assalamualaikum :)
esok chem 4 ......hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .biar 'hmm' tu pnjg2 sikit ,nk describe betapa pasrah nya aku dgn paper ni .organic chem is killing me !! urghhhhh .hmmm ,sedih .sedih sbb time dkt sek dlu ,the most most most and most fav subject : chem after addmath .*big sigh* .tapi ble masuk je foundation ,chem jd one of the sbjet yg aku paling paling tk suka .hmmmm *double big sigh* .
haish ,hami .wake up syg .never compare sek dgn foundation .time dkt sek dlu mmg la semua nya sng je .normal la kan ,makin lama makin susah .sabar k . keep fighting !!!
hhahahaha lol .esok hardest subject tpi skrg boleh lg menggedik menyemak dkt sini .hahahahahah . :P hmmmm ,banana already .too much things ,reaction to be memorize .arghhhh ,dah tepu otak ni .baru hbis 2 lecurer pnya topics ,still have 2 more lecturers .aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh ,nk jerit la ,nk jerit !!! mcm mana esk ni .tknak keluar exam hall nangis mcm time physics 3 tu .hmmmm .k malu tetiba bila teringat nangis time tu .eeeeee malu nya !!!ntah pape nangis dkt exam hall ,dah la ramai org .ish ,tapi time tu dh tk fikir pape kot .dissapointed gler la sbb last minute baru sedar lagi satu soalan tak jwb . *double triple big sigh* 10 minutes left and time tu baru perasan tk hbis jwb lg ,mmg sempat sgt nk buat kannnnn .hmmmm :( k sedihh ,sedih yg teramat !!
then ,kalau tknak nangis esok ,study la wahai hami syg oiiii .ish !hahahahha .mcm org giler plak talk to myself .heheheheh .hmmm lantak la .told you already ,yg otak dh tepu dgn segala mcm reactions yg aku sndiri pun tk sure akan ingt ke tak .haish .so decide nk membebel kjp dkt sini .heheheheh .
tak sabar nya lahai nk habis kn exam ni .after final ,semua semangat nk ajak keluar .merata tempat la bg idea nk keluar mana ,nk buat apa bagai .kecoh dkt group wassep tu ,tapi ble dh last nk suruh decide ,semua senyap sunyi !!! dh agak akan jd mcm tu ,since dulu lg .kalau plan nk keluar ,semua kemain semangat bg idea mcm2 ,ble suruh decide ,evryone like "suka hati la .aku ikut je" .then ble dh org lain tlg decide kan ,byk plak mulut2 yg berkata mcm2 ,questioning everythng .tnya knp dkt situ , nk buat apa nnt , and blablabla .ehhh ,hellloooooo !korg sndiri yg kata "aku ikut jela" kan !
mcm time nk celebrate new year tu ,kjp nk pegi sunway ice skating la ,mandi sg rumah ezzai la ,pegi waterpark la ,picnic tasik la .at last pegi cosmoworld jgk ,pastu bukan nya semua pegi pun .ada yg bngun lmbt bagai .eyyyy menyirap je .
then now ,first nak pegi broga hills ,tetiba nk main paintball plak then laser tag ,ada plak yg ajak main boling ,pastu nk main pool bagai .ehhhh plisss la .idea melambak ,tapi ble last2 tu suruh decide ,evryone disappeared !hmmm ,nak marah .syg budak kelas .nnt jd gaduh plak dh last2 dkt pasum ni .if only if plan ni tetiba tak jd , mmg senseorg aku heret pegi zoo .lepak puas2 dkt zoo tu ,spe bising aku campak je masuk dalam kandang harimau ke singa ke .hah padan muka . kenapa zoo ? k aku pun tktau knp zoo .tgn ni laju je taip pegi zoo .hahahahahah .bongok pnya hami .nmpk sgt otak mmg dah tahap kritikal .haish ,gara2 chem 4 la ni .hmmmmm .
hmmm ,baru sedar pnjg nya bebel .hahahahahahha .mcm makcik2 plak bebel2 ni .hmmmm hmmmm .hahahahahah lol .hami dh tk btul .maaf la kalian semua ye :P
dh puas bebel tetiba tktau dh nk ckp apa .hami hami *geleng kepala* hmmmm .really have nothing to say anymore .sooooooo mari la sambung berjimba dgn segala-mala chemical reaction yg kne hafal ,nama2 structure nya lg .hmmmmm k hami jgn merungut !study !!!! "bila kamu tidak tahan lelah nya belajar ,maka kamu akan menanggung lelah nya kehidupan"-imam syafie .
hah sentap tak dgn phrase tu ?hmmm ,jom la sambung study ye . fighting !!!! hahahahah .
k chowwww .assalamualaikum :)
Monday, April 7, 2014
Saturday, April 5, 2014
a week left .
hiii there,
1 more week left .........
haish , its sooo heartbreaking when i think bout the reality .reality that i just have only one more week or probably less than that to spend time with my lovely one ,friends ,classmate and others .yeah ,maybe i just hate the life here : PASUM, bcs im not being the one that i wanted : pandai ,result gempak ,best student as in tikl and no more "budak pandai" here .there are sooo many reasons why i hate life in here ,BUT ......there are also thousands or maybe countless reasons why i dont want to ended this foundation .hmmmm .wanna cry when think bout it .i just hate being in this kind of situation : counting the day to end all of these . *sigh*
hmmmm ...3 more papers to go .act 4 ,but it is english paper ,not so important ,so ignore it .HAHAHAHA lol .been through a week full of stress and sleepless but alhamdulillah im still alive .hohohoho .alhamdulillah bcs im done with 5 papers even tkde la yakin sgt jwpn tu btol .hmmm ,tktau la future after pasum ni mcm mana .arghhhhhhh , cant even imagine how is my life after this .*big sigh*
k dh tktau nk ckp apa sbb tk plan pun tulis entry ni .hmmm ......jom la study for 3 more papers onwards .fighting !!!! hahahahahaah .and the most impotant think is : lets gain countless more memories here :)
bye and assalamualaikum .
1 more week left .........
haish , its sooo heartbreaking when i think bout the reality .reality that i just have only one more week or probably less than that to spend time with my lovely one ,friends ,classmate and others .yeah ,maybe i just hate the life here : PASUM, bcs im not being the one that i wanted : pandai ,result gempak ,best student as in tikl and no more "budak pandai" here .there are sooo many reasons why i hate life in here ,BUT ......there are also thousands or maybe countless reasons why i dont want to ended this foundation .hmmmm .wanna cry when think bout it .i just hate being in this kind of situation : counting the day to end all of these . *sigh*
hmmmm ...3 more papers to go .act 4 ,but it is english paper ,not so important ,so ignore it .HAHAHAHA lol .been through a week full of stress and sleepless but alhamdulillah im still alive .hohohoho .alhamdulillah bcs im done with 5 papers even tkde la yakin sgt jwpn tu btol .hmmm ,tktau la future after pasum ni mcm mana .arghhhhhhh , cant even imagine how is my life after this .*big sigh*
k dh tktau nk ckp apa sbb tk plan pun tulis entry ni .hmmm ......jom la study for 3 more papers onwards .fighting !!!! hahahahahaah .and the most impotant think is : lets gain countless more memories here :)
bye and assalamualaikum .
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
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assalamualaikum earthians .
final exam just around the corner .but here i am : still laying on my bed ,daydreaming ,overslept and yet ,still not have any motivation .*big sigh* hmmm ,dear hami ..final lagi 6 hari kot .YA ALLAH ,apa nk jd la dgn aku ni .makin nk exam makin malas .ni bukan calang2 malas tau tak ,ni malas yg tahap cipan ,tahap yg ntah tktau mcm mana nk describe la ,sng cter beyond infinity !!hah ambik kau ,nmpak tak level kemalasan tu dh cecah tahap bahaya !haish .
hmmm ,dgn serabut nya .tktau apa yg buat aku serabut .byk bnde sgt nk fikir .dgn mcm2 chapter tk cover lagi ,dgn homesick nya lg ,dgn rindu semua org nya lagi .haish ...cter pasal rindu semua org .i dont know why lately ni aku asyik mimpi semua org je .mimpi family ,mimpi hariz ,mimpi echot and baru smlm aku mimpi bumped into dila and ayza .ya ALLAH ,rindu sgt kot smpai mimpi semua org .hmmm ,sabar k hami .nnt cuti after foundation yg almost 5months kau stay rumah tu ,keluar la jpe semua org puas2 ye .now ,pls focus for final !! fighting !!hahahahaha .
ptg td ,wassep-ing suraya !!omg sumpah dah lama gler tk wassep suraya .rindu dia smpai meleleh la jgk air mata tu kan .HAHAHAHA .sumpah cengeng la woiii .hmmm ,lantak la .dah mmg kalau tgh serabut air mata ni sng je nk keluar ,nak buat mcm mana kan .bukan nya boleh halang pun air mata ni nk keluar ,dia system auto okay ,tk boleh nak stop2 .hahahahah lol .ntah apa la yg aku mengarut ni .hmmm ,biar laaa .asal kan aku happy .hahahaha .
yesterday ....got news bout MH370 .its ended at indian ocean .innalillah .here my deepest condolences to the family .hmmmm sedih giler la .cant imagine if aku dkt tmpt family yg dlm flight tu .then scroll2 la timeline ,tetiba nmpk satu gmba ni .gmba wife one of the crew on board .that woman tgh pregnant kot ,and she lost his husband .dgn ada anak kecik nya lg .see that picture ,i burst into tears kot .hmmm ,besar nya dugaan yg dia dapat . :( nauzubillahiminzalik .
k should stop rn .rse mcm bazir masa je merapu dkt sini .better mengadap phy ke chem ke .hmmm insyaALLAH if ada masa ,rse bosan yang amat ke ,aku membebel lg dkt sini ye .hahahah .wish me luck for the final :) bye .assalamualaikum .
final exam just around the corner .but here i am : still laying on my bed ,daydreaming ,overslept and yet ,still not have any motivation .*big sigh* hmmm ,dear hami ..final lagi 6 hari kot .YA ALLAH ,apa nk jd la dgn aku ni .makin nk exam makin malas .ni bukan calang2 malas tau tak ,ni malas yg tahap cipan ,tahap yg ntah tktau mcm mana nk describe la ,sng cter beyond infinity !!hah ambik kau ,nmpak tak level kemalasan tu dh cecah tahap bahaya !haish .
hmmm ,dgn serabut nya .tktau apa yg buat aku serabut .byk bnde sgt nk fikir .dgn mcm2 chapter tk cover lagi ,dgn homesick nya lg ,dgn rindu semua org nya lagi .haish ...cter pasal rindu semua org .i dont know why lately ni aku asyik mimpi semua org je .mimpi family ,mimpi hariz ,mimpi echot and baru smlm aku mimpi bumped into dila and ayza .ya ALLAH ,rindu sgt kot smpai mimpi semua org .hmmm ,sabar k hami .nnt cuti after foundation yg almost 5months kau stay rumah tu ,keluar la jpe semua org puas2 ye .now ,pls focus for final !! fighting !!hahahahaha .
ptg td ,wassep-ing suraya !!omg sumpah dah lama gler tk wassep suraya .rindu dia smpai meleleh la jgk air mata tu kan .HAHAHAHA .sumpah cengeng la woiii .hmmm ,lantak la .dah mmg kalau tgh serabut air mata ni sng je nk keluar ,nak buat mcm mana kan .bukan nya boleh halang pun air mata ni nk keluar ,dia system auto okay ,tk boleh nak stop2 .hahahahah lol .ntah apa la yg aku mengarut ni .hmmm ,biar laaa .asal kan aku happy .hahahaha .
yesterday ....got news bout MH370 .its ended at indian ocean .innalillah .here my deepest condolences to the family .hmmmm sedih giler la .cant imagine if aku dkt tmpt family yg dlm flight tu .then scroll2 la timeline ,tetiba nmpk satu gmba ni .gmba wife one of the crew on board .that woman tgh pregnant kot ,and she lost his husband .dgn ada anak kecik nya lg .see that picture ,i burst into tears kot .hmmm ,besar nya dugaan yg dia dapat . :( nauzubillahiminzalik .
k should stop rn .rse mcm bazir masa je merapu dkt sini .better mengadap phy ke chem ke .hmmm insyaALLAH if ada masa ,rse bosan yang amat ke ,aku membebel lg dkt sini ye .hahahah .wish me luck for the final :) bye .assalamualaikum .
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
ermmmmmm .
assalamualaikum kamu2 semua .hahahaha .
b o s a n !!tktau nk buat apa .haish .buat la tuto ?hahahahaha .tkde mood nk buat tuto .hmmmm .dh la lg 2weeks je nk final tapi kemalasan tu tahap cipan tau tak !urghhhh .hami ,wake up pls.ni final kot .last exam dkt PASUM ni .last ????that word "last" make my heart stop beating .hmmmm .thts mean ,nnt dh tkde la jpe dgn bebudak kelas lagi . :( k sedih !!boleh tak taknak habis PASUM ?want to stay here with them ?plisss plisss .hmmmm .how i wish i could make it happen . *sigh*
tktau final exam ni mcm mana .tk prepare pape lngsung kot .hmmm .hami hami *geleng kepala* .k tknk cakap pasal final .nk lupa kn sekejap boleh ?hahahaha .then kalau tknk ckp pasal final ,nk ckp pasal apa ? hmmmmm .guess la nk cakap pasal apa ?hehehehe .
k sebenar nya tkde topik pun nk cter .dh bosan tahap petala kelapan ni ,so sesje jela spend time merepek membebel dkt sini sbb rse mcm dh lama je tk membebel dkt blog ni .hohohoho .hmmm .dh tktau nk cter apa sbb before ni membebel ble sedih ,tkde mood or marah dkt org je tapi skrg ni saya tgh berbahagia .so mcm tkde bnde je dh nk diluah kn dkt sini .heheheheh .
bahagia ??? wow !!hahahahhaha . :D bahagia la sbb dh jpe org tersayang kan .hmmmm ..mcm tk percaya je kan boleh dgn echot .padahal dulu classmate je .lagi la time sem1 dulu bertegur sapa pun tk pernah sbb dulu tgk dia tu mcm pendiam pemalu je .so tkkn la aku nk tegur dulu kan .time sem1 dulu rapat dgn amir and mior je kot .itu pun sbb amir tu mmg dh mulut bising spesies aku je ,mior plak mmg dh kenal since dulu .lelaki lain tu mcm pendiam je .TAPI ble dh masuk sem2 ..hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ,perangai memasing dh mcm apa je .KECOH nak mampos !! hahahha '.hmmmm' tu mmg sesje nk panjang2 sbb nk tunjuk sikit betapa annoyed nya perangai diaorg .HAHHAHA .
eh ,bukan annoyed yg buat org menyampah tu ,ni annoyed yg best .hahahaha .kne explain defiinition annoyed tu mcm mana ,kang tk pepasal sentap plak .hmmmm .skrg dh bahaya kalau nk tulis entry pape sbb budak2 kelas dh tau pasal blog ni .thts why la kalau nk update entry baru kne fikir berpuluh kali dulu .dah la diaorg tu suka membahan .eyyyyy part ble kne bahan tu ,terasa mcm ringan je nk baling kerusi ke meje ke dkt diaorg tau tak .ish .hahahahahah
dah la skrg ni mmg kne bahan dgn echot .tak boleh nk buat apa sikit ,nnt mst kecoh satu kelas .tak faham btol la aku .lagi2 si amir and min ,smpai kn komen aku dgn echot dkt insta pun diaorg boleh perasan .nmpk sgt stalk dkt situ .hahahahah .hmmm ,diarg stalk tu tk kisah pun .tk rse serabut sbb normal la ,dh perangai diaorg mmg cenggitu : suka membahan org .yg aku kisah ble kawan echot yg aku tk kenal langsung stalk aku smpai semua bnde pasal aku diaorg tau tu ,hah part ni serabut nak mampos .eyyy pls la ,apa yg korg dapat stalk aku ?tak faham btol aku .ish .
from stranger to friend and now he is my one and only sweet-sour-heart .hahahahaha .cant believe it .kadang2 tu mcm kelakar pun ada .sbb tk expect lngsng .yela ,dulu kan acah2 tkkn pernah suka classmate .choiiii ,poyo betul !see ,kuasa ALLAH tu ,boleh terbalik kan semua bnde even dh keep in mind tkkn suka classmate since sek kot .hohohoh .nk ketuk kepala sndiri boleh ?HAHAHAHA .
tapi alhamdulillah la .i meet the right person .boleh tak, nk doa dia jodoh aku ?hahahaah lol .serioustalk ,i feel like a princess kot .the way he treat me ,the way he look at me .hehehehe .*senyum sensorg* .last week keluar tgk need for speed dgn dia .hmmm ,tapi tht day sakit plak .can you imagine muntah teruk giler !!!ya ALLAH time tu fikir nk balik je ,tapi tiket wayang dh beli .time jalan pegi toilet tu ,rse dh nk collapse .haish ,tu la padah nya kalau tk makan since pagi .*sigh* dalam toilet tu dh nk nangis kot ,sbb rse serba salah gler .yela ,keluar nk have fun tapi aku plak sakit .and ble cter dkt mak ,kne gelak ."ada ke patut pegi dating ,nak sakit bagai .ish ,buat malu je .hahahahha"-mak . hmmmm ,mcm la tau nk sakit time tu .
but ,need for speed awesome giler la !!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa ,awesome sesangat !hahahaha .sbb best sgt tu ,boleh lupa tgh sakit .hahahaha lol .bengong punya hami .
tahap teruk muntah tu ,sampai kan skrg tkde suara lngsng .suara rock giler kot skrg .hahahahah .amir bongok bahan suara aku .eyyyy ,time amir dgn chot bahan pasal suara tu ,rse mcm nk picit2 je kepala budak dua org ni tau tak !!!kuajaqqq btol .ish ,geram ni geram . -,-" .
hmmmm ,panjang plak merepek nya .haish ,lantak la .blog aku ,suka hati la kan .hahahaah .
this part special dedicate to my lovely one .so spe yg rse bosan nk baca tu ,dh boleh stop bce smpai sini .hahahaha .
dear sweetheart,
im glad to meet you in my life .i feel like blessing to be in love with you .thanks for everything ,thanks for treating me like a princess .i dont want your money ,i just want to be with you .so pls ,gimme a chance to treat you a lunch or dinner ,perhaps .ni tak ,semua bnde nk tlg bayar kan .eyyy ,geram btol !ish .hahahahaha .sorry if i get jealous too much .i get jealous bcs i feel insecure bout you and your past crush .hmmmm .
i scared to lose you .just too scared until i dont even wanna think bout that .hmmm .dont know what to say anymore bcs you're mean too much for me .too much :)
k la ,nk jejiwang ,entry after ni la .tu pun kalau ada masa nk update blog .yela ,final kn nk dekat dah .hahahahha .rse mcm dh panjang sgt plak membebel dkt sini .heheheh .k bye2 . xoxo
assalamualaikum :)
b o s a n !!tktau nk buat apa .haish .buat la tuto ?hahahahaha .tkde mood nk buat tuto .hmmmm .dh la lg 2weeks je nk final tapi kemalasan tu tahap cipan tau tak !urghhhh .hami ,wake up pls.ni final kot .last exam dkt PASUM ni .last ????that word "last" make my heart stop beating .hmmmm .thts mean ,nnt dh tkde la jpe dgn bebudak kelas lagi . :( k sedih !!boleh tak taknak habis PASUM ?want to stay here with them ?plisss plisss .hmmmm .how i wish i could make it happen . *sigh*
tktau final exam ni mcm mana .tk prepare pape lngsung kot .hmmm .hami hami *geleng kepala* .k tknk cakap pasal final .nk lupa kn sekejap boleh ?hahahaha .then kalau tknk ckp pasal final ,nk ckp pasal apa ? hmmmmm .guess la nk cakap pasal apa ?hehehehe .
k sebenar nya tkde topik pun nk cter .dh bosan tahap petala kelapan ni ,so sesje jela spend time merepek membebel dkt sini sbb rse mcm dh lama je tk membebel dkt blog ni .hohohoho .hmmm .dh tktau nk cter apa sbb before ni membebel ble sedih ,tkde mood or marah dkt org je tapi skrg ni saya tgh berbahagia .so mcm tkde bnde je dh nk diluah kn dkt sini .heheheheh .
bahagia ??? wow !!hahahahhaha . :D bahagia la sbb dh jpe org tersayang kan .hmmmm ..mcm tk percaya je kan boleh dgn echot .padahal dulu classmate je .lagi la time sem1 dulu bertegur sapa pun tk pernah sbb dulu tgk dia tu mcm pendiam pemalu je .so tkkn la aku nk tegur dulu kan .time sem1 dulu rapat dgn amir and mior je kot .itu pun sbb amir tu mmg dh mulut bising spesies aku je ,mior plak mmg dh kenal since dulu .lelaki lain tu mcm pendiam je .TAPI ble dh masuk sem2 ..hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ,perangai memasing dh mcm apa je .KECOH nak mampos !! hahahha '.hmmmm' tu mmg sesje nk panjang2 sbb nk tunjuk sikit betapa annoyed nya perangai diaorg .HAHHAHA .
eh ,bukan annoyed yg buat org menyampah tu ,ni annoyed yg best .hahahaha .kne explain defiinition annoyed tu mcm mana ,kang tk pepasal sentap plak .hmmmm .skrg dh bahaya kalau nk tulis entry pape sbb budak2 kelas dh tau pasal blog ni .thts why la kalau nk update entry baru kne fikir berpuluh kali dulu .dah la diaorg tu suka membahan .eyyyyy part ble kne bahan tu ,terasa mcm ringan je nk baling kerusi ke meje ke dkt diaorg tau tak .ish .hahahahahah
dah la skrg ni mmg kne bahan dgn echot .tak boleh nk buat apa sikit ,nnt mst kecoh satu kelas .tak faham btol la aku .lagi2 si amir and min ,smpai kn komen aku dgn echot dkt insta pun diaorg boleh perasan .nmpk sgt stalk dkt situ .hahahahah .hmmm ,diarg stalk tu tk kisah pun .tk rse serabut sbb normal la ,dh perangai diaorg mmg cenggitu : suka membahan org .yg aku kisah ble kawan echot yg aku tk kenal langsung stalk aku smpai semua bnde pasal aku diaorg tau tu ,hah part ni serabut nak mampos .eyyy pls la ,apa yg korg dapat stalk aku ?tak faham btol aku .ish .
from stranger to friend and now he is my one and only sweet-sour-heart .hahahahaha .cant believe it .kadang2 tu mcm kelakar pun ada .sbb tk expect lngsng .yela ,dulu kan acah2 tkkn pernah suka classmate .choiiii ,poyo betul !see ,kuasa ALLAH tu ,boleh terbalik kan semua bnde even dh keep in mind tkkn suka classmate since sek kot .hohohoh .nk ketuk kepala sndiri boleh ?HAHAHAHA .
tapi alhamdulillah la .i meet the right person .boleh tak, nk doa dia jodoh aku ?hahahaah lol .serioustalk ,i feel like a princess kot .the way he treat me ,the way he look at me .hehehehe .*senyum sensorg* .last week keluar tgk need for speed dgn dia .hmmm ,tapi tht day sakit plak .can you imagine muntah teruk giler !!!ya ALLAH time tu fikir nk balik je ,tapi tiket wayang dh beli .time jalan pegi toilet tu ,rse dh nk collapse .haish ,tu la padah nya kalau tk makan since pagi .*sigh* dalam toilet tu dh nk nangis kot ,sbb rse serba salah gler .yela ,keluar nk have fun tapi aku plak sakit .and ble cter dkt mak ,kne gelak ."ada ke patut pegi dating ,nak sakit bagai .ish ,buat malu je .hahahahha"-mak . hmmmm ,mcm la tau nk sakit time tu .
but ,need for speed awesome giler la !!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa ,awesome sesangat !hahahaha .sbb best sgt tu ,boleh lupa tgh sakit .hahahaha lol .bengong punya hami .
tahap teruk muntah tu ,sampai kan skrg tkde suara lngsng .suara rock giler kot skrg .hahahahah .amir bongok bahan suara aku .eyyyy ,time amir dgn chot bahan pasal suara tu ,rse mcm nk picit2 je kepala budak dua org ni tau tak !!!kuajaqqq btol .ish ,geram ni geram . -,-" .
hmmmm ,panjang plak merepek nya .haish ,lantak la .blog aku ,suka hati la kan .hahahaah .
this part special dedicate to my lovely one .so spe yg rse bosan nk baca tu ,dh boleh stop bce smpai sini .hahahaha .
dear sweetheart,
im glad to meet you in my life .i feel like blessing to be in love with you .thanks for everything ,thanks for treating me like a princess .i dont want your money ,i just want to be with you .so pls ,gimme a chance to treat you a lunch or dinner ,perhaps .ni tak ,semua bnde nk tlg bayar kan .eyyy ,geram btol !ish .hahahahaha .sorry if i get jealous too much .i get jealous bcs i feel insecure bout you and your past crush .hmmmm .
i scared to lose you .just too scared until i dont even wanna think bout that .hmmm .dont know what to say anymore bcs you're mean too much for me .too much :)
k la ,nk jejiwang ,entry after ni la .tu pun kalau ada masa nk update blog .yela ,final kn nk dekat dah .hahahahha .rse mcm dh panjang sgt plak membebel dkt sini .heheheh .k bye2 . xoxo
assalamualaikum :)
Saturday, March 15, 2014
s e r a b u t
assalamualaikum earthians ......
its been a while didnt update this blog .hmmmmmm .act tktau nk tulis entry apa .tgh serabut sgt sampai mcm tktau nk ckp apa .hmmmmm .serabut ???reasons ?byk sgt !!! dgn nk final lg 2weeks nya ,dgn stalker yg tk reti penat nk kacau hidup org .haish *sigh*
dear stalker ,
if korg dh stalk org tu ,jgn la kabut sgt kecoh2 and emo terlebih .serabut la tgk perangai korg .and what for korg stalk aku ?sbb nk tau pasal aku dgn echot ?hmmm ,admit la yg aku syg dia and now he is someone special in my heart .hah ,puas hati ?curious sgt kn ...so aku dh bgtau ni ,curious lg ke ?hmmm ,kalau dh smpai twitter ,insta aku pun kau stalk ,apatah lagi blog ni kan .
so kalau terasa tersentap entry ni utk kau ,so go on .baca la smpai habis .and before that ,i wanna apologise if you get offended with this entry .sorry okay .
girl ,
i know what you feel .yela org yg kau suka ,ada someone else .and korg pun dh kenal since sekolah lg kn .aku accept la kalau korg still tk blh nk lupa each other ,sbb dh lama sgt kenal .hmm ,aku pun still ingt dkt daus tu .tapi please la .move on ....accept the fact that he is not for you .
aku respect kau ,if kau nk marah ,emo bagai ,dia dgn aku skrg .KALAU dia yg tinggal kan kau .but the problem is ,you'd dumped him !!and now ?you want him back ?please jgn jilat ludah sndiri boleh ?aku tk faham knp perlu sgt kau nk kacau relationship kteorg .serioustalk aku tk blh terima langsung part yg kau nk emo tu .
let say ,if echot yg tinggal kan kau dlu and tetiba kau dpt tau dia dgn pmpuan lain .okay fine ,aku tk kisah kau nk mengamuk ,meroyan bagai .sbb tu mmg dh terang lagi bersuluh la salah lelaki tu .tapi skrg ni .kau sndiri yg mntk dia keluar dr hidup kau .and ble dia dh jpe someone else ,kau tk blh terima .hey pmpuan ,apa ni ?!tk faham btol la aku dgn perangai org mcm ni .
haish ...limit hami limit .kalau tk limit ,rse mcm teruk sgt la plak aku sakit kn hati kau .maaff .maaf sgt kalau kau sentap dgn apa aku tulis ni .tapi ni la opinion aku .tktau dh nk ckp mcm mana .stop la request nk follow insta ,baca semua tweet2 aku .serabut !rimas !after aku disapprove kau ,semua la geng kau nk follow jgk .dear girl ,aku tau tu semua kwn baik kau ,thts why la aku disapprove jgk .aku tktau apa yg kau dh ckp psal aku dkt kwn2 baik kau tu ,tk kisah la kau nk kutuk aku ke apa kan .korg kutuk ,aku dpt pahala .so go on ..sila la kutuk lg .mcm best je kan dpt pahala free .hmmm .
but please !dont bother my life .serioustalk aku tk suka .
okay ,entry ni bukan nya nk gaduh dgn sespe .so better stop right now .bye .assalamualaikum .
Friday, February 28, 2014
cry all night long
Hmmmmm ..two nights fill with tears . *hard sigh* .act tknk pun nangis tapi dh air mata ni rse mcm murah sgt nk keluar .dh try tahan ,tapi tk blh .haish .feel stupid when cry for this fucking shit feeling .my heart breaks into a pieces when he said "kawan jela" .KAWAN JE ??kfine .
My fault ...this is all my fault .sokay im fine with it .my fault bcs tk limit kn diri sndiri .dh tau dia suka org lain ,tp still mengada nk layan .and my fault again sbb dh tau classmate tpi layan lebih2 .*big sigh*
Haish .....knp mst bnde mcm ni jd skrg ?knp tk jd last week ?why after i opened my heart for you ,after i break the wall that i built up so strong ???can i asking you why ?
Being an option is not fun at all .kau tau kau suka org lain ,tp kau layan aku mcm ......hmmm ,ntah la .myb you just joking and i take it too serious .perhaps .my fault .
Can we just turn the time where we just a friend and no feeling like this ?im not put a blame on you ,not at all .no worries k .hmmmm .
Hmmmmm ...prev entry bru tulis pasal feeling2 ni .seriousshit ,just hate this fucking feeling bcs it makes me "cengeng" .sikit2 nk nangis .hate myself bcs of this .rse nk tampar diri sndri pun ada jgk .perlu ke nak nangis pasal lelaki ? ==" .haish .....hami hamii *geleng kepala* .tau tak bodoh je nangis pasal bnde mcm ni ?!
Hahahahah .and lawak sbb rse bodoh sikit la .acah2 la sgt kn tkkn fall in love dgn sespe especially classmate ,tp ended up diri sndiri yg merana .k k k ,forget it forget it .dh membebel dkt sini ,rse mcm okay sikit kot .hahahah lols .
After ni mst awkward gler dgn dia dlm kelas .*sigh* .tknk laaa mcm ni !!!!! Tkkn la nk habis kn masa sebulan je lg dkt PASUM mcm ni ?! :(
Normal la kan ,people do changed .and they come and go in our life .so accept it . :)
After this ,we're friend right ?*hulur tngn nk salam* .hahahaha lols .if only if ,he read this entry .haish .
Just want you know tht im glad be part of your life .wassep everyday ,all day long .bukak je mata bngun tido dh wassep smpai la nk tutup mata balik .pastu blnje mcm2 .sorry if kalau rse bosan aku merajuk hari2 tu .hmmm gurau2 je pun .and sorry again sbb lari time dpn koop tu .bukan nya merajuk sbb kau tknk blnje ,tp sbb tknk dh ambik duit kau .rse mcm dh byk sgt kau blnje aku .hmmmm .sorry :(
And sorry sbb tersuka dkt kau .tknk pun sbnr nya ,sbb kte kn kawan :) but its sokay ,i know how to limit myself after this .hehehehe .no worries k .
Hahahahahah .td nangis ,tp skrg gelak plak .hmmm ,tk faham btol la aku .pelik ?mmg pelik pun .sometimes even me cant understand with myself . *sigh*
Hmmmm ,sokay la hami .cool je .act like nothing happen .arasso ?HAHAHAHA .friendship is much more important than this feeling yg ntah pape je .sooooo forget it .
I love our friendship and miss the old us .dont know how to face each other in class . :( *sigh* .
My fault ...this is all my fault .sokay im fine with it .my fault bcs tk limit kn diri sndiri .dh tau dia suka org lain ,tp still mengada nk layan .and my fault again sbb dh tau classmate tpi layan lebih2 .*big sigh*
Haish .....knp mst bnde mcm ni jd skrg ?knp tk jd last week ?why after i opened my heart for you ,after i break the wall that i built up so strong ???can i asking you why ?
Being an option is not fun at all .kau tau kau suka org lain ,tp kau layan aku mcm ......hmmm ,ntah la .myb you just joking and i take it too serious .perhaps .my fault .
Can we just turn the time where we just a friend and no feeling like this ?im not put a blame on you ,not at all .no worries k .hmmmm .
Hmmmmm ...prev entry bru tulis pasal feeling2 ni .seriousshit ,just hate this fucking feeling bcs it makes me "cengeng" .sikit2 nk nangis .hate myself bcs of this .rse nk tampar diri sndri pun ada jgk .perlu ke nak nangis pasal lelaki ? ==" .haish .....hami hamii *geleng kepala* .tau tak bodoh je nangis pasal bnde mcm ni ?!
Hahahahah .and lawak sbb rse bodoh sikit la .acah2 la sgt kn tkkn fall in love dgn sespe especially classmate ,tp ended up diri sndiri yg merana .k k k ,forget it forget it .dh membebel dkt sini ,rse mcm okay sikit kot .hahahah lols .
After ni mst awkward gler dgn dia dlm kelas .*sigh* .tknk laaa mcm ni !!!!! Tkkn la nk habis kn masa sebulan je lg dkt PASUM mcm ni ?! :(
Normal la kan ,people do changed .and they come and go in our life .so accept it . :)
After this ,we're friend right ?*hulur tngn nk salam* .hahahaha lols .if only if ,he read this entry .haish .
Just want you know tht im glad be part of your life .wassep everyday ,all day long .bukak je mata bngun tido dh wassep smpai la nk tutup mata balik .pastu blnje mcm2 .sorry if kalau rse bosan aku merajuk hari2 tu .hmmm gurau2 je pun .and sorry again sbb lari time dpn koop tu .bukan nya merajuk sbb kau tknk blnje ,tp sbb tknk dh ambik duit kau .rse mcm dh byk sgt kau blnje aku .hmmmm .sorry :(
And sorry sbb tersuka dkt kau .tknk pun sbnr nya ,sbb kte kn kawan :) but its sokay ,i know how to limit myself after this .hehehehe .no worries k .
Hahahahahah .td nangis ,tp skrg gelak plak .hmmm ,tk faham btol la aku .pelik ?mmg pelik pun .sometimes even me cant understand with myself . *sigh*
Hmmmm ,sokay la hami .cool je .act like nothing happen .arasso ?HAHAHAHA .friendship is much more important than this feeling yg ntah pape je .sooooo forget it .
I love our friendship and miss the old us .dont know how to face each other in class . :( *sigh* .
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
wondering .......
you know what im thinking rn ??i just cant stop thinking and wondering how many girls out there you treat like this ?am i the only one or there are a few girls too ??
okay ,lupa plak nk bg salam .hahahah .assalamualaikum . :)
friendzone .....
i had fiendzoned all the guys tht i ever met in my life .reasons ?bcs friendzone can protect me from being too hoping and broken heart . :) friendzoned bcs im scared of being rejected .plan to be heartless .tapi faham2 jela hati pmpuan kan .nk tabah mana la sgt .acah2 je kental ,tapi lelaki buat baik sikit dah cair .hahahahaha .aku cakap mcm tu sbb aku pun mcm tu .dah brp puluh kali nk jd heartless tapiiiiiii at last tersasar jgk .tapi ble dh start sedar nk tersasar tu ,cepat2 la limit kan diri sndiri .build up the wall around myself .hohohoh .
so ,jgn la pelik kalau tgk aku rapat dgn kwn2 lelaki especially classmate .sbb semua nya dh friendzoned .ada la jgk kadang2 tu nk tersuka sbb diaorg baik sgt .taaaaapiiiiii .classmate kot ....and like usual ,the wall tht i built up is sooooooo hard to break .hahahaha .well ,anak kontraktor berjaya kot ,setakat nk build dinding konkrit tu ,apa la sgt kan ..HAHAAHAH .pbnde la aku mengarut ni .hmm ,lantak la .blog aku kan .tk suka,jgn baca .hah ,sng cter .hahahahahha lols .
hmmm ,and one more thing .sometimes ,im wondering ....am i the only girl you treat like this ?or mmg perangai kau mcm tu ,yg baik sgt dgn org ?hmmmm ,ntah la .still cant find the answer .hahahahaa .hmm ,lupa kan la ..kalau kau suka aku ,try la break the wall .kalau tak ,jgn nk baik sgt smpai aku TERsuka kau then you just leave like nothing happen .understood ?hahahahah .
hmm ,ni la one of the reason jgk knp aku friendzoned semua lelaki dalam hidup aku .mostly lelaki yg aku kenal ,semua nya terlampau baik and ble pmpuan yg korg layan baik sgt tu tersuka dkt korg ,korg bg alasan yg mcm mintak kaki je : "aku mmg layan semua pmpuan mcm ni .pmpuan ni je yg cpt sgt perasan" .almost semua lelaki yg aku kenal mcm ni .thts why la aku takut nk jd one of the girls yg jd mangsa tanpa niat korg tu .haish .... *big sigh*
and im not the type of the girl yg faham ayat kias2 and pickup line korg tu .faham ,mmg la faham .tapi saja2 buat tk faham and tknk faham pun sbb tknk ter-fall in love dgn korg .hahahaha .kalau suka ,ckp suka .kalau tak suka ,ckp tk suka .this is sooo me .aku tk suka org yg berkias2 bagai ni .hahahahaha .yelaaa ,ramai je pun lelaki yg sweet talker skrg ,mulut manis macam curah selori madu dlm mulut .so tktau nk percaya korg mmg betul2 mksd kn apa yg korg ckp or mmg itu perangai semula jadi korg yg cakap semua nya manis2 belaka .hhahhahhaa .
ada jgk kang yg tk pepasal kne bash sbb buat entry mcm ni .hahahaha .chill la .aku rse semua org ada opinion sndiri kan .kalau korg terasa and sentap tu ,its not my fault .hohohoh .
hah .......ada satu fake acc insta ni nk follow aku even dah berpuluh kali aku disapprove .hahahahaha .eh2 ,bukan nya perasan hot okay .just nk sharing je .kot2 la stalker tu stalk aku smpai baca blog ni .just nk tnya yg apa function kau stalk aku ?hahahahahah .instinct aku kuat mengatakan yg stalker tu die hard fans amir ...yelaaa ,amir kan hensem ,hot ,pandai semua .HAHAHAAH .mst korg wondering kn ,knp aku yakin sgt yg die hard fans amir yg buat fake acc tu ?sebaaaabbbbb ......ada org tnya dkt ask.fm amir "minat hami?" .HAHAHAHAAH .lawak apa weyyy ?!!amir tu dh mcm abg aku la .well ,tkde abang kan .ada kkak sorg je ,thts why la dh anggap amir tu as abang yg baik sgt !!no worries la .dah tk payah la request nk follow insta bagai ,sbb aku tkkn approve pun .kau nk buat apa pun follow insta aku tu ,?nak tgk semua gmba aku dgn amir ?hmmm ,tk payah .buat kau sakit hati je tgk lelaki yg kau suka rapat sgt dg pmpuan lain .better kau ignore je .kan ??hahahahaha .
hmmmmm ,dh tktau dh nk merapu apa .gimme an idea pls .hahaahahaha lols .hah ,tetiba teringat satu quote yg aku baca dkt twitter : "boys ,they can be the craziest ,funniest friend ever .until you start love one of them" .hahahaaha .faham mksud dia ?thts why la aku mmg tkkn suka kawan sndiri unless dioarg mmg ada niat nk break the wall .hmmm ....
okay la ,tuto and lect note byk lagi tk siap and tk salin .merapu dkt sini pun sbb dh tepu tgk lect note probability .hahahahaah .
assalamualikum .adios !! :)
okay ,lupa plak nk bg salam .hahahah .assalamualaikum . :)
friendzone .....
i had fiendzoned all the guys tht i ever met in my life .reasons ?bcs friendzone can protect me from being too hoping and broken heart . :) friendzoned bcs im scared of being rejected .plan to be heartless .tapi faham2 jela hati pmpuan kan .nk tabah mana la sgt .acah2 je kental ,tapi lelaki buat baik sikit dah cair .hahahahaha .aku cakap mcm tu sbb aku pun mcm tu .dah brp puluh kali nk jd heartless tapiiiiiii at last tersasar jgk .tapi ble dh start sedar nk tersasar tu ,cepat2 la limit kan diri sndiri .build up the wall around myself .hohohoh .
so ,jgn la pelik kalau tgk aku rapat dgn kwn2 lelaki especially classmate .sbb semua nya dh friendzoned .ada la jgk kadang2 tu nk tersuka sbb diaorg baik sgt .taaaaapiiiiii .classmate kot ....and like usual ,the wall tht i built up is sooooooo hard to break .hahahaha .well ,anak kontraktor berjaya kot ,setakat nk build dinding konkrit tu ,apa la sgt kan ..HAHAAHAH .pbnde la aku mengarut ni .hmm ,lantak la .blog aku kan .tk suka,jgn baca .hah ,sng cter .hahahahahha lols .
hmmm ,and one more thing .sometimes ,im wondering ....am i the only girl you treat like this ?or mmg perangai kau mcm tu ,yg baik sgt dgn org ?hmmmm ,ntah la .still cant find the answer .hahahahaa .hmm ,lupa kan la ..kalau kau suka aku ,try la break the wall .kalau tak ,jgn nk baik sgt smpai aku TERsuka kau then you just leave like nothing happen .understood ?hahahahah .
hmm ,ni la one of the reason jgk knp aku friendzoned semua lelaki dalam hidup aku .mostly lelaki yg aku kenal ,semua nya terlampau baik and ble pmpuan yg korg layan baik sgt tu tersuka dkt korg ,korg bg alasan yg mcm mintak kaki je : "aku mmg layan semua pmpuan mcm ni .pmpuan ni je yg cpt sgt perasan" .almost semua lelaki yg aku kenal mcm ni .thts why la aku takut nk jd one of the girls yg jd mangsa tanpa niat korg tu .haish .... *big sigh*
and im not the type of the girl yg faham ayat kias2 and pickup line korg tu .faham ,mmg la faham .tapi saja2 buat tk faham and tknk faham pun sbb tknk ter-fall in love dgn korg .hahahaha .kalau suka ,ckp suka .kalau tak suka ,ckp tk suka .this is sooo me .aku tk suka org yg berkias2 bagai ni .hahahahaha .yelaaa ,ramai je pun lelaki yg sweet talker skrg ,mulut manis macam curah selori madu dlm mulut .so tktau nk percaya korg mmg betul2 mksd kn apa yg korg ckp or mmg itu perangai semula jadi korg yg cakap semua nya manis2 belaka .hhahhahhaa .
ada jgk kang yg tk pepasal kne bash sbb buat entry mcm ni .hahahaha .chill la .aku rse semua org ada opinion sndiri kan .kalau korg terasa and sentap tu ,its not my fault .hohohoh .
hah .......ada satu fake acc insta ni nk follow aku even dah berpuluh kali aku disapprove .hahahahaha .eh2 ,bukan nya perasan hot okay .just nk sharing je .kot2 la stalker tu stalk aku smpai baca blog ni .just nk tnya yg apa function kau stalk aku ?hahahahahah .instinct aku kuat mengatakan yg stalker tu die hard fans amir ...yelaaa ,amir kan hensem ,hot ,pandai semua .HAHAHAAH .mst korg wondering kn ,knp aku yakin sgt yg die hard fans amir yg buat fake acc tu ?sebaaaabbbbb ......ada org tnya dkt ask.fm amir "minat hami?" .HAHAHAHAAH .lawak apa weyyy ?!!amir tu dh mcm abg aku la .well ,tkde abang kan .ada kkak sorg je ,thts why la dh anggap amir tu as abang yg baik sgt !!no worries la .dah tk payah la request nk follow insta bagai ,sbb aku tkkn approve pun .kau nk buat apa pun follow insta aku tu ,?nak tgk semua gmba aku dgn amir ?hmmm ,tk payah .buat kau sakit hati je tgk lelaki yg kau suka rapat sgt dg pmpuan lain .better kau ignore je .kan ??hahahahaha .
hmmmmm ,dh tktau dh nk merapu apa .gimme an idea pls .hahaahahaha lols .hah ,tetiba teringat satu quote yg aku baca dkt twitter : "boys ,they can be the craziest ,funniest friend ever .until you start love one of them" .hahahaaha .faham mksud dia ?thts why la aku mmg tkkn suka kawan sndiri unless dioarg mmg ada niat nk break the wall .hmmm ....
okay la ,tuto and lect note byk lagi tk siap and tk salin .merapu dkt sini pun sbb dh tepu tgk lect note probability .hahahahaah .
assalamualikum .adios !! :)
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