Wednesday, June 4, 2014

not my day

hiii everyone .

idk why hari ni mcm masalah tu dtg bertimpa mcm lngsng tk bg space dkt aku .even space for breathing pun tkde . *sigh* lepas satu ,satu lg masalah dtg .mmg hari malang kot .perhaps .ha ha ha .a big applause for myself . why ?hahaha too many reasons .

boleh plak pinggan jatuh gedebukk tepat haa atas kaki .dah la pinggan yg berat mcm batu tu .pffftttt ,nasib baik pecah ,kaca tu tk tertusuk dkt kaki .just sakit ya amat tahap cipan ,tahap babun la tp alhamdulillah tak luka .kalau luka .cemana nk pegi keje esok ??huwahhhh *crying*
tetiba teringt time form 5 ,buat practikal levelling for civil engeneering .dh settle measure contour ,dah settle dpt data semua .pnya la excited sbb keje dah habis so blh siap kan folio awal .rushing kemas2 brg tu .haaaa levelling intrument tu mmg jatuh terpacak tepat atas kaki .dah laa tajam .mmg berlubang kaki .berhari2 jgk la jd cacat pegi kelas kne pakai selipar .sakai pnya hami .smpai hari ni kot still ada parut .sakai hami sakai .lain kali mohon jgn nak kabut sgt .nasib baik bnde tu tk jatuh atas jari ,if not .ckgu mazwan kata jari blh patah kot .ZzzzZZz .bengong btol haihhh .

sakit kaki tk hilang lg .masalah lain plak dtg .hmmmmm .salah type ,then terus gaduh .ha ha ha tk mampu nk gelak .... "penat layan org yg tk reti appreciate org lain ni" hmmmmm .when someone you love so much with whole your heart said "penat layan" ..tktau la ptot rasa apa .should i be happy ?should i be sad ?hmmm even myself couldnt answer it .but it truly hurt .i t  i s  h u r t s . . . . it is okay la .mmg salah sindiri pun .taip sambil makan ,mmg la tersalah mcm2 en .hmmm lain kali time makan jgn reply wassep org k hami .belajar dr kesilapan .hmmmm .

pastu ter-left group wassep plak .baru 'typing..' nk suruh mior invite balik ,phone plak mati habis battery lngsng .sakai en ??blh plak lupa bwk powerbank pegi keje .dah smpai rumah blm sempat charge phone ,dah pinggan pecah bagai ,terus lupa pasal phone .distraction btol ahh pinggan ni .haihhhh .tgh charge phone ,tgk la cter emergency couple jap .zZzzZZz sedih glerrrr T.T *cries a sea* sedih tau tak !sedih tgk dia suka pmpuan tu tp pmpuan tu suka lelaki lain .hmmmm broken hearted right ?i feel you chang-min .i feel you .hmmm hmmm ..

baru je on phone .tgk ada group ws baru .zzZzZZz brp byk group wassep ni sebenar nya ???!tak faham la aku .sikit sikit buat group baru .haihhh .pastu .......haih .heartbreaking la nk cter .masalah dtg bertimpa-timpa .my sorry .i think not worth at all for today .i thought the type of person yg 'tk reti appreciate org lain' like me ,deserve all kind of this unlucky or well said 'badluck' thingy .it is okay hami .it makes you realize all your mistakes and fix it .head up and smileee dear hami ... :)

im sorry for everything .sorry for being selfish .sorry for tak reti appreciate org .sorry for all my flaws .sorry for making you hurt .sorry for all my words .sorry for what i had done .sorry for everything .just sorry . hmmmm .mybe my sorry not mean anything to you .but all i can say is sorry .and sorry bcs making you tired with myself .even me cant handle myself ,how can i expect you to understand .hmmmm ,sorry .haha ,mst bosan kan dgr sorry sorry sorry for the whole day ,asyik sorry je but still make the mistake . *sigh*
i miss you .i just miss you .hmmm sorry again .

dear myself ,take all these badluck that happened today as your kifarah dosa k .chin up dear :) smile pls ..okay goodnight everyone .if only if ,tak panjang umur tak sempat celik mata esok .pls forgive all my mistakes and halal kan makan minum ilmu .hutang2 bagai tu tuntut la dkt my parents k .haha .haaa pastu jgn lupa pray for me k ...hehe .

k assalamualaikum earthlings .pray for me okay . wink wink*kenyit mata* hahaha

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