2am where do i begin
crying of my face again
silent sound the loneliness wants follow me to bed
im a ghost of the girl i want to be most
im a shell of a girl that i used to know well

mode repeat playlist turned on .ha ha ha .dh lama tk jd tk betul mcm ni .tkpe tkpe ,small matter .every month mmg akan ada breaking point yg rasa mcm down gler nk mampos nk mati mcm ni .so pagi ni chill dulu .please tell your hormones to rilex this morning okay .tknak rosak kn mood satu rumah mcm smlm .haha .sbb kn aku sorg ,semua org pnya mood spoiled .maaf .sorry tk niat pun nk buat mcm tu .
hahahahah HAHAHAHA ha ha ha ha .....my sorry is nothing perhaps .sbb dh byk kali repeat salah yg sama .but it is okay .im okay .im just fine here .no worries . *thumbs up*

dgn result UPU nk keluar esok nya .i told you yg result UPU ni pun mmg saja je kan nk keluar time2 org tgh unstable mcm ni .asal la tk keluar awal bulan haritu ?! urghhh stress la aku .what if tak dapat ?cant imagine mcm mana down jatuh tergolek terguling2 nya aku nnt . *hard sigh*
sleepy like hell sbb tk tido .boleh tk nk tido pastu tk bngun dah ?ehhh no no no ,byk dosa lg yg tk sempat taubat .but serioustalk rasa tknk bangun dah .nk tido je smpai ble2 .boleh ke mcm tu ?haihhh hami .wake upppp .cakap mcm org tkde iman .astaghfirullahalazim .

tkde ke eh org yg nk build one place for ppl yg tgh unstable mcm aku skrg ni .tmpt yg blh jerit kuat2 pastu gelak pastu nangis pastu jerit balik pastu nangis balik .tmpt yg tkde org lngsng .nk ddk sorg2 je .far from anything .hmmm tkpe tkpe ,nnt dh kaya .kau la yg build tmpt mcm tu okay .it is not hospital sakit mental or what ,but the place where..........hmm nk explain mcm mana eh .tkpe biar kau sorg jela yg faham hamizatul oiii .ha ha ha .

urghhhhhh tk suka nya mcm ni !!!!!!!! eeeee nk jerit !! pls nk jerit NAK JERITTTTTTTTTT !!! haihhhh .yg hormone ni pun satu .asal la kau tak spread mood happy ?awat yg hang buat aku jd lagu ni time2 mcm ni .haihhhh dh la stop mengarut pagi2 mcm ni .makan lg bagus .pastu tido pastu tknk bngun dh smpai semua nya okay and back to normal .

okay ?
okay .

hahahaha .anneyeong .... :)