wondering .......

you know what im thinking rn ??i just cant stop thinking and wondering how many girls out there you treat like this ?am i the only one or there are a few girls too ??

okay ,lupa plak nk bg salam .hahahah .assalamualaikum . :)

friendzone .....
i had fiendzoned all the guys tht i ever met in my life .reasons ?bcs friendzone can protect me from being too hoping and broken heart . :) friendzoned bcs im scared of being rejected .plan to be heartless .tapi faham2 jela hati pmpuan kan .nk tabah mana la sgt .acah2 je kental ,tapi lelaki buat baik sikit dah cair .hahahahaha .aku cakap mcm tu sbb aku pun mcm tu .dah brp puluh kali nk jd heartless tapiiiiiii at last tersasar jgk .tapi ble dh start sedar nk tersasar tu ,cepat2 la limit kan diri sndiri .build up the wall around myself .hohohoh .

so ,jgn la pelik kalau tgk aku rapat dgn kwn2 lelaki especially classmate .sbb semua nya dh friendzoned .ada la jgk kadang2 tu nk tersuka sbb diaorg baik sgt .taaaaapiiiiii .classmate kot ....and like usual ,the wall tht i built up is sooooooo hard to break .hahahaha .well ,anak kontraktor berjaya kot ,setakat nk build dinding konkrit tu ,apa la sgt kan ..HAHAAHAH .pbnde la aku mengarut ni .hmm ,lantak la .blog aku kan .tk suka,jgn baca .hah ,sng cter .hahahahahha lols .

hmmm ,and one more thing .sometimes ,im wondering ....am i the only girl you treat like this ?or mmg perangai kau mcm tu ,yg baik sgt dgn org ?hmmmm ,ntah la .still cant find the answer .hahahahaa .hmm ,lupa kan la ..kalau kau suka aku ,try la break the wall .kalau tak ,jgn nk baik sgt smpai aku TERsuka kau then you just leave like nothing happen .understood ?hahahahah .
hmm ,ni la one of the reason jgk knp aku friendzoned semua lelaki dalam hidup aku .mostly lelaki yg aku kenal ,semua nya terlampau baik and ble pmpuan yg korg layan baik sgt tu tersuka dkt korg ,korg bg alasan yg mcm mintak kaki je : "aku mmg layan semua pmpuan mcm ni .pmpuan ni je yg cpt sgt perasan" .almost semua lelaki yg aku kenal mcm ni .thts why la aku takut nk jd one of the girls yg jd mangsa tanpa niat korg tu .haish .... *big sigh*
and im not the type of the girl yg faham ayat kias2 and pickup line korg tu .faham ,mmg la faham .tapi saja2 buat tk faham and tknk faham pun sbb tknk ter-fall in love dgn korg .hahahaha .kalau suka ,ckp suka .kalau tak suka ,ckp tk suka .this is sooo me .aku tk suka org yg berkias2 bagai ni .hahahahaha .yelaaa ,ramai je pun lelaki yg sweet talker skrg ,mulut manis macam curah selori madu dlm mulut .so tktau nk percaya korg mmg betul2 mksd kn apa yg korg ckp or mmg itu perangai semula jadi korg yg cakap semua nya manis2 belaka .hhahhahhaa .

ada jgk kang yg tk pepasal kne bash sbb buat entry mcm ni .hahahaha .chill la .aku rse semua org ada opinion sndiri kan .kalau korg terasa and sentap tu ,its not my fault .hohohoh .

hah .......ada satu fake acc insta ni nk follow aku even dah berpuluh kali aku disapprove .hahahahaha .eh2 ,bukan nya perasan hot okay .just nk sharing je .kot2 la stalker tu stalk aku smpai baca blog ni .just nk tnya yg apa function kau stalk aku ?hahahahahah .instinct aku kuat mengatakan yg stalker tu die hard fans amir ...yelaaa ,amir kan hensem ,hot ,pandai semua .HAHAHAAH .mst korg wondering kn ,knp aku yakin sgt yg die hard fans amir yg buat fake acc tu ?sebaaaabbbbb ......ada org tnya dkt ask.fm amir "minat hami?" .HAHAHAHAAH .lawak apa weyyy ?!!amir tu dh mcm abg aku la .well ,tkde abang kan .ada kkak sorg je ,thts why la dh anggap amir tu as abang yg baik sgt !!no worries la .dah tk payah la request nk follow insta bagai ,sbb aku tkkn approve pun .kau nk buat apa pun follow insta aku tu ,?nak tgk semua gmba aku dgn amir ?hmmm ,tk payah .buat kau sakit hati je tgk lelaki yg kau suka rapat sgt dg pmpuan lain .better kau ignore je .kan ??hahahahaha .

hmmmmm ,dh tktau dh nk merapu apa .gimme an idea pls .hahaahahaha lols .hah ,tetiba teringat satu quote yg aku baca dkt twitter : "boys ,they can be the craziest ,funniest friend ever .until you start love one of them" .hahahaaha .faham mksud dia ?thts why la aku mmg tkkn suka kawan sndiri unless dioarg mmg ada niat nk break the wall .hmmm ....

okay la ,tuto and lect note byk lagi tk siap and tk salin .merapu dkt sini pun sbb dh tepu tgk lect note probability .hahahahaah .

assalamualikum .adios !! :)