Wednesday, June 4, 2014

read all of our conversation since 1st january .haha .gigih btol scroll ws smpai ke 1st time conversation .gigih en ?keep up that 'gigih' spirit in your daily routine k hamizatul .hahahaah .hmm mohon stop menyakai k .haihhh how i miss you my love .read all of it .and at one part we argued bout football and i said "spe la yg malang jd girlfriend kau en" .hahaha .guess who that person 'yg malang' tu ???raise up your hand pls .hahahaha .*tutup muka dgn selimut* malu k .segan pun ada .dulu gaduh2 malang la apa la .haa skrg ambik kau .setepek Allah tu bg .telan balik all your words .hmm who knows that guy yg sllu gaduh2 tu will be my everything .hahaha .hami hami *geleng kepala*

read our conversation ,dah mcm baca novel .the whole day keje tercongok dkt kedai tu sensorg ,tkde buat pape .that is why gigih sgt scroll smpai 1st january .ingt sikit ke nk scroll ?hari2 ws ,pastu sembang mengarut gaduh mcm2 ,celik mata smpai tutup mata balik .banyak gler gler yg teramat byk la .haaa nmpk tak over sgt nk describe byk tu cemana .hahaha .well hami en mmg over .HAHAHA
read it all ,and i miss us .really miss you dear .hmmm .read read and read ,i feel like i see you in front of me .every words ,each sentences ...dh mcm flashback kot .hahaha .kau pernah kata "spe jd mkwe aku ,aku pkse minat bola" .at that time ,kau tgh tgk bola dkt mamak or somewhere tmpt makan la((i forget it)) and aku tgh dlm kete otw balik rumah .serioustalk dh mcm flashback .hahaha .
hmmm i miss you .

hmmm hmmmm .hari ni makcik suspicious tu dtg lg .pastu bg mknn .haihhh makcik .pls la jgn bg pape lg .tkkn makan pnya .payah jd org paranoid ni ,org buat baik bg rezeki pun nk suspicious .*sigh* hami hami .ish3 .tapi yg pelik nya ,everytime makcik tu dtg mst ckp pasal pencuri and tnya pasal cctv .choiii spe je haa yg tk suspicious .dah la aku sensorg dkt kedai tu .jadi pape cemana ?pastu td makcik tu siap pgg2 dagu cubit pipi bagai .eyyyy makcik ,rimas tahu ?aku tktau la nk react mcm mana .dah ah tak blh jalan sbb kaki sakit jatuh pinggan tu .kalau jd pape aku nk lari ke mana ?jalan pun mcm handicap ,ni apatah lg nk lari .choiiii .teringat pesan sorg nenek ni .one of regular customer jgk la .haaaa nenek ni 1st time dia dtg aku dh suka .sembang2 gelak2 .idk why ,dia mcm 1st impression jgk la .padahal makcik dgn nenek tu ,dua2 aku tk kenal .dtg pun tetiba ajak sembang mcm2 .tapi dgn nenek ni aku tk rse pape ,dgn makcik tu .hmmm ntah la .mcm pelik je .haaa smbung balik ,nenek tu pesan "dduk sensorg ni hati2 .adik tu pmpuan .if lelaki masuk nk buat pape ,mmg tkkn blh lawan ." so step precaution ,i pasang ayat2 alquran the whole day .haaa baru la rse secure sikit .hehe .

zzZzZzzzZZz ..dah ngantuk tahap apa dah ni .td time keje pun tersengguk2 .kalau tk buang tebiat pegi scroll ws yg melambak tu ,rse nya mmg dh lena la dlm kedai tu .seksa btol tahan ngantuk .menguap ?hmmm tak payah tanya byk mana .mmg tk terkira .asyik menguap je .dah dah .jom tido .
goodnight peeps ..
alhamdulillah still pnjg umur . assalamualaikum .

good morning dear ,rise and shine ((talk to myself)) haha .
moh ler kte bebel2 dkt sini to prevent tertido .haihhh jap lg nk keje tapi mengantuk mcm ............  *sigh* wide awake all night long ,guling sana guling sini but still cant fall asleep .frustrated gler ahhh .badan ,otak semua penat tapi tak blh tido .frust tau tak ble dah penat dgn mcm2 bnde tapi tak blh rehat . *hard sigh*

mata bengkak tak tido satu malam ni cemana nk hilang kan ?kan best kalau blh cabut mata pastu tukar dgn yg baru .hahaha .hami dah start sakai nya tu .haihhhh padah tak tido la ni .if only if boleh cabut and tukar baru sng2 mcm tu .1st thing yg aku nk tukar ; otak .biar la hilang ingatan ke apa ke .tukar otak dgn org yg genius2 tu en ,tak payah bljr .automatic terus pandai .ha ha ha .apa kambing sgt pepagi ni ?mohon stop .

ibu jari yg jatuh pinggan smlm langsung tak blh gerak .haaaaa padan muka .careless lg en .tanggung hami tanggung sakit tu .dah mcm handicap je .*crying* jalan pun tak btol sbb tahan sakit .ni baru ibu jari yg tk blh gerak .cemana la en org yg kaki terseliuh ,kaki patah tu .ish nauzubillahiminzalik .
"tah2 tulang retak kot .pinggan tu kan berat"-ayah .choiiiii ,tak membantu lngsng .menakut kn org lg ada .no no no ,bukan tulang retak .mohon jgn fikir bukan2 .think positive .jap lg ibu jari ni blh gerak la ni ,hilang la sakit nya .hahaha !!bagus hami ,think positive mcm tu .keep it up !hahaha .alahaiii sakai nya la .hami okay tak pepagi ni ?mcm tak okay je .mcm tk btol je ..ha ha ha .tk tido ,normal la jd mcm ni . ZzzZZzzZ .

dah tk tido mcm ni .cmfirm tkde selera nk makan .haihhhhh .pebende ahhh .tah pape je .sakai tahu ??!weight loss dh 5kg .kau nk hilang berat brp byk lg wahai hamizatul ?!!nk tinggal tulang mcm org somalia tu baru nk telan makanan ?ketuk satgi kang .ish ish ish .hmmm nnt makan la ble rse nk makan .makan byk2 ,in shaa ALLAH naik la berat badan tu .rilexxx .hidup kne chill .haihhhh .cmfirm dah ,comfirm sgt hamizatul tgh tk btol skrg ni .jgn buat pasal time keje nnt sudah la .dont drag someone else into your problems k dear hami ..remember that !!ketuk2 sikit kepala tu bg ingat .hohoho

laptop bersepah atas katil .ecehhh bersepah konon ,mcm la byk sgt laptop dlm rumah ni ,yg nk gne term 'bersepah' tu .choiii .hmmm ,blog sndiri en .biar la nk gne term apa pun .tak suka ?tak payah baca .sng cter .tulis pun bukan nya utk di baca ,sesje membebel je pun .haaa smbung balik .si kecik hariz zakwan kesayangan semua tu ,bngun2 tido je .baru keluar bilik ,merayau carik mak sbb mak keluar beli breakfast sat .masuk2 bilik aku ,nmpak latop terus mntak bkak youtube .kids nowadays .haihhhh .baru bngun tido kot !aku rse still mamai lg ,blh plak terus nk tgk youtube .eyyyy rse nk ketuk je bdk kecik tu .tak faham btol aku .manja tahap kambing ahhh .kecik2 dah tab melekat 24/7 .nk makan kne ada tab ,nak tido kne ada tab .takde life lngsng .pegi ahh main dkt luar tu .main kejar2 ke ,nyorok2 ke .main lawan2 ke ((seems dia bdk lelaki ,so main masak2 dikecualikan)) hahaha .

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ngantuk nya .penat .exhausted ..mohon la hari ni tak malang mcm smlm kn .ameen ameen .*sigh* missing someone .k hami moh ler kte keluar biilik yerr .kang stay lelama atas katil ni ,terlelap mmg tak jd apa la kan .hmmm lailai keluar .

annyeong !!

not my day

hiii everyone .

idk why hari ni mcm masalah tu dtg bertimpa mcm lngsng tk bg space dkt aku .even space for breathing pun tkde . *sigh* lepas satu ,satu lg masalah dtg .mmg hari malang kot .perhaps .ha ha ha .a big applause for myself . why ?hahaha too many reasons .

boleh plak pinggan jatuh gedebukk tepat haa atas kaki .dah la pinggan yg berat mcm batu tu .pffftttt ,nasib baik pecah ,kaca tu tk tertusuk dkt kaki .just sakit ya amat tahap cipan ,tahap babun la tp alhamdulillah tak luka .kalau luka .cemana nk pegi keje esok ??huwahhhh *crying*
tetiba teringt time form 5 ,buat practikal levelling for civil engeneering .dh settle measure contour ,dah settle dpt data semua .pnya la excited sbb keje dah habis so blh siap kan folio awal .rushing kemas2 brg tu .haaaa levelling intrument tu mmg jatuh terpacak tepat atas kaki .dah laa tajam .mmg berlubang kaki .berhari2 jgk la jd cacat pegi kelas kne pakai selipar .sakai pnya hami .smpai hari ni kot still ada parut .sakai hami sakai .lain kali mohon jgn nak kabut sgt .nasib baik bnde tu tk jatuh atas jari ,if not .ckgu mazwan kata jari blh patah kot .ZzzzZZz .bengong btol haihhh .

sakit kaki tk hilang lg .masalah lain plak dtg .hmmmmm .salah type ,then terus gaduh .ha ha ha tk mampu nk gelak .... "penat layan org yg tk reti appreciate org lain ni" hmmmmm .when someone you love so much with whole your heart said "penat layan" ..tktau la ptot rasa apa .should i be happy ?should i be sad ?hmmm even myself couldnt answer it .but it truly hurt .i t  i s  h u r t s . . . . it is okay la .mmg salah sindiri pun .taip sambil makan ,mmg la tersalah mcm2 en .hmmm lain kali time makan jgn reply wassep org k hami .belajar dr kesilapan .hmmmm .

pastu ter-left group wassep plak .baru 'typing..' nk suruh mior invite balik ,phone plak mati habis battery lngsng .sakai en ??blh plak lupa bwk powerbank pegi keje .dah smpai rumah blm sempat charge phone ,dah pinggan pecah bagai ,terus lupa pasal phone .distraction btol ahh pinggan ni .haihhhh .tgh charge phone ,tgk la cter emergency couple jap .zZzzZZz sedih glerrrr T.T *cries a sea* sedih tau tak !sedih tgk dia suka pmpuan tu tp pmpuan tu suka lelaki lain .hmmmm broken hearted right ?i feel you chang-min .i feel you .hmmm hmmm ..

baru je on phone .tgk ada group ws baru .zzZzZZz brp byk group wassep ni sebenar nya ???!tak faham la aku .sikit sikit buat group baru .haihhh .pastu .......haih .heartbreaking la nk cter .masalah dtg bertimpa-timpa .my sorry .i think not worth at all for today .i thought the type of person yg 'tk reti appreciate org lain' like me ,deserve all kind of this unlucky or well said 'badluck' thingy .it is okay hami .it makes you realize all your mistakes and fix it .head up and smileee dear hami ... :)

im sorry for everything .sorry for being selfish .sorry for tak reti appreciate org .sorry for all my flaws .sorry for making you hurt .sorry for all my words .sorry for what i had done .sorry for everything .just sorry . hmmmm .mybe my sorry not mean anything to you .but all i can say is sorry .and sorry bcs making you tired with myself .even me cant handle myself ,how can i expect you to understand .hmmmm ,sorry .haha ,mst bosan kan dgr sorry sorry sorry for the whole day ,asyik sorry je but still make the mistake . *sigh*
i miss you .i just miss you .hmmm sorry again .

dear myself ,take all these badluck that happened today as your kifarah dosa k .chin up dear :) smile pls ..okay goodnight everyone .if only if ,tak panjang umur tak sempat celik mata esok .pls forgive all my mistakes and halal kan makan minum ilmu .hutang2 bagai tu tuntut la dkt my parents k .haha .haaa pastu jgn lupa pray for me k ...hehe .

k assalamualaikum earthlings .pray for me okay . wink wink*kenyit mata* hahaha