Wednesday, May 14, 2014

crashed

heartbreaking ........

why ?
hmmmmmmmm .ntah .no need to say it here .just wanna to say how i feel rn .feel like crashed by lorry in the middle of the road .its hurt .trully hurt you know ?

just wanna go home and lock the door .so nobody can bother me . *hard sigh* hide the tears with bright smile :D .hahahaha .dont know what to say anymore .

bye
Zzzzzzzzzz ... *yawning*

idk why hari ni rse ngntuk ya amat .padahal mlm smlm tido awal ,11.30 dh tido kot .after mandi tu ,while waiting nk pegi keje ,sempat plak terlelap .pfffttt .habis kedut baju . -,-" tk function pun iron baju .aigooo .nasib baik hariz masuk bilik pastu jerit2 dgn mulut bising dia tu ,if not mmg dh terlelap smpai ble tah .hahaha .
hmmmm ,mlm td tido bkn nya lena sgt pun .mimpi pebenda ntah .mengarut2 je mimpi nya .mimpi erni jatuh bngunan pastu ...haish tktau la mcm mana nk describe mimpi tu .the most important ,aku rse semangat aku mcm melayang terbang keluar dr badan ble tgk erni jatuh tu .pastu terus terjaga .kambing pnya mimpi .mamai nk mampos la time terjaga dr tido tu .*sigh*

hmmmm .ntah la .2 3 hari ni rse serabut sgt .kjp rse happy ,gelak je memanjang .pastu nnt tetiba mood swing ,rse nk mengamuk .semua org aku nk marah .paling kesian dkt adik2 la ,tk pepasal je kne tengking .haha bengong pnya hami .tapi tkpe la ,bdk2 tu pun dh faham .smpai satu part ,bdk2 tu prnah kata "kau ni garang mcm singa la .aku rasa kakak paling garang dlm dunia .semua bnde nk marah" .*sigh* then nnt tetiba je mood down nk mampos ,pastu start la rse nk nangis .subahanallah ,why why why WHYYYYY ????!!!!! aku dh gler ke apa ni ??!!! -,-"
haish ,depression perhaps .byk sgt bnde fikir ni .sbb tu la jd mcm tu .haaaaa ,fikir apa hami oiii smpai depression cenggitu ????hahahaha .bengong btol la .dah patut hantuk kepala dkt dinding ni .hmmmm  .biar wayar2 dlm otak tu elok balik .hahahaha .

k la .tetiba tkde mood nk membebel dkt sini .bye