Tuesday, March 25, 2014

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assalamualaikum earthians .

final exam just around the corner .but here i am : still laying on my bed ,daydreaming ,overslept and yet ,still not have any motivation .*big sigh* hmmm ,dear hami ..final lagi 6 hari kot .YA ALLAH ,apa nk jd la dgn aku ni .makin nk exam makin malas .ni bukan calang2 malas tau tak ,ni malas yg tahap cipan ,tahap yg ntah tktau mcm mana nk describe la ,sng cter beyond infinity !!hah ambik kau ,nmpak tak level kemalasan tu dh cecah tahap bahaya !haish .

hmmm ,dgn serabut nya .tktau apa yg buat aku serabut .byk bnde sgt nk fikir .dgn mcm2 chapter tk cover lagi ,dgn homesick nya lg ,dgn rindu semua org nya lagi .haish ...cter pasal rindu semua org .i dont know why lately ni aku asyik mimpi semua org je .mimpi family ,mimpi hariz ,mimpi echot and baru smlm aku mimpi bumped into dila and ayza .ya ALLAH ,rindu sgt kot smpai mimpi semua org .hmmm ,sabar k hami .nnt cuti after foundation yg almost 5months kau stay rumah tu ,keluar la jpe semua org puas2 ye .now ,pls focus for final !! fighting !!hahahahaha .

ptg td ,wassep-ing suraya !!omg sumpah dah lama gler tk wassep suraya .rindu dia smpai meleleh la jgk air mata tu kan .HAHAHAHA .sumpah cengeng la woiii .hmmm ,lantak la .dah mmg kalau tgh serabut air mata ni sng je nk keluar ,nak buat mcm mana kan .bukan nya boleh halang pun air mata ni nk keluar ,dia system auto okay ,tk boleh nak stop2 .hahahahah lol .ntah apa la yg aku mengarut ni .hmmm ,biar laaa .asal kan aku happy .hahahaha .

yesterday ....got news bout MH370 .its ended at indian ocean .innalillah .here my deepest condolences to the family .hmmmm sedih giler la .cant imagine if aku dkt tmpt family yg dlm flight tu .then scroll2 la timeline ,tetiba nmpk satu gmba ni .gmba wife one of the crew on board .that woman tgh pregnant kot ,and she lost his husband .dgn ada anak kecik nya lg .see that picture ,i burst into tears kot .hmmm ,besar nya dugaan yg dia dapat . :( nauzubillahiminzalik .

k should stop rn .rse mcm bazir masa je merapu dkt sini .better mengadap phy ke chem ke .hmmm insyaALLAH if ada masa ,rse bosan yang amat ke ,aku membebel lg dkt sini ye .hahahah .wish me luck for the final :) bye .assalamualaikum .

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

ermmmmmm .

assalamualaikum kamu2 semua .hahahaha .

b  o  s  a  n !!tktau nk buat apa .haish .buat la tuto ?hahahahaha .tkde mood nk buat tuto .hmmmm .dh la lg 2weeks je nk final tapi kemalasan tu tahap cipan tau tak !urghhhh .hami ,wake up pls.ni final kot .last exam dkt PASUM ni .last ????that word "last" make my heart stop beating .hmmmm .thts mean ,nnt dh tkde la jpe dgn bebudak kelas lagi . :( k sedih !!boleh tak taknak habis PASUM ?want to stay here with them ?plisss plisss .hmmmm .how i wish i could make it happen . *sigh*

tktau final exam ni mcm mana .tk prepare pape lngsung kot .hmmm .hami hami *geleng kepala* .k tknk cakap pasal final .nk lupa kn sekejap boleh ?hahahaha .then kalau tknk ckp pasal final ,nk ckp pasal apa ? hmmmmm .guess la nk cakap pasal apa ?hehehehe .

k sebenar nya tkde topik pun nk cter .dh bosan tahap petala kelapan ni ,so sesje jela spend time merepek membebel dkt sini sbb rse mcm dh lama je tk membebel dkt blog ni .hohohoho .hmmm .dh tktau nk cter apa sbb before ni membebel ble sedih ,tkde mood or marah dkt org je tapi skrg ni saya tgh berbahagia .so mcm tkde bnde je dh nk diluah kn dkt sini .heheheheh .

bahagia ??? wow !!hahahahhaha . :D bahagia la sbb dh jpe org tersayang kan .hmmmm ..mcm tk percaya je kan boleh dgn echot .padahal dulu classmate je .lagi la time sem1 dulu bertegur sapa pun tk pernah sbb dulu tgk dia tu mcm pendiam pemalu je .so tkkn la aku nk tegur dulu kan .time sem1 dulu rapat dgn amir and mior je kot .itu pun sbb amir tu mmg dh mulut bising spesies aku je ,mior plak mmg dh kenal since dulu .lelaki lain tu mcm pendiam je .TAPI ble dh masuk sem2 ..hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ,perangai memasing dh mcm apa je .KECOH nak mampos !! hahahha '.hmmmm' tu mmg sesje nk panjang2 sbb nk tunjuk sikit betapa annoyed nya perangai diaorg .HAHHAHA .
eh ,bukan annoyed yg buat org menyampah tu ,ni annoyed yg best .hahahaha .kne explain defiinition annoyed tu mcm mana ,kang tk pepasal sentap plak .hmmmm .skrg dh bahaya kalau nk tulis entry pape sbb budak2 kelas dh tau pasal blog ni .thts why la kalau nk update entry baru kne fikir berpuluh kali dulu .dah la diaorg tu suka membahan .eyyyyy part ble kne bahan tu ,terasa mcm ringan je nk baling kerusi ke meje ke dkt diaorg tau tak .ish .hahahahahah

dah la skrg ni mmg kne bahan dgn echot .tak boleh nk buat apa sikit ,nnt mst kecoh satu kelas .tak faham btol la aku .lagi2 si amir and min ,smpai kn komen aku dgn echot dkt insta pun diaorg boleh perasan .nmpk sgt stalk dkt situ .hahahahah .hmmm ,diarg stalk tu tk kisah pun .tk rse serabut sbb normal la ,dh perangai diaorg mmg cenggitu : suka membahan org .yg aku kisah ble kawan echot yg aku tk kenal langsung stalk aku smpai semua bnde pasal aku diaorg tau tu ,hah part ni serabut nak mampos .eyyy pls la ,apa yg korg dapat stalk aku ?tak faham btol aku .ish .

from stranger to friend and now he is my one and only sweet-sour-heart .hahahahaha .cant believe it .kadang2 tu mcm kelakar pun ada .sbb tk expect lngsng .yela ,dulu kan acah2 tkkn pernah suka classmate .choiiii ,poyo betul !see ,kuasa ALLAH tu ,boleh terbalik kan semua bnde even dh keep in mind tkkn suka classmate since sek kot .hohohoh .nk ketuk kepala sndiri boleh ?HAHAHAHA .

tapi alhamdulillah la .i meet the right person .boleh tak, nk doa dia jodoh aku ?hahahaah lol .serioustalk ,i feel like a princess kot .the way he treat me ,the way he look at me .hehehehe .*senyum sensorg* .last week keluar tgk need for speed dgn dia .hmmm ,tapi tht day sakit plak .can you imagine muntah teruk giler !!!ya ALLAH time tu fikir nk balik je ,tapi tiket wayang dh beli .time jalan pegi toilet tu ,rse dh nk collapse .haish ,tu la padah nya kalau tk makan since pagi .*sigh* dalam toilet tu dh nk nangis kot ,sbb rse serba salah gler .yela ,keluar nk have fun tapi aku plak sakit .and ble cter dkt mak ,kne gelak ."ada ke patut pegi dating ,nak sakit bagai .ish ,buat malu je .hahahahha"-mak . hmmmm ,mcm la tau nk sakit time tu .
but ,need for speed awesome giler la !!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa ,awesome sesangat !hahahaha  .sbb best sgt tu ,boleh lupa tgh sakit .hahahaha lol .bengong punya hami .

tahap teruk muntah tu ,sampai kan skrg tkde suara lngsng .suara rock giler kot skrg .hahahahah .amir bongok bahan suara aku .eyyyy ,time amir dgn chot bahan pasal suara tu ,rse mcm nk picit2 je kepala budak dua org ni tau tak !!!kuajaqqq btol .ish ,geram ni geram . -,-" .

hmmmm ,panjang plak merepek nya .haish ,lantak la .blog aku ,suka hati la kan .hahahaah .

this part special dedicate to my lovely one .so spe yg rse bosan nk baca tu ,dh boleh stop bce smpai sini .hahahaha .

dear sweetheart,
im glad to meet you in my life .i feel like blessing to be in love with you .thanks for everything ,thanks for treating me like a princess .i dont want your money ,i just want to be with you .so pls ,gimme a chance to treat you a lunch or dinner ,perhaps .ni tak ,semua bnde nk tlg bayar kan .eyyy ,geram btol !ish .hahahahaha .sorry if i get jealous too much .i get jealous bcs i feel insecure bout you and your past crush .hmmmm .
i scared to lose you .just too scared until i dont even wanna think bout that .hmmm .dont know what to say anymore bcs you're mean too much for me .too much :)

k la ,nk jejiwang ,entry after ni la .tu pun kalau ada masa nk update blog .yela ,final kn nk dekat dah .hahahahha .rse mcm dh panjang sgt plak membebel dkt sini .heheheh .k bye2 . xoxo

assalamualaikum :)

Saturday, March 15, 2014

s e r a b u t

assalamualaikum earthians ......

its been a while didnt update this blog .hmmmmmm .act tktau nk tulis entry apa .tgh serabut sgt sampai mcm tktau nk ckp apa .hmmmmm .serabut ???reasons ?byk sgt !!! dgn nk final lg 2weeks nya ,dgn stalker yg tk reti penat nk kacau hidup org .haish *sigh*

dear stalker ,
if korg dh stalk org tu ,jgn la kabut sgt kecoh2 and emo terlebih .serabut la tgk perangai korg .and what for korg stalk aku ?sbb nk tau pasal aku dgn echot ?hmmm ,admit la yg aku syg dia and now he is someone special in my heart .hah ,puas hati ?curious sgt kn ...so aku dh bgtau ni ,curious lg ke ?hmmm ,kalau dh smpai twitter ,insta aku pun kau stalk ,apatah lagi blog ni kan .
so kalau terasa tersentap entry ni utk kau ,so go on .baca la smpai habis .and before that ,i wanna apologise if you get offended with this entry .sorry okay .

girl ,
i know what you feel .yela org yg kau suka ,ada someone else .and korg pun dh kenal since sekolah lg kn .aku accept la kalau korg still tk blh nk lupa each other ,sbb dh lama sgt kenal .hmm ,aku pun still ingt dkt daus tu .tapi please la .move on ....accept the fact that he is not for you .
aku respect kau ,if kau nk marah ,emo bagai ,dia dgn aku skrg .KALAU dia yg tinggal kan kau .but the problem is ,you'd dumped him !!and now ?you want him back ?please jgn jilat ludah sndiri boleh ?aku tk faham knp perlu sgt kau nk kacau relationship kteorg .serioustalk aku tk blh terima langsung part yg kau nk emo tu .
let say ,if echot yg tinggal kan kau dlu and tetiba kau dpt tau dia dgn pmpuan lain .okay fine ,aku tk kisah kau nk mengamuk ,meroyan bagai .sbb tu mmg dh terang lagi bersuluh la salah lelaki tu .tapi skrg ni .kau sndiri yg mntk dia keluar dr hidup kau .and ble dia dh jpe someone else ,kau tk blh terima .hey pmpuan ,apa ni ?!tk faham btol la aku dgn perangai org mcm ni .

haish ...limit hami limit .kalau tk limit ,rse mcm teruk sgt la plak aku sakit kn hati kau .maaff .maaf sgt kalau kau sentap dgn apa aku tulis ni .tapi ni la opinion aku .tktau dh nk ckp mcm mana .stop la request nk follow insta ,baca semua tweet2 aku .serabut !rimas !after aku disapprove kau ,semua la geng kau nk follow jgk .dear girl ,aku tau tu semua kwn baik kau ,thts why la aku disapprove jgk .aku tktau apa yg kau dh ckp psal aku dkt kwn2 baik kau tu ,tk kisah la kau nk kutuk aku ke apa kan .korg kutuk ,aku dpt pahala .so go on ..sila la kutuk lg .mcm best je kan dpt pahala free .hmmm .
but please !dont bother my life .serioustalk aku tk suka .

okay ,entry ni bukan nya nk gaduh dgn sespe .so better stop right now .bye .assalamualaikum .