha k gurau je part yg 'jgn nk hensem2' tu .hahaha

hmmmmmm ....
sorry i cant make myself be with you today .sorry bcs i cant be there with you to celebrate your birthday .haihhhh *shed tears* hahahaha .but i want you know tht my heart always with you . *kenyit mata to faiz* .hahahaha .masyaALLAH hamizatul stop being gedik dkt sini .public ni public !! masyaALLAH masyaALLAH .hahahaha .

you're perfect in every way and im gonna shout it out ..
so darling just swear you'll stay right by my side
be my forever ,be my forever ,be my forever
you're my bright blue sky
you're the sun in my eyes
so can i call you mine ?
can i call you mine my darling for a whole life time ...

okay ,please sgt jgn muntah time baca sbb jiwang sgt .hahahaha .its just lyric lagu but rasa mcm nk dedicate to my faiz .hahaha .you imagine la yea i nyanyi utk you .nk nyanyi live ,jauh plak .hmm hmmmm .haahahaha .alasan !!! padahal nk cover tknk nyanyi live sbb suara tk sedap ,pastu gne alasan jauh .choiii hamizatul .hahaahaha .tkpe2 nnt jpe i nyanyi okay . *kenyit mata to faiz* hahahahaha .

happy birthday my love . :))  thanks for everything and love you .

Monday, August 11, 2014

2am where do i begin
crying of my face again
silent sound the loneliness wants follow me to bed
im a ghost of the girl i want to be most
im a shell of a girl that i used to know well

mode repeat playlist turned on .ha ha ha .dh lama tk jd tk betul mcm ni .tkpe tkpe ,small matter .every month mmg akan ada breaking point yg rasa mcm down gler nk mampos nk mati mcm ni .so pagi ni chill dulu .please tell your hormones to rilex this morning okay .tknak rosak kn mood satu rumah mcm smlm .haha .sbb kn aku sorg ,semua org pnya mood spoiled .maaf .sorry tk niat pun nk buat mcm tu .
hahahahah HAHAHAHA ha ha ha ha .....my sorry is nothing perhaps .sbb dh byk kali repeat salah yg sama .but it is okay .im okay .im just fine here .no worries . *thumbs up*

dgn result UPU nk keluar esok nya .i told you yg result UPU ni pun mmg saja je kan nk keluar time2 org tgh unstable mcm ni .asal la tk keluar awal bulan haritu ?! urghhh stress la aku .what if tak dapat ?cant imagine mcm mana down jatuh tergolek terguling2 nya aku nnt . *hard sigh*
sleepy like hell sbb tk tido .boleh tk nk tido pastu tk bngun dah ?ehhh no no no ,byk dosa lg yg tk sempat taubat .but serioustalk rasa tknk bangun dah .nk tido je smpai ble2 .boleh ke mcm tu ?haihhh hami .wake upppp .cakap mcm org tkde iman .astaghfirullahalazim .

tkde ke eh org yg nk build one place for ppl yg tgh unstable mcm aku skrg ni .tmpt yg blh jerit kuat2 pastu gelak pastu nangis pastu jerit balik pastu nangis balik .tmpt yg tkde org lngsng .nk ddk sorg2 je .far from anything .hmmm tkpe tkpe ,nnt dh kaya .kau la yg build tmpt mcm tu okay .it is not hospital sakit mental or what ,but the place where..........hmm nk explain mcm mana eh .tkpe biar kau sorg jela yg faham hamizatul oiii .ha ha ha .

urghhhhhh tk suka nya mcm ni !!!!!!!! eeeee nk jerit !! pls nk jerit NAK JERITTTTTTTTTT !!! haihhhh .yg hormone ni pun satu .asal la kau tak spread mood happy ?awat yg hang buat aku jd lagu ni time2 mcm ni .haihhhh dh la stop mengarut pagi2 mcm ni .makan lg bagus .pastu tido pastu tknk bngun dh smpai semua nya okay and back to normal .

okay ?
okay .

hahahaha .anneyeong .... :)

Sunday, August 10, 2014

12th august 2014 ...

2 more days to go .excited countdown sbb birthday faiz but at the same time nk skip tarikh tu sbb result UPU keluar .why ??knp mst result UPU nk keluar hari tu jgk ?!dlm byk2 hari dlm bulan ogos ni ,asal 12hb jgk nk keluar ?! haihhhh .
what if i dont get any offer for degree ?urghhhh i hate this 'what if' sort of thingy . *sighh* takutttt .takut sgt nk cek result .ya ALLAH ,pls ease everything for me and faiz .ameennn .

kan best if i have a pair of wings .ala2 cter maleficient tu .hahahaha .stop daydreaming dear hami .hahaha .nk buat apa pun if u get wings ?hmmmm of course la sbb nk terbang balik sabak .12hb tu terbang balik sabak ,wish and celebrate birthday faiz .forget all about UPU thingy ,have fun ,enjoy that day with faiz .then 13hb tu terbang la balik subang .hahaha .kan best kan best kalau blh buat mcm tu ?hahaha .k aku dh imagine aku terbang mcm mana .hahahahaha .ya ALLAH part berangan bnde mengarut ni mmg expert sgt la .hahaha .
hmmm sedih .sedih sbb tk blh dtg sabak that day . :( sorry .. hmmmm .

idk why lately ni rasa serabut ,mcm nk mengamuk tk tentu pasal je .org tnya pun aku buat tktau je ,rasa malas nk jawab pape .takut nk bukak mulut .asal bukak mulut je tertengking termarah .so drpd sakit kn hati org tk tentu pasal ,better ddk sorg2 dlm bilik dgr lagu ke tido ke .pelik kan ?buang tebiat kot .hmmm .mohon cpt2 la bertaubat hami before too late .ish3 .
hmm mybe sbb stress kot .dh lama tk release stress pegi window shopping sorg2 kan .since puasa mana ada keluar mana2 pun .hmm sekali je keluar ,tu pun tgk the fault in our stars dkt klcc dgn faiz .oh my god ,sebut pasal tfios ni .ohhhh nooo ,jap ehh tarik selimut dulu cover muka sbb malu before nk cter .hahaha .ada ke patut nangis tgk cter tu .alahaiii hami oiii .tapi serioustalk cter tu sedih .haaaa sedih gler tau tak .nangis yg smpai tahap mata sakit jgk la .hahahaha . *geleng kepala*


Friday, August 8, 2014

hari2 dgr lagu come back home ni ,lama2 aku pun blh hafal lirik dia .choiiiii .since 1st puasa dgr lagu ni smpai hari ni terpaksa dgr lagi .haihhhh .speaker dkt jalan TAR tu asyik repeat je lagu ni ,aku pun tk faham mcm mana lgu ni blh sesat dlm list lagu2 raya yg diaorg nk main kan .haihh .pastu dkt rumah plak asyik bergema je lagu yg sama .hmmmm perks having lil sister yg kpop kan ,cenggini la .lagu korea tu dh tak pelik kalau bergema dlm rumah .mohon aku pun tk tersesat jd kpop mcm ayu .mohon tabah kn diri hamizatul .hahahahahahaha .

ehhh hari ni jumaat eh ?hahaha .pls hami ,pegi hantuk kepala dkt mana2 nearest dinding .smpai kn hari pun blh lupa ,teruk btol !!!hehe .since habis PASUM ,nk ingt hari apa tu mcm problem sgt .haha .tk prnh ambik kisah pun hari ni hari apa sbb hari2 rasa mcm sama je .hohoho .dekat tv pun kalau iklan cter pape skrg ni semua tulis "raya ke kedua" "raya ke sebelas" "raya ke tigabelas" .problem btol la ..aku ni dh la tk prnh kisah raya ke berapa masalah nya .apa salah nya tulis je mcm biasa "isnin ,11hb" .haaaa kan sng mcm tu .and knp raya je mst buat mcm tu .why not bulan lain pun buat jgk, "muharam ke empat" "rabiulawal ke tiga" "safar ke sepuluh" "zulhijjah ke enam" haaaaaa asal syawal je nk buat mcm tu kan .k hamizatul dh start merepek .abaikan je k .hahahaha

haaaa ingt tak dulu prnh cter pasal sorg pakcik ayah yg suka kikis duit ayah tu ?hmmm kalau tk ingt pun tkpe ,tk gne ingt pasal manusia mcm tu .hmmmm time raya rumah atuk apa ntah nama nya ,atuk tu tnya la pasal pakcik tk gne tu dkt ayah .and yg paling paling paling sakit hati nya ,ayah tk cter pun bnde sebenar .boleh ayah back up pakcik tk gne tu !!!!! masyaALLAH geram gler la time tu .muka aku tk payah ckp la mcm mana meluat nya .rasa nk muntah je dgr ayah back up mcm tu .tgk muka mak ,tika semua pun sama je meluat .eeeeeeeee perlu ke backup ?ya ALLAH rasa mcm nk ckp je bnde sebenar dkt atuk tu ,tapi aku ni kn bdk2 lg .kang tk pepasal je spoil mood raya kne marah dgn ayah .tapi mcm lawak jgk la ble teringat muka meluat masing2 .hahaha .aku rasa atuk tu pun perasan muka meluat aku .tapi mohon atuk tu tk salah faham ,aku bkn nya tk suka beraya rumah dia ke apa ,just tk tahan sakit telinga dgr ayah backup lelaki tu .haihhhhh ble la lelaki tu nk insaf ?tk kesian ke tgk ayah keje penat2 and kne sponsor hidup kau ?apa kau fikir ayah tu tkde family anak bini ke yg nk kne tanggung ?!!hmmm lelaki jahat mcm tu ,mana prnh rse kesian dkt org kan .ntah ada perasaan ntah idak .semoga cpt2 la insaf before malaikat maut tu jemput roh kau .

hmmm ble la rumah baru nk siap .harap raya tahun dpn raya rumah baru .hehehe .tapi mcm mana nk siap cpt kalau more than half duit ayah kne support hidup lelaki tau tk gunaaaaaaaaaaa tu !!!!!!!!eeee geram btol la ble fikir bnde ni .dh hilang mood .malas nk ckp pape lg dh .bye

Thursday, August 7, 2014

just watched ayu's vid .hahahahaahhaa .and it makes me laughing so hard !!! masyaALLAH masyaALLAH never thought aku ada adik mcm ni .talented .deabakkk *thumbs up* hahahaha .and i kept replay it .hahahaha .hariz pun gelak sakan ble tgk .haihhhh *geleng kepala* rasa mcm nk upload dkt youtube je haaaa .hahahaah .ohh ya ALLAH pls help me to stop laughing .hahahahahaha 

hari ni bngun tido pun pkul 11 .masyaALLAH anak dara apa bngun tido lmbt cenggitu hamizatul oii .hmm hmmm ingt kan still pkul 7 ke 8 ke sbb sejuk pastu gelap .tgk2 jam dh pkul 11 ,haaa mmg terkejut beruk cipan tapir semua2 binatang laa .haihhhh .tu la spe suruh tido pkul 4 smlm .haaa spe suruh ?haha semua nya gara2 tgk cter the heirs la .its like addiction tau .ending cter mst suspens pastu tangan pun mcm tk blh control ,asyik nk tekan je next episode .hahaha .

ddk sensorg dlm bilik tetiba rindu life dkt pasum .lepak malam2 dgn diaorg semua ,sembang2 dkt bilik mye pastu tk sedar jam dh 1 2 pagi pastu takut nk balik bilik sndiri pastu snggup tido bersempit dgn ezzai semata takut nak jalan balik bilik .haha .lepak bilik mye acah2 nk buat tuto sama2 but end up sembang2 gelak sakan smbil usha spe yg jalan dkt blok lelaki .lepak dkt balkoni pastu kelam kabut carik tdung or towel ble ada lelaki lalu lalang dkt blok lelaki .main kejar2 dlm bilik .bermastautin dkt bilik amal and pipah time exam week .jerit2 dkt balkoni mye semata sbb nk sembang dgn ezzai dkt bwh .pastu kejut amal or pipah tgh2 malam sbb nk suruh teman kan pegi toilet .haha .dtg bilik amal buat muka sedih sikit pastu ble amal tnya "kau okay tk hami?" pastu terus nangis peluk amal sbb stress sgt .nangis gler2 dkt balkoni sbb takut nak final exam and rse byk gler bnde tk cover lg ,smpai kan time tu semua org takut nk tegur .hahaha .pastu tgh ddk sorg2 dlm bilik tiba2 amal dtg pastu nangis and aku kelam kabut sbb tktau nk pujuk mcm mana .hahahaha .haihhhhhhhh ..rindu nya rindu nya .i miss all the moments .. :(
and ofcourse paling rindu ble kne turun malam nk jpe faiz dkt depan koop pastu lepak sembang2 kjp dkt kerusi laluan dewan tu .terpksa berani kn diri naik lif sorg2 .haha .jpe malam2 mcm la dlm kelas tk boleh jpe and sembang kan ?hahaha .dlm kelas bukan nya ckp dgn faiz pun ,memasing buat tktau je ,nk ckp pun ble mntk tlg ajar somethng .itu je pun .faham2 jela mulut bising bdk2 H3 tu mcm mana ,kalau membahan paling kejam la .hahaha .thts why la tk ckp sgt dgn faiz time dlm kelas .hohoho .

okay dh lapar .bye nk makan .

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

raya but mcm tk raya .why ??? 
sbb mmg feeling raya tu ble dkt kg je .ble dh balik subang ,tk rasa mcm raya pun .nk pegi beraya .hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ....nk beraya rumah spe ?can u tell me rumah spe yg boleh aku beraya ? "the perks when all ur friends stay jauh2" ...bosan ya amat tktau nk beraya rumah spe ,tktau nk lepak dgn spe .nk raya rumah kwn .tapiiiii ada ke kwn dkt area sini ?since pindah masuk asrama ,terus lost contact dgn bdk2 dkt sini .and it makes me realize the real meaning of friends .serapat mana pun kwn time dkt sekolah dulu ,tapi ble masing2 dh jauh .semua buat hal sndiri .hmm teringat one quote ni "distance makes you realize your true friends or 'friends'" .

tipu la kalau kata tk rindu semua bdk2 subang .since before masuk tadika main sama2 ,masuk tadika sama2 ,sek rndah sama2 ,sek menengah sama2 but when you are the only one among ur 'bestfriends' pindah sek lain terus lost cntct lngsng .hmmm its ripped my heart a lil bit ble tgk korg lepak sama and upload gmba dkt insta ,have a really long conversation among u guys at twttr .hmm hmmm sabar la yea hamizatul .u still have friends at tikl and pasum .haaaa cheer up okay dear .smile plsss . :) hehe

nur shameera bt rahim ..kwn since sek rendah smpai sek menengah .rinduuuu .tapiii dh tk cntct pun skrg .last cntct pun aku dpt tau dia pindah kedah .haihhhh .haha tetiba teringat time drjah 5 kot .not very sure drjah brp .prnh gaduh besar !!!!! hahahaha .zaman tak matang lngsng !gaduh sbb apa pun aku tk ingt tapi yg aku ingt kteorg dua ungkit segala-mala bnde yg prnh blnje pastu siap list atas kertas pastu mntk masing2 bayar balik .hahahahahaha .ya ALLAH !!malu gler ahh ble fikir balik .tutup muka dgn selimut hamizatul oii sbb malu sgt .hahahaha .tak matang lngsng kan ?!!! masyaALLAH masyaALLAH .pastu dh la time gaduh tu exam tau ,pastu main pass2 surat .hmm acah2 tknk ckp each other la ,so communicate thru surat .kahkahkah !!! 
pastu tktau la mcm mana blh baik .serious tktau .yg aku ingt ,tetiba je dah baik dgn dia .hahaha .how i miss you .hmmm .....

hmm hmmm ..but the way aku pindah sek pun mcm salah jgk la .tak sempat say goodbye pun dkt semua org .dpt call drpd tikl hari jumaat ,pastu isnin tu dh kne daftar .so kira nya aku mcm tetiba lesap drpd sek tu .mntak sijil berhnti sek subang pun mcm kelam kabut ,pstu tk sempat jpe diaorg lngsng .haihhh haihhh ...tapi tkpe la .i never regret and never will regret decision pindah tikl .aku rasa decision yg paling betul prnh aku buat in my life is sek dkt tikl .decision masuk pasum pun alu rasa salah sbnr nya .aku tktau la mcm mana boleh aku masuk pasum tu .tetiba je tercampak masuk dkt pasum tu .hmmm tapi tkpe la .hikmah masuk pasum tu besar sgt !!! :) and one of the hikmah is i found my man :)) hehehehe .taip 'my man' pun boleh snyum smpai ke telinga .hahahahahahahahahahah .

haaaaaaa rinduuuuuuu ....rindu siapakah ?hmmm rindu muhamad faiz bin mahfudz ...siapa tu ?the best man i ever known  :) .hehehehe

tk sabar nya nk pegi pangkor last month ni .tapi yg sedih nya .mak ayah and semua2 pegi kedah at tht time .haaaaa nk ikut pegi kedah .nak ikutttttttt :( hmmm hmmm .....

Monday, August 4, 2014

selamat hari rayaaaaaa

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin uolss .hehe

dah seminggu raya baru nk wish raya .choiii .hahahaha .sorry la yea ,seminggu stay kampung .and unplanned !! so faham2 jela kan kalau dh unplanned tu .bawak baju pun setakat tshirt 3helai ,baju kurung 2 pasang je sbb plan nya nk balik raya 2 hari je .pastu balik subang .then balik kg lg and then stay kg seminggu .tapiiii dh kak laily nk bertunang pastu dia offer teman kn dia balik sama ,so terus stay kg jela since raya tu .dah la charger phone pun aku tk bwk balik kg .teruk btol ,tapi nasib baik ahh semua org dkt rumah mak ngah tu iphone user ,so aku rembat charger diaorg jela .hahaha .dah charger phone pun tak bwk balik kg ,apatah lg laptop ni kan .dh cmfirm2 la aku tinggal je dkt rumah .so thats why ler tk blh nk update entry baru .

sanggup stay kg semata nk jpe faiz je sebenar nya .hahahahaaha .and semua org boleh teka reason aku nk stay kg .pastu apa lagi kan .cmfirm2 la asyik kne sakat je dgn semua org .hahaha .invite faiz raya rumah mak ngah and nervous dia rasa mcm lg nervous faiz dtg raya rmh mak ngah drpd dtg rumah sndiri .hahaha .hmmm mohon faham kn sndiri ayat keling saya .hahaha
pastu pujuk kak laily teman kn raya rumah faiz .hahahahaahah .ingt kn nk drive sorg pegi raya ,tap abg nekmal siap warning "kalau pegi sorg ,mmg tak boleh !!!! red light !!" hmm so ajak la kak laily teman kan .and ble on the way pegi rumah faiz tu ,baru la aku tau knp tk blh drive sorg .masyaALLAH gelap gelita haa jalan nya .pastu mcm tk ramai sgt org lalu dkt situ .ddk dalam kete berdua dgn kak laily pun dh takut ,ni apalagi kalau aku drive sorg2 .hmmm mmg tak jd apa laa .dah la mcm nk sesat sbb tk jpe lorong masuk rumah faiz tu .ada ke patut suruh aku gne waze .line nk call pun sangkut2 ,ni apatah lagi internet connection nk suruh aku gne waze .waze dh tk berguna time2 mcm tu .haihhhh .tapi alhamdulillah selamat sampai .hehehe .
nervous tak raya rumah faiz ?hmmm mohon jgn tnya soalan mntak penyepak free .ofcoz la nervous !! NERVOUS NAK MATIIIII tau tak !!!! haaaa siap uppercase .jpe mak ,abah ,kak nur ,kak miah semua .haihhhh taktau la mcm mana nk describe .hmmm tapi tkpe la .introduce as "kawan kelas faiz" so mcm tkpe la kan .

stay kg ,and everytime kne sakat pasal faiz .and guess what mak ngah pnggil faiz ble dia nk dtg beraya tu "ucuk kau tu nk dtg sorg ke dgn family ?" hahahahahaha ((ucuk tu mcm pnggilan manja .its sound like "syg bushuk2 sorg ni" .haaa aku pun tk reti nk explain mcm mana .hahaha)) hahahahah terbahak2 aku gelak .choiii mak ngah .pastu time kak laily bertunang tu ,faiz ada dtg .tapi semata2 nk jpe hariz jela kan .yela kan ,syg sorg tu asyik kata nk jpe hariz tp asyik tkde rezeki nk jpe je .nasib baik la that time dpt jpe tapi itu pun kjp sgt !!hahaha .hariz sumpah la mata duitan .choiiiii bdk kecik sorg tu .hahahhahaha .nasib kau la faiz oiii dapat bakal adik ipar yg mata duitan mcm tu .syg sgt kn dkt hariz tu ,mohon la faiz tabah layan kerenah hariz nnt .hahahaha
sayang sgt dkt hariz tu .sikit2 tnya pasal hariz .eeeee ,hariz dh curi attention faiz .jeles !!!! hahahaha .masyaALLAH hami ,mohon jgn menyakai mlm2 ni ehh .mohon sgt jangan .dgn adik sndiri pun jeles .hahahaaha .

hmm okay la .next time i tulis lg .bye2 *lambai2 tgn*
assalamualaikum earthlingsss sekalian ....

lama gler la tk tulis entry baru .hmmm sorry la ,time puasa kan busy keje smpai semua nya tk terurus .keje dkt jalan TAR tu sumpah penat .serioustalk mcm tkde life .LIFELESS !!! yela ,mana tk lifeless nya ,pagi pkul 7.30 dh keluar rumah pegi keje pastu malam pkul 9.30 baru smpai rumah balik ,kdg2 tu pkul 10.30 baru smpai .haihhhh ,penat .tapiiii fun gler ahh .dapat team keje yg best .keje dgn daniel ,amin and zul .and yeahh im the only one girl yg kne jge tapak lagi satu tu .dah la the only one girl pastu kne handle tapak tu .yang bos plak ,main lepas tangan je .yg bos tau sale okay pastu duit semua ckup .ble sale tk okay ,bebel dkt aku .pressure btol .
and time last day keje tu ,sedihh .sedih sbb dh tk blh jpe team keje .sebulan keje sama ,mengadap muka diaorg ,tension sama2 layan customer yg cerewet nak mampos ,stress sama2 fikir mcm mana nk naik kan sale gerai ,happy sama2 ble sale byk ,gelak sama2 ble kne buli .hahaha rindu korg woiiii .
yg selalu kne buli ,ofcoz la aku kan .sbb mana ada sespe nk back up ,dh dioarg semua lelaki .hmm redha jela ble kne buli tu .hmm that time ble nk last day keje tu ,semua org baru nk acah2 jadi baik .kalau tak ,membuli je keje nya .hahaha .and paling terharu ble zul kata "ble kau tkde ,pishang la aku" and amin plak "rumah kte dekat kan .nnt free jom la lepak sama .rindu doh kau" and daniel "lgi seronok jge dgn kau drpd bos" .kahkahkah !! terharu i ,uolls ckp mcm tu .hmmm tapi nk buat mcm mana ,puasa sebulan je so mkna nya keje pun sebulan jela dgn korg semua .

hmm as i said .sebulan keje dkt jalan TAR tu .so thats mean sebulan jgk la mengadap muka2 org yg niaga sama dkt situ kan .tapak kiri kanan and depan ,semua pekerja nya lelaki jgk .choiii bosan btol .tktau nk sembang dgn spe .pastu paling and paling menyampah ble kne mengadap muka diaorg yg tktau malu makan time siang .dh la tk puasa tau ,pastu buat mcm pesta makan plak dah .ehhh aku as pmpuan yg ada certain time tk boleh puasa pun ,rasa malu gler nk minum depan org ramai .haishhh annoyed gler ahh .
tapi yg best nya keje dkt jalan TAR ni ble kau nk shopping .haaaaa part ni best .hari2 ngadap muka diaorg ,so makna nya ble nk beli brg pun ofcoz la dpt diskaun kan .hahahahaha .keje situ ,i blh bankrup !! feeling nk shopping tu mmg to the max !! hahahahaha .tapi alhamdulillah la rezeki keje situ ,boleh la .nak kata byk ,tkde la byk sgt pun ,tapi alhamdulillah la cukup .hehe .

hmmm ingt lagi tak phone samsung yg rosak dulu tu ?haaaaa pe cter yea dgn samsung advance tu ?hmmmm cter nya ,samsung tu i dah tanam dalam2 dkt blkg rumah .R.I.P samsung .hahaha .rosak and tk blh nk repair .so terpaksa la beli phone baru .and guess phone baru i phone apa .hahahahaha i ble iphone !! omg omggggg never imagine nk jd iphone user .hmm so itu la hikmah nya phone rosak yea .so bersyukur sikit hamizatul izzati oiii .
part paling lawak ble ayu snggup nk buat loan sbb nk beli iphone jgk .hahahahaaha .ntah mana la bdk ni dapat idea nk buat loan bagai .pastu nk bayar ble dh tua nanti .kahkahkah !!! ayu2 *geleng kepala*