Thursday, May 29, 2014

haii haii earthlings *lambai2 sikit* .hahaha

hmmmm ,lama benor tk update entry .hahaha .acah2 lama la sgt ,padahal baru brp hari .2 hari ?3 hari ?hahahaha .jetjet lama sgt  .puihhh .hahahaha .since keluar dgn dahlians hari tu ,rse nya dah tk terkira brp kali tgk gmba2 time lepak tu .rinduuuuuuu .hmmmm .pastu time tercongok sensorg dkt kedai tu ,tgk gmba2 sambil zoom muka sorg2 .hahahahahahahahahaha .lawak k !!! bebudak tu la yg ajar .tk sure mye or ayza yg start buat dulu mcm tu .ada ke ptot time lpak minum dkt starbuck ,everytime tngkap gmba msti zoom pastu gelak mcm org giler je .hahaha .ish3 perangai tk semenggah btol .

chot dh kne balik sabak and stay sana .alahaiii heartbreaking nya .hmmm .tkpe la hami oiii .redha and pasrah jela .HAHAHA .choiii .pehal buat ayat cenggitu ?! ZzzzZZzz hami dh tk betol .hahahaha .k mohon hantuk kepala tu dkt dinding mana2 yg dkt ,biar urat2 yg dh terbelit tu elok balik .hmm hmm .nangis ler tu ?ha ha ha .no comment .zzZzzZ

haihhhh byk nya plan nk buat ,ble laa nk isnin ni .hari ni dh khamis esok jumaat .hmmm rse mcm sekejap je kan dah khamis .hohoho .tapi selalu nya selasa rabu khamis rse skjp je .tapiiiii jumaat sabtu ahad tu .perghhh rse mcm masa tu bergerak laju lg siput sedut tau .urghhhh .hampir mati kebosanan dkt kedai tu nk tnggu malam .*sigh* semoga esok rse mse tu cpt sikit bergerak .hahaha .

byk bnde ni nk cter tp ada keje kne buat .nk pegi test baju kurung ,nk buat baju raya .mak dah bebel suruh carik baju kurung yg okay ,nk bg dkt kakak adda suruh ikut ukuran baju tu .dah 2 hari mak bebel ,so tknk smpai hari ke-3 ,so better cpt pegi test baju .haihhhh payah kalau badan cpt kecik cpt mengembang ni . haihh haihhh .dduk pasum naik smpai 5kg kot !!! pastu baru tk makan brp hari dh turun 2kg .pastu pegi timbang td .turun lg 3kg .choiiiiii aku rse penimbang tu yg tk btol . -,-" tapi dh berpuluh kali jgk la aku turun naik turun naik penimbang tu ,acah2 nk carik average la kan .hahaha .dh mcm timbang brg time experiment chemist plak ,nk carik average bagai .sakai hami sakai .ish3 .tapiiii dh berpuluh kali turun naik turun naik pun ,still sama jgk ,turun 3kg .zZzZzzz dh knp dgn aku ni ?!dh rse mcm tinggal tulang pun ada .mohon lepas ni makan byk sikit .haihhh .

k bye .assalamulaikum ..

Monday, May 26, 2014

26 MAY 2014

assalamualaikum earthlings :)

hari ni happy nk mampos !! tapi sedih jgk .hmmmmm .

happy sbb dapat jmpe dgn shaakay sherry mye ayza dila and aisyah .subahanallah ,Allah je yg tau betapa happy nya jpe diaorg .nmpk diaorg dr jauh pun ,dh jerit mcm mid tu kteorg bertujuh je yg ada .HAHAHA .rindu sgt !!! rindu sgt sgt !rindu tahap yg tk terkata la .bertahun tak jpe kot .hmmmm ,gelak sakan smpai kn lupa yg diri sndiri after injection .
haaa sebut pasal injection ,sakit . :( tapi acah2 kuat je .pegang beg nya ,acah2 angkat monopod tinggi2 ,bergelak ketawa dlm redbox tu smpai lupa yg tgn tu sakit .haihhhh .balik2 rumah je ,haaaaa bengkak kot bahu .alahaiii hamizatul ,asal la cengeng sgt ?itu pun nk bengkak ke ?and demammmm .huwahhhh !!cemana nk keje esok ?cemana nk angkat pintu besi yg maha berat tu ? *cries a sea*



senior of dahlia .
sesungguhnya aku bersyukur dpt spend my senior year dgn korg .even bertahun tk jpe .perangai still tk berubah .part gelak tu paling aku rindu .hahahaha .bertahun tak jpe ,memasing dah lawa kemain .amboiii korg makan apa ye after keluar tikl ?hahaha .insecure habis !!!!!!insecure sgt ble scroll2 gambar yg almost thousand dlm galery phone .hahaha .asal ?tak percaya ke gmba byk smpai mcm tu ?hahaha .harus and wajib percaya sbb pabila semua hantu selfie berkumpul ,mmg tgn ringan je nk ambik gmba .hahaha .
ada yg makin kurus ,ada yg makin gojes .haaaa sng cter semua makin lawa nk mampos .haihhh aku ble lg la nk makin lawa ni ?since dulu selekeh je .hahaha .dah hami ,tk pyh nk menyakai fikir yg bukan2 .hahahaha .



my bloodsister forever !!hahaha .1st day dkt tikl ,tegur shaakay dkt kantin . "kte ddk sama nk nnt dlm kelas ?" hahahaha .smpai skrg still ingt diaolog 1st dgn shaakay .then sherry pun join sama .tapi sedih sbb in the middle of year tu ,kne tkar tmpat .meje kelas rearranged ,so kne ddk berdua .terpksa la sherry pindah tmpt lain .haihhh .gosip dgn shaakay smpai ckgu tegur suruh snyp sikit .hahaha .pastu kalau ble ada someone yg kteorg tk suka ckp dlm kelas ,satu kelas akan pndg kteorg berdua .SATU KELAS okay !! hahahaha .semata nk tgk kteorg berdua buat muka annoyed nk mampos .hahahahaha .haihhh shaakay ,i miss those moments . *crying*


thanks my dahlians for today .yg pakai shawl tu my junior .hahaha .untung dpt senior mcm kteorg sbb layan senior junior sama level .hahahha .k puji diri sndiri plak .hahah .kambing hamizatul ,tak malu puji diri sndiri .hahaha .lantak laa nk puji pun en .hmmm .hahaha .sedih sbnr nya ,junior lain tk dpt join sbb semua dh smbung bljr .hmmm . :( akak rindu kalian2 semua wahai junior .thanks sbb tk bg pape masalah kat akak time jd KD korg .hmmmm even korg byk kali kne denda sbb perangai senior korg yg tak semenggah ni kan .hahahaha .senior buat pasal ,junior semua kne denda sekali .hahahaha .sorry k korg .at least akak bg chance dkt korg nk mencapub ddk bwh spotlight time prep malam .pastu main2 game bagai dkt tgh2 tapak perhimpunan tu .hahahaha .smpai kn ckgu yus dah bosan nk denda sbb kte semua mcm happy je kne denda tu .hahaha .sesi throwback plak dah .hehehe .

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happy ,happy la jgk .tapi ada jgk part yg sedih .hmmm dah happy ,kne la sdih kan .baru balance .hahaha .pe sakai sgt wahai hamizatul mlm ni ?hmmm effect demam la ni kot .

jpe tk smpai 5 minit k .tk sempat ckp apa2 pun .hmmmmm .my bad my fault .tk pyh la ckp sbb apa dkt sini .kesian dpt mkwe yg sound trouble mcm aku ni .pastu si adila sani blh plak stalk kteorg . "ehh mana gmba korg dua ?"-dila . ha ha ha .tkpe la dila .dia dh delete la tu . "gmba pmpuan lain tknk delete plak" haaa aku pun speechless nk jwb apa .mampu senyum je *smile*
"sesungguh nya aku jealous dgn yg dtg sebelum dan selepas ku" pernah nmpk ada someone twit mcm tu .haaa btol la tu .sgt btol dgn apa yg aku rse skrg ni .i know ,i will never can replace her place in your heart .i know it .hmmm sabar la wahai hati .

ha ha ha .demam2 ni jd sensitif plak .k la bye .assalamualaikum :)

Saturday, May 24, 2014

Assalamualaikumm ;))

Td boss kata time puasa kne keje dkt kl pastu tkde cuti lngsng .alahaiiiii heartbreaking nyaaaa . T.T *cries a sea* .dah la byk plan nk buat pastu tkde cuti plak dahhh .then ble nya nk pegi beli brg raya ?ble nya nk keluar dgn family ?ble nya nk dating ?? pastu nnt mcm mana nk pegi buka puasa sama2 dgn family dkt luar ?haihhhhhh serabut ! *hard sigh*

Mak dh bising ble aku nk keluar shopping baju and seluar .sbb semorg dh settle shopping ,tnggal aku sorg je blm .haihhhh ,sabar la wahai mak .anakanda mu ni cuti nya isnin je ,pastu byk sgt plan nk dibuat .ble free nnt ,i pegi la shopping .pastu ayah plak bising sbb tk beli2 laptop lg padahal duit semua ayah dh bank in .ayahanda kesygn ku ,sabar ehhh .hmmm yg aku pelik ni ,pehal semorg nk bebel suruh aku habis kn duit ni ?? Zzzzz .

Nak pegi ukur baju raya pun tk sempat lagi .haaaa awat mcm busy kalah perdana menteri ni ????haihhhh .nk pegi empire shopping kasut and beg pun tah ble nya pegi .aaaaaaaa nk jerit la rasa nya ! Stresssss -,-" hmmm sabar hami .chill ,jgn nk kambing sgt serabut bnde2 mcm ni .hahaha .

K scroll2 twtter .tenenene ,i found this pic .huwahhhhhh .I WANT THAT RING SO FUCKING DAMN MUCH k !!! Zzzzzz hari tu ada jpe dkt kl sentral .hmmm nnt kalau ada free time nk pegi beli la .hahaha .if only if sempat pegi beli .

Semorg tgh prepare nk balik kg esok pagi .me ??kne tnggal sbb kne keje .haaaa part ni pun mmg rse nk nangis !dh la dah lama gler k tk jejak kaki dkt kg tu ,pastu ble semorg balik kg .aku kne stay sini .haaaaaa heartbreaking nya ..haihhh haihhh sedih !!! T.T

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Bebel tk hbis2

Zzzzz susah nk taip sbb kuku panjang .haihhh .seems esok jumaat ,so kte potong kuku esok jela eh ..sunnah kan potong kuku hari jumaat .correct me if im wrong .hehehe .

Pagi td bngun2 tido ,posmen dtg hntr parcel . Zzzzz awal gler pakcik ni dtg rumah org .hahaha .act aku yg bngun lmbat ,pastu nk salah kn pakcik tu hntr awal2 pagi .kambing btol hami .hehehe .kan tk mandi lg ,yela baru je keluar bilik dh pakcik tu bg salam .hmmm mak la jd mangsa kne sign kn .hohoho .excited sbb nk tgk baju tu .tp ble bkak .tettttttttt .......tk berkenan lngsng !menyesal k beli .after ni mmg tkkn beli online dh .serioustalk !dalam gmba lawa ,tp ble dpn mata ,tk lawa punn .dusta btol gmba2 tu semua . *sigh* tk faham dgn org yg suka sgt online shopping ni .hmmm mybe diaorg beli yg btol2 cntik kot .perhaps .

2 hari tk sentuh nasi or mknn lngsng .pastu td maghrib gastrik .haaaaa padan muka *thumbs up* !sendiri carik penyakit kan ,spe suruh tknk makan .tnggung la gastrik sensorg dkt kedai tu .hmmmm ,dh gastrik baru la nk pkse makan .sumbat je mknn dlm mulut even tkde selera pun .tapi setakat 2 3 suap je .haihhhhh ,pelik ni pelik .knp tkde selera mkn teruk sgt smpai tgk mknn pun feelingless .

Td sempat la gossip2 dgn uncle kedai sebelah .hahaha .uncle tu kata keje elok2 sbb tuan kedai yg aku keje ni mulut mcm longkang sikit ,puaka lebihh .((ni ayat sebijik yg uncle tu kata dkt aku ehh ,bkn nya aku pndai2 ckp cenggini)) hmmm terkejut sgt2 la kan ble uncle tu ckp mcm tu .sbb before ni akak tu okay je dgn aku .tapi tktau la kan ,bru sebulan keje .hmmm harap je sebulan keje tp jpe boss blh kira brp minit je .tk smpai la sejam ,dia dtg kedai ambik duit ,tnya aku dh mkn ke blm pastu blah .tkde la garang pun aku tgk .just gaya ckp and bahasa dia tu mcm kerek sikit la .tp okay jela bg aku .hmmm hmmm no comment la .

Then td off phone kjp sbb nk tenang kn diri .hahahaha .sakai hami ,pe kaitan tenang kn diri dgn off phone ?! Zzzzz lantak laaa .hmm hmmm .on je phone penuh noti ws .memasing busy tnya nk buat baju raya cemana .and ble part aku ,mmg demand hbis ! "I dress tgn dia pnjg ada lace ,pastu ada button pastu ...pastu ... pastu .. and pastu ... " .Hahahah .demand kemain .nk buat baju raya ke baju khwin hami oiii ?!! Hmmm dh diaorg tnya nk baju cemana kan ,mst la demand .hehehe

Esok jumaat pastu sabtu pastu ahad pastu .... ISNIN !!!!!yeayyyy !excited k nk jpe dahlians kesayangan .hehehe . :) dkt ws grup siap ckp "jgn pakai lawa2 ,korg dh la semua lawa hot ,insecure k keliling bdk2 lawa" .hahahahah sakai tahap asdfghjkl btol .hahahaha .tp normal la ,pmpuan dgn "insecure" dia mana prnh habis .aku pun insecure sgt2 dgn ..... k tukar topik .hahaha

Laaa pnjg nya bebel .hehehe tk perasan plak .hmmm biasa la ,kalau dh seronok membebel mana blh stop .semua org tegur yg aku suka bebel .hmmmm after ni kne limit la .hami !!behave k ,jgn nk bebel sgt !!! K dh tknk ckp pape lg ,bye2 .

Assalamualaikum ;)

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Hiiii assalamualaikum :)

In planning nk private-kan blog ni .reason ??sbb blh luah kn semua bnde siap blh sebut nama bagai ,apa yg sakit hati ,apa yg buat sedih ,apa yg buat insecure giler nk mati .then tkde spe yg akan baca ,tkde spe yg akan judge and tkde spe kecik hati .hmmm but still in planning la .if not ,taip2 luah semua bnde ,save as draft jela .hohoho .

Echot buat suprise dtg kedai .nk merajuk tp tk blh sbb happy ya amat dia dtg .rindu sgt2 level tktau dh nk kata level apa sbb rindu yg teramat !nk jerit sbb happy sgt tp didi ada .so kne cover sikit .dpn bdk kecik kan .hahaha .masyaAllah didi comel gler !kelakar tgk dia main game .hehehe .rse nk cubit2 je ,tp didi segan sgt .ajak sembang pun tknk ,time dh nk balik tu baru la nk senyum .hmmm bdk2 kn mmg penyegan .tkpe la ,jpe lain kali blh sembang2 dgn didi .hehehe .
When he asked me bout "smlm" ,speechless .sbb tktau mcm mana nk explain .pastu ada didi lg ,serious tktau mcm mana nk express it by words .hmmm .tkpela .ble jpe lain kali ,and dia sorg je .insyaAllah kot aku ckp .hmm hmmm .
Btw ,thnks syg sbb dtg td .hehehe ;) *kenyit mata*

Hari ni tk makan lg .breakfast kuih pau satu je .hahaha .cipta record k ,hamizatul tk sentuh nasi langsung ! 2 hari plak tu .bkn nya tk lapar ,rse lapar je .tp tkde selera nk makan .tgk mknn tu mcm feelingless sgt !hahaha bengong .rse mcm patut hantuk kepala dkt dinding ,bg urat2 wayar2 segala bagai tu btol balik .*sigh*

Hmm hmmm excited nk jpe dahlians isnin nnt .masyaAllah excited gler la .hahahaha .dh lama tk jpe diaorg ."tk sabar nk sembang kencang dgn korg"-ayza .hahahahaha .cant imagine cemana hari isnin nnt .dh la dulu dkt dorm yg jpe hari2 pun kalau sembang mmg semua mulut potpetpotpet tknk stop .itu baru cter pasal apa jd dlm kelas ,time prep semua .ni dh bertahun tk jpe ,aku rse mmg semua non-stop la bercakap nk story .hahahah .k sumpah excited nk jpe diaorg .tp sedih sbb junior tk dpt join .alahaiii rindu nya akak dkt korg .hmm tkpe la ,lain kali blh jpe if panjang umur .

Dh brp mlm asyik nightmare je .tk faham btol aku *sigh* tula lain kali tido jgn fikir mcm2 .ni tido time kepala otak serabut ,mmg la nightmare .hmm hmmm .mlm ni nk tenang2 je .and kalau nightmare jgk ,aku tktau la nk ckp apa lg .hmmm .tk lena lngsng !! Huwahhhh *crying* pastu mimpi nya org yg sama je plak tu .eyyy tak berkembang lngsng mimpi .at least tukar2 la org .bosan tau asyik mimpi org sama je pastu nightmare plak tu .smlm aku mimpi aku tembak org tu .haaaaa ,tk faham btol aku asal mimpi bnde2 mengarut mcm tu .haishh .tht is why aku rse mmg patut hantuk kepala dkt dinding .

Lapar . Zzzzzz .nnt pegi dapur ,ulang alik dkt dapur tu tgk mknn ,tkde selera nk makan plak .why why why ???hmmm tido ahh .lg bagus .k bye2 anyeong !!
Assalamualaikum .

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Absolutely 'okay'

Seharian tk makan pape .dh rse nk pengsan skrg ni *shiverring* .haihhhh .pecah rekod la lngsng tk makan APA2 k ,pagi td bngun minum air masak je .hmmm harap2 lemak 5kg dkt muka ni boleh hilang la .hahaha .bongok pnya hami .eh eh ,bkn nya tak makan sbb diet k .diet diet ni tkde dlm dictionary hamizatul .hahaha .just tkde selera nk makan .hmmm tkpe la .semoga hikmah tak lalu nk makan ni ,lemak2 ni dpt di-nyah-kan drpd badan . *smile*

Ddk sensorg dkt kedai td ,tetiba teringat dhiyya .alahaiii rindu nya nk dgr makcik tu membebel .hahaha .rindu nk dgr "hami ,sanggul tu tnggi sgt .rndh kn sikit" "hami ,kain tu jarang la .pakai la kain dalam" "hami ,jom turun surau cpt, bce almathurat" "hami ,jgn dating lama2 .masuk dorm awal ,jgn ponteng bacaan" "hami, tudung tu tk ckup 5 pin" ?hami hami and hami ....haishhhh .how i wish blh jpe dhiyya skrg .hmm dulu bosan kemain hari2 kne bebel ,skrg rindu plak dah . *sigh* dh hilang ,baru nk rindu .normal la ,manusia kan .as long as ada dpn mata ,bosan bagai .aaaaaaa nk jerit sbb rindu dhiyya gedik tu !!hahahaha .

"Auntie ,are you okay ??why are you crying ? Want this *hulur sweets* " alahaiiiii comel nya la anak uncle kedai sebelah .hahahaha .tapi part pnggil aku auntie tu rse mcm nk cekik2 je .'kakak' okay ,kakak ...not auntie .aigooo bdk kecik ni .hahaha .pastu main2 sembang2 dgn bdk kecik tu .hmmm best !seronok sbb tgk life diaorg mcm tkde problem lngsng .hahaha

Happy nya rse hari ni .happy sgt .tktau la knp happy smpai mcm ni .ha ha ha . . .dah la ,tk reti nk pura2 happy ni .adiossss world .assalamualaikum .

Monday, May 19, 2014

Harap harap ok

I found this pic while scrolling2 temlen twtter .hahaha .and guess what .hmmmm hmmmm .....when i read all the sentences in tht pic ,aku rse mcm kne tepek kne tampar pun ada sbb mmg deep and kne tepat dgn apa yg aku tgh serabut skrg ni .hahaha .serve you right hami .kan dh kne setepek mcm tu je .padan muka okay .
What do you expect from him ?layan kau 24/7 ???pe kau ingt kau tu princess sgt la ??? Zzzzzzz bwk2 la sedar diri hami .bersyukur okay ?!!!!do you get it ?! Bersyukur ! *sigh*

Instinct ??you can go die with all of the instinct or whatsoever la .tu bkn nya instinct ,tu just suara2 negative yg buat serabut je .i remember one quote : "overthinking could kill you" . See !!so please hami ,jgn la overthink sgt .haihhhh haihhhh .

Dear love ,sorry sbb fikir yg bukan2 .and sorry sbb mengada ya amat ,overdose menggedik la sng cter .*sigh* sorry sgt .
Hmmm after this ,if nk overthink or fikir bkn2 .i think i should re-read this entry ,biar sedar diri balik .hahaha lol .

K la bye .

hmmmmmm .

goodmorning !!!!!

hahahaha .hari ni cuti k .aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa rse nk jerit sbb blh ddk rumah .hahaha .kemalasan nk bangun pagi tu mmg berganda2 la kan .drpd subuh guling sana guling sini .pastu terlelap balik ,pkul 10 baru bngun balik .choiiiiii ,teruk !!!hahaha .act pkul 9 tu dh terjaga tpi taknak bangun .sbb tkde mood ,and rse macam nk tido tknk bangun2 dah .hahaha .ni pun bngun sbb nk makan ubat ,kalau tak mmg tkkn keluar drpd bilik lg la kan .
tulis blogni  pun tk mandi lagi .eeeuwww ,hami !!cuba la buat perangai senonoh sikit .masyaALLAH .hahahaha .after ni baru mandi k ,pastu breakfast .malas nk makan dlu baru mandi sbb mak pernah kata tk elok makan pastu mandi ,nnt perut buncit .haaaa ,tknk perut buncit kan .so moh ler kte mandi dulu then makan .

keluar je bilik ,tgk muka mak stress ya amat !hmmm rupa nya pakcik a.k.a perosak bangsa tu contact balik ayah .ewah2 ,aku yg dgr mak kata mcm tu pun jd stress ya amat sangat !!!!apa lelaki tu nk lagi drpd family kteorg .tk ckup ke lgi dia tipu duit ayah smpai ayah tkde duit lngsng ,pastu ble ayah dh sng balik ,dia dtg terhegeh-hegeh dkt ayah balik .dgn alasan ayah tu anak sedara dia .heyyyyy ,lelaki !aku pun tk hingin la ada atuk mcm kau dlm family ni .plis la go away !!!ohhh time family kteorg susah nk mampos sbb kau tipu ayah ,kau blah mcm tu je .then skrg nk dtg balik .boleh tak aku sumpah kau cpt sikit insaf before terlambat ??!!! Zzzzzz ,emo terlebih plak dh pepagi ni .haihhhh .dah la ,malas nk ckp pape lg pasal lelaki tu .moga2 insaf la cpt ,dh la tua tapi perangai mcm ada jembalang dalam diri tu .

hmmmmm ,muka aku dh berkerut seribu dua ribu dah ni .sakit plak hati aku dgr pasal lelaki tu .then mak kata, pagi2 tk elok muka berkerut mcm tu ,nnt cpt tua .k mak ,okay .nnt anak mak ni senyum nya the whole day .ngeeeeeee *senyum tayang gigi* hahahahaha .

tetttttttt ,11 already .ble nya hahhh nk pegi mandi ni .*sigh* malas tahu ?malas !one more hour left until result pasum released .ha ha ha ......mmg aku tkkn cek result hari ni .serioustalk !tnggu smpai result smpai depan rumah ,baru aku nk tau result aku mcm mana .haihhhh .tknk nangis hari ni .plisss taknak .*hard sigh*

i think i miss you forever ,like the star miss the sun in the morning sky ...
((some of the lyric of summertime sadness//lana del rey))
haihhh ,pepagi dh dgr lagu jiwang2 ni .hahahaha .hmmmm i miss him .a lot !k hami ,pepagi ni dh la kau tgh tkde mood sbb 'pakcik kesayangan' ayah tu .jgn nk tambah depress lg k .kang sbb rindu sgt ,meleleh plak air mata tu .hmmmm ,kau ni bkn blh percaya sgt .time2 stress kn sng je air mata tu nk keluar .hahaha .k tukar topik .tknk nangis hari ni .today, nk happy2 je .hohohoh .

okay la .nk mandi .pastu nk breakfast !bye ,anyeong !!!!

Sunday, May 18, 2014


Holaa holaa

Today is mom's birthday .HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUT for u mom .hehehehehe .so i got free call for the whole day .BUT useless !!serioustalk tkde function pun free call tu .i thought  dpt la call my love one ,sembang2 .hmmmm tpi dia ada hal family .so setakat call zai and amir je .and amir ,as usual  : menyakit kn hati je kalau ckp dgn dia .hahahahah .k gurau je amir .no offense .hehe .he still call me "heyyy pipi kembung mcm belon .cucuk dgn jarum ,meletup satgi" deyyyyyyy macha pariyapa ,selamba je ckp pipi aku mcm belon . *sigh*

Then sembang dgn su .hehe .dh kalau sembang dgn su .semua bnde la cter .SEMUA k ,tkde satu pun yg secret .hahaha .myb sbb dr dulu cter semua bnde dkt su ,so smpai skrg semua problem su tau .hahahahaha .like always ,kalau cter masalah dkt su ,ofcoz la nangis ,hahaha .kan best kalau su ada dpn mata ,boleh peluk2 .hmmm hmmm .sokay la ,at least blh share cter .

Hmmmm act tktau nk tulis apa .byk bnde nk story tp tulis this entry gne tab .so mcm awkward nk taip .hmmm hmmmm .

Mom said ,postpone pegi hospital sbb esok mcm busy .pegi time cuti sek .haihhhh .ble cuti sek nya plak .mana la aku tau bdk2 cuti ble .hmmmm suka hati la ble pun .lg bgus pun sbb tkde la kne inject esok .hohoho .

Haihhhh .dh la .malas nk story pape .rse mcm bkn aku je yg tulis skrg ni ,tkde mood ,stresssss ,bye

Saturday, May 17, 2014

l a p a r !
that is the only one word can describe what i feel rn .huwahhhhhh !nk keluar beli mknn ,hujan la plak .bkn hujan renyai2 ,ni hujan lebat !mmg tak la aku nk redah hujan semata nk beli mknn .kang demam kne hujan tak pepasal je .*sigh* tapi laparrrrrr . *crying*
tu la ,pagi td time breakfast makan sikit je .priority : tido !yela ,hujan lebat since subuh td ,sejuk .sooo seronok la berjimba berguling atas katil tu smpai malas nk bngun .hmmmmm .pastu mlm smlm ,dinner pun sikit je .aigoooo hami hamii .sndiri carik pasal .haaaa padan muka k .serve you right .skrg dh merana terseksa sbb lapar .

hmmmm ,sebut pasal dinner mlm td .hahaha .tetiba excited plak nk story .hohoho .mlm smlm mak masak ikan talapia tiga rasa for dinner .tapiii syg nya aku tk blh mkn ikan talapia .hmmmmm ,bukan demand k !excuse me ,part makan mmg aku telan je semua bnde .tapi sbb fobia mkn ikan talapia bau hanyir pastu terus muntah2 ,aku dh tk berani nk makan .*sigh* luckily mak ada goreng kn ayam .hehehe .sbb mak tau aku tkkn mkn ikan tu .BUT !part yg paling aku mcm nk gelak pecah perut tp kne cover sikit sbb tgh makan kn time tu ,the moment mak ckp "ntah pape tk makan ikan sungai .bau hanyir sikit nk muntah bagai .tekak mcm org bandar tapi carik mak mentua ddk kg .org jawa plak tu haaa .bagus la ,ayah pun org jawa .sng nnt nk balik kg ,tkde gaduh2" .hahahahaha .the moment when mom said "mak mentua" .omayyyygod !!!!rse nk meloncat2 sbb happy sgt .tapi limit hami limit ,tkkn tgh makan nk meloncat2 kot .haihhhhh .so mampu gelak jela kan .hahahaha .haihhh ,cant stop smiling la .hehehe .kata2 mak tu doa kn ?? so ameenn ameenn .hahahaha .

hmmm ,sebut psl kampung ni tetiba buat rindu nk balik kg laa plak .last balik kg time raya .itu pun tk smpai seminggu ,pastu kne balik sini .hmmm yela ,time tu kan nk midsem ke final pasum ,ntah tk sure plak .dh lme so tk ingat .hahaha .nk exam kan ,so ayah kata tk blh raya sakan sgt ,terpaksa la balik cpt ,acah2 nk bg space suruh study .hmmmm mcm la anak ayah ni study sgt time tu . *sigh* rindu nya nk main dkt sawah padi ,berkubang dlm sawah tangkap ikan ((if you know what is mean by berkubang la kan .if not ,berkubang tu like mandi berendam mcm dlm swimming pool tu .haaa aku pun tktau nk explain mcm mana .hmm google la sndiri mksud nya kalau tk faham ayat keling aku ni .haha)) pastu shopping dkt sg.besar .hmmmm ...sg besar skrg dh maju ,dh ada mcm2 .haihhhh ,nak balik kampung laaaaaa *crying*

haihhh lapar sgt laaaa .k la nk beli mknn jap .hujan pun mcm dh renyai2 je .k tata*lambai tgn* hahaha lol .assalamualaikum :)

Friday, May 16, 2014

assalamualaikum ..

idk why ,hari ni tk sedap hati .bangun tido pagi td pun tkde mood lngsng .haihhh why why why ?!!!!! bngun pagi ,still guling2 atas katil dgn comforter ,serious rse taknak bangun .guling sana guling sini ,tgk2 jam dh pkul 9.30 .haaaa apa lg ,ber-marathon la ke toilet nk mandi ,dgn tudung tk iron ,breakfast blm lg ,pastu pkul 10.30 dh nk kne pegi keje plak .
tapi sempat la pagi td ws ezzai kjp pasal tk sedap hati tu .and serioustalk ,ezzai TAK membantu lngsng !! lg buat aku fikir bukan2 ada la .rse nk hempuk2 je kepala ezzai time tu if only if dia ada dpn mata .hahahaha .sorry zai ,gurau2 je .hehehe

then ,call boss kjp .tnya boleh tk exchange cuti hari ahad sbb ada hal .and guess what my boss said ??? hmmmmmmmmm *hard sigh* jumaat sabtu ahad mmg tk blh cuti .haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa heartbreaking gler k .heartbreaking !
so ....
propaganda fest ,tempatan fest and segala jenis fest yg lain mmg tak blh pegi la kan .say "goodbye" to all the fest .huwahhhhhhhh *cries a sea* .hmmmmm kecewa tau tak !kecewa ,sedih ,nk nngis pun ada gak .haish . *geleng kepala*

sokay hami .it is okay .cool down k .so hari isnin ni mmg kne and terpkse jgk la pegi hospital .alahaiii ,baru je nk gne alasan dpt cuti hari ahad so tk blh pegi hospital isnin nnt .hmmmm ....dah la menyampah and tk suka pegi hospital .bau hospital ,ubat segala mcm pastu tgk org sakit bagai ,make me sick okay .enough la hari tu dh msuk ward 3hari 2malam .haaa ,mcm package holiday plak kan .hahaha .
hopefully after injection tu tk demam .org kata sakit .huwahhhhhhh .takut nya .dh la tgk jarum pun takut .and kalau demam cemana ??? k tknk fikir demam ke tak .think positive k .tkkn demam pnya la .haha .haish ,dh la kalau demam mmg teruk tk blh bngun lngsng smpai 2 3 hari .*hard sigh*

then dh mcm2 plan nk buat time hari isnin .yela ,cuti kn isnin je .mmg tk ddk rumah lngsng .asyik keluar je .ish3 ,hami hami .apa nk jd ni .hahaha .hmmm acah2 mcm org busy sgt la kan tk ddk rumah lngsng ,padahal keluar menghabis kn duit je .haish .hahaha lol .
tadi jiran sebelah rmh terkejut tgk aku dkt rumah .ehhh hello makcik ,sye dh cuti almost a month k .pastu selamba je mkcik tu kata "jarang nya lahaii nk nmpk anak dara sorg ni .dkt kenduri2 pun tk prnh nk pegi" .hmmmm ,part yg kenduri tu .i agreed ,sbb kalau nk pegi knduri tu smpai kn kne pkse beribu kali baru nk pegi ,itu pun muka tk rela gler .hahaha .hmmm teruk en ?kkkkk fine .hahaha .but part yg tk nmpk aku lngsng tu .aku bangkang !!! sllu je aku lepak dkt dpn rumah ptg2 .

kbye .tktau dh nk ckp apa .assalamualaikum

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

crashed

heartbreaking ........

why ?
hmmmmmmmm .ntah .no need to say it here .just wanna to say how i feel rn .feel like crashed by lorry in the middle of the road .its hurt .trully hurt you know ?

just wanna go home and lock the door .so nobody can bother me . *hard sigh* hide the tears with bright smile :D .hahahaha .dont know what to say anymore .

bye
Zzzzzzzzzz ... *yawning*

idk why hari ni rse ngntuk ya amat .padahal mlm smlm tido awal ,11.30 dh tido kot .after mandi tu ,while waiting nk pegi keje ,sempat plak terlelap .pfffttt .habis kedut baju . -,-" tk function pun iron baju .aigooo .nasib baik hariz masuk bilik pastu jerit2 dgn mulut bising dia tu ,if not mmg dh terlelap smpai ble tah .hahaha .
hmmmm ,mlm td tido bkn nya lena sgt pun .mimpi pebenda ntah .mengarut2 je mimpi nya .mimpi erni jatuh bngunan pastu ...haish tktau la mcm mana nk describe mimpi tu .the most important ,aku rse semangat aku mcm melayang terbang keluar dr badan ble tgk erni jatuh tu .pastu terus terjaga .kambing pnya mimpi .mamai nk mampos la time terjaga dr tido tu .*sigh*

hmmmm .ntah la .2 3 hari ni rse serabut sgt .kjp rse happy ,gelak je memanjang .pastu nnt tetiba mood swing ,rse nk mengamuk .semua org aku nk marah .paling kesian dkt adik2 la ,tk pepasal je kne tengking .haha bengong pnya hami .tapi tkpe la ,bdk2 tu pun dh faham .smpai satu part ,bdk2 tu prnah kata "kau ni garang mcm singa la .aku rasa kakak paling garang dlm dunia .semua bnde nk marah" .*sigh* then nnt tetiba je mood down nk mampos ,pastu start la rse nk nangis .subahanallah ,why why why WHYYYYY ????!!!!! aku dh gler ke apa ni ??!!! -,-"
haish ,depression perhaps .byk sgt bnde fikir ni .sbb tu la jd mcm tu .haaaaa ,fikir apa hami oiii smpai depression cenggitu ????hahahaha .bengong btol la .dah patut hantuk kepala dkt dinding ni .hmmmm  .biar wayar2 dlm otak tu elok balik .hahahaha .

k la .tetiba tkde mood nk membebel dkt sini .bye

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

what a day

assalamualaikum :)

hmmm 1st day keje after cuti smlm .hahahaha .acah2 la 1st day sgt kan .puihhhh ,poyo je lebih .padahal dh 12 hari keje .WHAT ?!12 hari ???rse mcm kjp je mse berlalu .almost 2weeks rupa nya dh keje dkt sini .hmmmm ,kejap la sgt kn masa berlalu *muka annoyed* .ddk tercongok sensorg dkt kedai ni ,seminit pun aku rse sejam ,apa tah yg 'skjp nya mse berlalu' tu .hahahahha .k dh start dh ayat keling nya .hmmm mohon faham kn sndiri la ye .hahaha

smlm cuti ,act plan nya nk pegi beli laptop .duit pun ayah dh bagi .TAPIIIII ,i dh janji nk pegi tgk spiderman dgn echot .when i ask mom's permission nk jpe echot ,mak pun dgn sng hati nya bg pegi .yeayyyy *loncat2* .happy nya lahaiii .ahaks .hahaah k stop being gedik hami .limit limit !hohoho .
pegi tgk movie dkt citta mall .takde org lngsng .i repeat k ,TAKDE ORG LNGSNG !! hall movie tu kteorg dua je .hmmm ada la 2 3 couple lain ,tp semua nya ddk jauh2 drpd kteorg .lane yg kteorg ddk tu ,ada aku dgn echot je .hmmmm dah blh baring2 dh sbb kerusi nya best ,tmpt letak tgn tu blh tarik naik atas .hahahaha .hmmmm if only if cter tu bosan ,aku rse dh boleh baring and tido kot .luckily cter nya BEST !but sad ending sbb gwen stacy tu mati ..huwahhhhh *cries a river* .menitik la jgk air mata ble part dia mati tu .hmmmm .hahahaah
hmmm .thanks my love for yesterday :) u really make my day .love you *flying kiss*hehehehe .

hmmmm ,hari ni as usual ,bkak kedai sndiri .pastu tgh lepak sensorg ,ada sorg makcik ni dtg .suspicious gler ,pastu siap hulur tgn nk salam bagai .aku dh awkward ,nk balas salam dia ke tak .hmmm takut la jgk kn sbb sensorg pastu kalau jd apa2 bkn nya ada org nk tlg .thennnnnn ,nasib baik sgt2 la abg yg nk btol kn lampu kedai ni dtg .makcik tu pun blah .fuhhhhh ,alhamdulillah .hmmm ada hikmah nya jgk la lampu ni sllu rosak kan .hahahaha .
hmmm mohon la sgt2 yg makcik tu tk dtg lg .seram la aku dgn makcik tu .hmmmmm .

keje aku tercongok sensorg dkt sini : main game ,bce novel ,baring ,tido jap, tgk youtube ,movie and repeat .lifeless gler kan ????aku rse blh gler kot .haishhhh .hmmm tapi bersyukur la sbb bos kedai ni mcm tk heran pun aku nk buat apa ,janji aku jge kedai dia elok2 .mlm td bce bdk2 ni merungut dkt wassep grup yg menager memasing perangai mcm haremmm .so alhamdulillah aku dpt bos yg baik jenis tk kisah pastu keje pun mcm tk keje je .hahaha .
tapi bngun pagi td ,bce wassep tu .mcm menyirap jgk la .hmmm pagi2 dh hilang mood .such a good way to start a day .*fake smile* hmmmm .reason ?sbb "cuci mata dkt hami je la" ehhh excuse me .aku ni semata2 utk cuci mata je ke ?! hmmmm ,dah la malas nk ckp .sakit hati pun ada jgk .campak phone .terus pegi mndi .after mandi ,tgk2 phone dh ada atas lantai dgn cover blkg tercabut nya ,battery tertanggal nya .hmmmm ,kuat jgk la aku baling phone tu .hahahaah .bengong pnya hami .pepagi dh mood tk btol .*sigh* time hormon tk betol ni ,mohon la jgn carik pasal . *double sigh*

k la ,dh penat membebel .lain kali plak buang masa dkt sini .kbye assalamuaalaikum :)

Thursday, May 8, 2014

MFM :)

haihhhhhh ,even type his initial name ,i can smile like crazy . :D hahahahah .cant even imagine how i smile if he is infront of me .heheheh .
who is MFM ?okay ,mybe most of my friend already knew his full name .but i still wanna tell everyone his full name .MFM is stand for MUHAMAD FAIZ BIN MAHFUDZ .proudly said ,he is my one and only sweetheart .my bae after my lovely parents and family .*wink wink kenyit mata* hahahahahaha lol

never expect ,never dream or even never crossed my mind that he will be this important in my life .still remember the very 1st time i talked to him .it was during blood donor program that held in ADK .time tu la baru kenal spe faiz sbnr nya .mst terkejut kan .time blood donor program tu dh la time sem 2 .kata satu kelas ,how come sem 2 baru kenal ?HAHAHA .time sem 1 ,tk pandang lngsng kot dia .even nama dia pun aku tktau time sem 1 tu .hahahahahah .teruk nya lahaiiii .yelaaa time dulu kan dh friendzoned semorang ,mana la nk perasan dia .hohoho

pastu ,after tu baru la start wassep .aku pun lupa spe yg start dulu .hahahahah .wassep everyday ,celik mata smpai la tutup mata nk tido .haha .time tu still kawan la .yela classmate kan ,tkkn nk buat sombong sgt .dia plak melayan je aku mengarut merepek semua .hahahaha .then bebudak kelas find out yg kteorg sllu wassep ,mmg apa lgi la kan .kne bahan habis2 la .hahahahahaha .kambing btol ,semua membahan smpai aku yg mulut bising ni pun tktau dh nk defend diri sndiri cemana .hhahaha

thennnnnnnnn .i dont know how can i fall in love with him .hahaha .starting from stranger and now be one of the important person in my life .pelik kan ?hahahah .hmmmm ,hidup ni mmg pelik pun .never imagine kot i can have this kind of relationship with him .hahahahah .taktau la cemana blh tersuka dkt bdk comel sorg tu tetiba je dah suka .hahahaaha lol

and how he tell his feeling to me and how this relationship begins ,it is a secret .just let only both of us know .heheheheh .but wanna tell you tht the way this relationship begins ,it is soooooo rare okay .RARE !hahahhahah .how funny it is when i remember our conversation on 1st march .hahahahaha .comel sgtttt tau !hahaha .bkn nya puji diri sndiri comel .the way he tell me his feeling tu yg comel .hehehe

others said "the mature relationship is when they in love in silence way without anyone knows" .hmmm ,but for me .i proudly tell everyone that i madly in love with him .why ???bcs having him as a lover is a blessed . :)
i date for marriage and that is why i really proud to tell everybody in this world bout him .is it too early to think bout marriage ?naaaaaaaaa ,this kind of thinking really have to throw away from our typical malaysian mindset .there is no "too early" okay .hmmmm .im already 19 y/o .

hahahaha .tetiba teringat our conversation .tht time ,i told him in sem 1 ,i never realize him .and know what he replied ?he said "hmm dlu pun aku tk suka kau .sbb bising sgt .sllu la jgk kutuk2 .dh la dlu kau selekeh" *ayat tu bkn nya la sebijik dia reply mcm tu ,i forgot already the real sentences* haha . BUT !!!kuangjaqq gler la ckp aku selekeh .eeeeeee .hmmmm tp ada la btol sikit apa dia ckp .ble scroll2 balik galery ,tgk gmba2 kelas .dlu2 mmg selekeh la ,i admit it .hahahahaha .
alaaa ,pegi kelas buat apa nk lawa2 ,bukan nya nk ngorat org pun .hmmm ,tapiii selekeh2 pun .ada jgk org tu yg sangkut kan .hahahahahah .k gurau ,gurau je .jgn marah *kenyit mata dkt echot* hehehehe .

okay ,last but not least .he is my biggest strength and my biggest weakness after my parents and family .even an hour in a day im not talking or having conversation with him ,my mood could turn to very horrible mood : worse than during my hormon changes .haaaaa ,see !!how important he is in my life .hahahaah .simply said ,he is my pill of happiness :)) hehehehe .without him ,my day is the worst and long day ever !!! hahaah *terasa over plak* haahahaha

after all ,i love you and proudly repeat it .i love youuu .hahahhaha .k should stop .kang ada yg muntah darah plak sbb bce entry gedik ni kn .hahahahhah .kbye ,assalamualaikum :) *kenyit mata dkt echot* heheheehe

if i have the time machine

can we turning back in time ?

how i wish i have the time machine .which i can turn back the time where we have a very long conversation ,without just "ohh yeke" "hmm okay" .the time where i can see your effort to talk to me first ,your effort to make it work .dont you ever realize ,there is no more "love you" at the end of our conversation ?hahaha .i just remember one picture you'd sent to me when i dont reply your "love you" ,there is a quote : "what is the worst way to respond to "i love you" ?"........."massage seen" .ha ha ha .
im not asking you to rply it but at least show me some effort .i know ,it is not fair to measure your love thru you say 'love you" or not .but ....*sigh* i dont know what to say anymore .

do you know what the worst feeling ever ?
caught you still keep in touch with ..........yeah ,you know who is it .no need to mention the name here .im not mad .i am NOT .im just jealous perhaps .
am i controlling him ?!!ohh my god .it is really not my intention .*double big sigh* .HAMIIIIIIII .wake up pls .

mybe there is a reason to leave him .but there are millions reason to stay with him .perhaps ,countless reasons to stay madly in love with him .
why ?
bcs i love him and will never let him go .bcs i feel blessed to know him and loved by him .too many things he had sacrifice for me .and one of the best thing ever is : see him in front of me .accompany me when i told him i feel fucking bored here .hahahah .

ya ALLAH ,i really be grateful to YOU bcs give me chances to know him ,to meet him in my life .i couldn't asking more ,just let him be my zauj to guide my whole entire life .ameenn .hehehehe *k tetiba rse gedik plak* HAHAHAHAH lol .

i accept him the way he is .and its okay la kalau setakat tk rply "love you" tu .you no need to say it ,i can see it thru all your actions .and im sorry if i controlling you .seriously ,it is not my intention at all !and sorry for the first pharagraph in this entry .that is only my thought and no need to take it serious .hmmm .mcm tk bersyukur plak ,merungut itu ini kan .hmmm how awful i am .dh kne layan mcm princess pun tk reti bersyukur .urghhhhhh .hami hami ...mohon hantuk kepala tu sikit dkt dinding !haish .

baru dia rply "ohh yeke" "hmm okay" dh merungut .ntah pape .tak fikir plak yg dia snggup naik moto drpd shah alam dtg sini semata nk teman kan kau tu ?!hmmmm .snggup kne hujan bagai .apa kau fikir shah alam-subang tu dkt sgt la ?!ya ALLAH hami ,manusia apa la kau ni .tk reti bersyukur lngsng ! :(
k tetiba rse teruk gler .hmmm ,manusia .simply said .kesalahan org tu sng je nk nmpk ,kebaikan ?buat baik besar mana pun ,pejam mata je pura2 tk nmpak .*sigh* and im human too .make a lot of mistakes and tk prnh bersyukur dgn apa yg ada .haish .

if i really have the time machine .i couldn't ask to change it based on what i want .i just want to change myself to be a better person .manusia yg reti bersyukur sikit .hahahahah .sentap bak hang ayat .padan muka to myself .HAHAHA .

okay la ,should stop rn .but before that ,muhamad faiz bin mahfudz , im sorry bcs u dpt buah hati yg tk reti bersyukur mcm ni .hahaha .i promise tkkn merungut pape lg dh .really grateful be in love with you ,and treated like a princess .ahaks .after all ,i love you and fucking miss you .
kbye .*lambai2 tgn* haha .terima la lambaian tgn drpd manusia tk reti bersyukur ni .hahahahah k gurau .

assalamualaikum :)

Saturday, May 3, 2014

Zzzzzzz ....

assalamualaikum earthians ....

heheheh .dah lama gler la tk update entry baru .hmmmm .tkde mse nk tulis pnjg2 ,after stop keje tolong cik man tu ,hari2 keluar !hahahaha .hari 1st pegi TS ,teman ayu carik kasut .ntah pape je jalan dgn ayu ,tak best lngsng la .ada ke patut baru berjalan tk smpai sejam ,dia dh ajak balik .eeee sakit je hati .pstu esok nya tu plan dgn ezzai nk lepak sama dkt kl sentral .sje sembang2 kan .plan nya berempat : aku, ezzai ,amir dgn chot .tapi echot kata dia stil dkt sabak ,so tk blh join .hmm aku okay jela kan dia tk blh join sbb dia still dkt sabak .tkkn la aku nk pksa jgk dia dtg sini .sedih la jgk sbb tk blh lepak sama ,tapi its okay la sbb kteorg plan nk jpe hari isnin tu ,nk pegi bookfair .tapi tetiba ezzai kata amir pun tk join sbb dia malas .eeeee ,ntah pape je .before ni ,si bdk ketot tu la yg paling semangat nk ajak jpe ,tetiba dh smpai mse jpe .dia plak tk join .menyirap jgk la time tu .so tkpe la ,dating berdua je dgn zai .
TAPIIIIIII .yg buat aku suspicious gler .instinct aku kata echot sje tipu kata dia tk blh join tu .then ble smpai kl sentral tu ,amir dtg dgn chot .buat suprise laaa sgt kan !!!!kambing btol !memasing menipu aku .so btol la instinct aku tu kan .HAHAHAHAH .nk bangga jap .pastu ,mukh pun join sekali .hahahah .seronok gler la lepak dgn diaorg ! haish ...rindu nya laaaa .hmmmm .

hmmmm .
1hb start keje .keje dkt kedai baju kurung .sumpah la bosan nk mampos !tkde bnde nk buat .aku termenung ,tercongok mcm org tk btol je .dah la bosannnnnnn .bosan smpai aku blh laa mengarut merepek dkt blog ni kan .hahahaha .makan gaji buta btol !HAHAHA .ehh mana ada makan gaji buta k ,dh tkde bnde nk buat mcm mana .hmmm .tapi aku cmfirm time puasa nnt ,busy !sbb org sibuk nk beli baju raya kan .haish ...
keje aku hari2 ,ddk sesorg dkt kedai ,main wassep ,tgk youtube ,bce novel yg echot beli kan time bookfair ritu : satu janji ,pastu makan ,pastu termenung tahan ngantuk .*sigh*

k la ,dh tktau nk merepek apa .lain kali smbung .bye .assalamualaikum !