assalamualaikum ..
idk why ,hari ni tk sedap hati .bangun tido pagi td pun tkde mood lngsng .haihhh why why why ?!!!!! bngun pagi ,still guling2 atas katil dgn comforter ,serious rse taknak bangun .guling sana guling sini ,tgk2 jam dh pkul 9.30 .haaaa apa lg ,ber-marathon la ke toilet nk mandi ,dgn tudung tk iron ,breakfast blm lg ,pastu pkul 10.30 dh nk kne pegi keje plak .
tapi sempat la pagi td ws ezzai kjp pasal tk sedap hati tu .and serioustalk ,ezzai TAK membantu lngsng !! lg buat aku fikir bukan2 ada la .rse nk hempuk2 je kepala ezzai time tu if only if dia ada dpn mata .hahahaha .sorry zai ,gurau2 je .hehehe
then ,call boss kjp .tnya boleh tk exchange cuti hari ahad sbb ada hal .and guess what my boss said ??? hmmmmmmmmm *hard sigh* jumaat sabtu ahad mmg tk blh cuti .haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa heartbreaking gler k .heartbreaking !
so ....
propaganda fest ,tempatan fest and segala jenis fest yg lain mmg tak blh pegi la kan .say "goodbye" to all the fest .huwahhhhhhhh *cries a sea* .hmmmmm kecewa tau tak !kecewa ,sedih ,nk nngis pun ada gak .haish . *geleng kepala*
sokay hami .it is okay .cool down k .so hari isnin ni mmg kne and terpkse jgk la pegi hospital .alahaiii ,baru je nk gne alasan dpt cuti hari ahad so tk blh pegi hospital isnin nnt .hmmmm ....dah la menyampah and tk suka pegi hospital .bau hospital ,ubat segala mcm pastu tgk org sakit bagai ,make me sick okay .enough la hari tu dh msuk ward 3hari 2malam .haaa ,mcm package holiday plak kan .hahaha .
hopefully after injection tu tk demam .org kata sakit .huwahhhhhhh .takut nya .dh la tgk jarum pun takut .and kalau demam cemana ??? k tknk fikir demam ke tak .think positive k .tkkn demam pnya la .haha .haish ,dh la kalau demam mmg teruk tk blh bngun lngsng smpai 2 3 hari .*hard sigh*
then dh mcm2 plan nk buat time hari isnin .yela ,cuti kn isnin je .mmg tk ddk rumah lngsng .asyik keluar je .ish3 ,hami hami .apa nk jd ni .hahaha .hmmm acah2 mcm org busy sgt la kan tk ddk rumah lngsng ,padahal keluar menghabis kn duit je .haish .hahaha lol .
tadi jiran sebelah rmh terkejut tgk aku dkt rumah .ehhh hello makcik ,sye dh cuti almost a month k .pastu selamba je mkcik tu kata "jarang nya lahaii nk nmpk anak dara sorg ni .dkt kenduri2 pun tk prnh nk pegi" .hmmmm ,part yg kenduri tu .i agreed ,sbb kalau nk pegi knduri tu smpai kn kne pkse beribu kali baru nk pegi ,itu pun muka tk rela gler .hahaha .hmmm teruk en ?kkkkk fine .hahaha .but part yg tk nmpk aku lngsng tu .aku bangkang !!! sllu je aku lepak dkt dpn rumah ptg2 .
kbye .tktau dh nk ckp apa .assalamualaikum
Friday, May 16, 2014
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
crashed
heartbreaking ........
why ?
hmmmmmmmm .ntah .no need to say it here .just wanna to say how i feel rn .feel like crashed by lorry in the middle of the road .its hurt .trully hurt you know ?
just wanna go home and lock the door .so nobody can bother me . *hard sigh* hide the tears with bright smile :D .hahahaha .dont know what to say anymore .
bye
why ?
hmmmmmmmm .ntah .no need to say it here .just wanna to say how i feel rn .feel like crashed by lorry in the middle of the road .its hurt .trully hurt you know ?
just wanna go home and lock the door .so nobody can bother me . *hard sigh* hide the tears with bright smile :D .hahahaha .dont know what to say anymore .
bye
Zzzzzzzzzz ... *yawning*
idk why hari ni rse ngntuk ya amat .padahal mlm smlm tido awal ,11.30 dh tido kot .after mandi tu ,while waiting nk pegi keje ,sempat plak terlelap .pfffttt .habis kedut baju . -,-" tk function pun iron baju .aigooo .nasib baik hariz masuk bilik pastu jerit2 dgn mulut bising dia tu ,if not mmg dh terlelap smpai ble tah .hahaha .
hmmmm ,mlm td tido bkn nya lena sgt pun .mimpi pebenda ntah .mengarut2 je mimpi nya .mimpi erni jatuh bngunan pastu ...haish tktau la mcm mana nk describe mimpi tu .the most important ,aku rse semangat aku mcm melayang terbang keluar dr badan ble tgk erni jatuh tu .pastu terus terjaga .kambing pnya mimpi .mamai nk mampos la time terjaga dr tido tu .*sigh*
hmmmm .ntah la .2 3 hari ni rse serabut sgt .kjp rse happy ,gelak je memanjang .pastu nnt tetiba mood swing ,rse nk mengamuk .semua org aku nk marah .paling kesian dkt adik2 la ,tk pepasal je kne tengking .haha bengong pnya hami .tapi tkpe la ,bdk2 tu pun dh faham .smpai satu part ,bdk2 tu prnah kata "kau ni garang mcm singa la .aku rasa kakak paling garang dlm dunia .semua bnde nk marah" .*sigh* then nnt tetiba je mood down nk mampos ,pastu start la rse nk nangis .subahanallah ,why why why WHYYYYY ????!!!!! aku dh gler ke apa ni ??!!! -,-"
haish ,depression perhaps .byk sgt bnde fikir ni .sbb tu la jd mcm tu .haaaaa ,fikir apa hami oiii smpai depression cenggitu ????hahahaha .bengong btol la .dah patut hantuk kepala dkt dinding ni .hmmmm .biar wayar2 dlm otak tu elok balik .hahahaha .
k la .tetiba tkde mood nk membebel dkt sini .bye
idk why hari ni rse ngntuk ya amat .padahal mlm smlm tido awal ,11.30 dh tido kot .after mandi tu ,while waiting nk pegi keje ,sempat plak terlelap .pfffttt .habis kedut baju . -,-" tk function pun iron baju .aigooo .nasib baik hariz masuk bilik pastu jerit2 dgn mulut bising dia tu ,if not mmg dh terlelap smpai ble tah .hahaha .
hmmmm ,mlm td tido bkn nya lena sgt pun .mimpi pebenda ntah .mengarut2 je mimpi nya .mimpi erni jatuh bngunan pastu ...haish tktau la mcm mana nk describe mimpi tu .the most important ,aku rse semangat aku mcm melayang terbang keluar dr badan ble tgk erni jatuh tu .pastu terus terjaga .kambing pnya mimpi .mamai nk mampos la time terjaga dr tido tu .*sigh*
hmmmm .ntah la .2 3 hari ni rse serabut sgt .kjp rse happy ,gelak je memanjang .pastu nnt tetiba mood swing ,rse nk mengamuk .semua org aku nk marah .paling kesian dkt adik2 la ,tk pepasal je kne tengking .haha bengong pnya hami .tapi tkpe la ,bdk2 tu pun dh faham .smpai satu part ,bdk2 tu prnah kata "kau ni garang mcm singa la .aku rasa kakak paling garang dlm dunia .semua bnde nk marah" .*sigh* then nnt tetiba je mood down nk mampos ,pastu start la rse nk nangis .subahanallah ,why why why WHYYYYY ????!!!!! aku dh gler ke apa ni ??!!! -,-"
haish ,depression perhaps .byk sgt bnde fikir ni .sbb tu la jd mcm tu .haaaaa ,fikir apa hami oiii smpai depression cenggitu ????hahahaha .bengong btol la .dah patut hantuk kepala dkt dinding ni .hmmmm .biar wayar2 dlm otak tu elok balik .hahahaha .
k la .tetiba tkde mood nk membebel dkt sini .bye
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
what a day
assalamualaikum :)
hmmm 1st day keje after cuti smlm .hahahaha .acah2 la 1st day sgt kan .puihhhh ,poyo je lebih .padahal dh 12 hari keje .WHAT ?!12 hari ???rse mcm kjp je mse berlalu .almost 2weeks rupa nya dh keje dkt sini .hmmmm ,kejap la sgt kn masa berlalu *muka annoyed* .ddk tercongok sensorg dkt kedai ni ,seminit pun aku rse sejam ,apa tah yg 'skjp nya mse berlalu' tu .hahahahha .k dh start dh ayat keling nya .hmmm mohon faham kn sndiri la ye .hahaha
smlm cuti ,act plan nya nk pegi beli laptop .duit pun ayah dh bagi .TAPIIIII ,i dh janji nk pegi tgk spiderman dgn echot .when i ask mom's permission nk jpe echot ,mak pun dgn sng hati nya bg pegi .yeayyyy *loncat2* .happy nya lahaiii .ahaks .hahaah k stop being gedik hami .limit limit !hohoho .
pegi tgk movie dkt citta mall .takde org lngsng .i repeat k ,TAKDE ORG LNGSNG !! hall movie tu kteorg dua je .hmmm ada la 2 3 couple lain ,tp semua nya ddk jauh2 drpd kteorg .lane yg kteorg ddk tu ,ada aku dgn echot je .hmmmm dah blh baring2 dh sbb kerusi nya best ,tmpt letak tgn tu blh tarik naik atas .hahahaha .hmmmm if only if cter tu bosan ,aku rse dh boleh baring and tido kot .luckily cter nya BEST !but sad ending sbb gwen stacy tu mati ..huwahhhhh *cries a river* .menitik la jgk air mata ble part dia mati tu .hmmmm .hahahaah
hmmm .thanks my love for yesterday :) u really make my day .love you *flying kiss*hehehehe .
hmmmm ,hari ni as usual ,bkak kedai sndiri .pastu tgh lepak sensorg ,ada sorg makcik ni dtg .suspicious gler ,pastu siap hulur tgn nk salam bagai .aku dh awkward ,nk balas salam dia ke tak .hmmm takut la jgk kn sbb sensorg pastu kalau jd apa2 bkn nya ada org nk tlg .thennnnnn ,nasib baik sgt2 la abg yg nk btol kn lampu kedai ni dtg .makcik tu pun blah .fuhhhhh ,alhamdulillah .hmmm ada hikmah nya jgk la lampu ni sllu rosak kan .hahahaha .
hmmm mohon la sgt2 yg makcik tu tk dtg lg .seram la aku dgn makcik tu .hmmmmm .
keje aku tercongok sensorg dkt sini : main game ,bce novel ,baring ,tido jap, tgk youtube ,movie and repeat .lifeless gler kan ????aku rse blh gler kot .haishhhh .hmmm tapi bersyukur la sbb bos kedai ni mcm tk heran pun aku nk buat apa ,janji aku jge kedai dia elok2 .mlm td bce bdk2 ni merungut dkt wassep grup yg menager memasing perangai mcm haremmm .so alhamdulillah aku dpt bos yg baik jenis tk kisah pastu keje pun mcm tk keje je .hahaha .
tapi bngun pagi td ,bce wassep tu .mcm menyirap jgk la .hmmm pagi2 dh hilang mood .such a good way to start a day .*fake smile* hmmmm .reason ?sbb "cuci mata dkt hami je la" ehhh excuse me .aku ni semata2 utk cuci mata je ke ?! hmmmm ,dah la malas nk ckp .sakit hati pun ada jgk .campak phone .terus pegi mndi .after mandi ,tgk2 phone dh ada atas lantai dgn cover blkg tercabut nya ,battery tertanggal nya .hmmmm ,kuat jgk la aku baling phone tu .hahahaah .bengong pnya hami .pepagi dh mood tk btol .*sigh* time hormon tk betol ni ,mohon la jgn carik pasal . *double sigh*
k la ,dh penat membebel .lain kali plak buang masa dkt sini .kbye assalamuaalaikum :)
hmmm 1st day keje after cuti smlm .hahahaha .acah2 la 1st day sgt kan .puihhhh ,poyo je lebih .padahal dh 12 hari keje .WHAT ?!12 hari ???rse mcm kjp je mse berlalu .almost 2weeks rupa nya dh keje dkt sini .hmmmm ,kejap la sgt kn masa berlalu *muka annoyed* .ddk tercongok sensorg dkt kedai ni ,seminit pun aku rse sejam ,apa tah yg 'skjp nya mse berlalu' tu .hahahahha .k dh start dh ayat keling nya .hmmm mohon faham kn sndiri la ye .hahaha
smlm cuti ,act plan nya nk pegi beli laptop .duit pun ayah dh bagi .TAPIIIII ,i dh janji nk pegi tgk spiderman dgn echot .when i ask mom's permission nk jpe echot ,mak pun dgn sng hati nya bg pegi .yeayyyy *loncat2* .happy nya lahaiii .ahaks .hahaah k stop being gedik hami .limit limit !hohoho .
pegi tgk movie dkt citta mall .takde org lngsng .i repeat k ,TAKDE ORG LNGSNG !! hall movie tu kteorg dua je .hmmm ada la 2 3 couple lain ,tp semua nya ddk jauh2 drpd kteorg .lane yg kteorg ddk tu ,ada aku dgn echot je .hmmmm dah blh baring2 dh sbb kerusi nya best ,tmpt letak tgn tu blh tarik naik atas .hahahaha .hmmmm if only if cter tu bosan ,aku rse dh boleh baring and tido kot .luckily cter nya BEST !but sad ending sbb gwen stacy tu mati ..huwahhhhh *cries a river* .menitik la jgk air mata ble part dia mati tu .hmmmm .hahahaah
hmmm .thanks my love for yesterday :) u really make my day .love you *flying kiss*hehehehe .
hmmmm ,hari ni as usual ,bkak kedai sndiri .pastu tgh lepak sensorg ,ada sorg makcik ni dtg .suspicious gler ,pastu siap hulur tgn nk salam bagai .aku dh awkward ,nk balas salam dia ke tak .hmmm takut la jgk kn sbb sensorg pastu kalau jd apa2 bkn nya ada org nk tlg .thennnnnn ,nasib baik sgt2 la abg yg nk btol kn lampu kedai ni dtg .makcik tu pun blah .fuhhhhh ,alhamdulillah .hmmm ada hikmah nya jgk la lampu ni sllu rosak kan .hahahaha .
hmmm mohon la sgt2 yg makcik tu tk dtg lg .seram la aku dgn makcik tu .hmmmmm .
keje aku tercongok sensorg dkt sini : main game ,bce novel ,baring ,tido jap, tgk youtube ,movie and repeat .lifeless gler kan ????aku rse blh gler kot .haishhhh .hmmm tapi bersyukur la sbb bos kedai ni mcm tk heran pun aku nk buat apa ,janji aku jge kedai dia elok2 .mlm td bce bdk2 ni merungut dkt wassep grup yg menager memasing perangai mcm haremmm .so alhamdulillah aku dpt bos yg baik jenis tk kisah pastu keje pun mcm tk keje je .hahaha .
tapi bngun pagi td ,bce wassep tu .mcm menyirap jgk la .hmmm pagi2 dh hilang mood .such a good way to start a day .*fake smile* hmmmm .reason ?sbb "cuci mata dkt hami je la" ehhh excuse me .aku ni semata2 utk cuci mata je ke ?! hmmmm ,dah la malas nk ckp .sakit hati pun ada jgk .campak phone .terus pegi mndi .after mandi ,tgk2 phone dh ada atas lantai dgn cover blkg tercabut nya ,battery tertanggal nya .hmmmm ,kuat jgk la aku baling phone tu .hahahaah .bengong pnya hami .pepagi dh mood tk btol .*sigh* time hormon tk betol ni ,mohon la jgn carik pasal . *double sigh*
k la ,dh penat membebel .lain kali plak buang masa dkt sini .kbye assalamuaalaikum :)
Thursday, May 8, 2014
MFM :)
haihhhhhh ,even type his initial name ,i can smile like crazy . :D hahahahah .cant even imagine how i smile if he is infront of me .heheheh .
who is MFM ?okay ,mybe most of my friend already knew his full name .but i still wanna tell everyone his full name .MFM is stand for MUHAMAD FAIZ BIN MAHFUDZ .proudly said ,he is my one and only sweetheart .my bae after my lovely parents and family .*wink wink kenyit mata* hahahahahaha lol
never expect ,never dream or even never crossed my mind that he will be this important in my life .still remember the very 1st time i talked to him .it was during blood donor program that held in ADK .time tu la baru kenal spe faiz sbnr nya .mst terkejut kan .time blood donor program tu dh la time sem 2 .kata satu kelas ,how come sem 2 baru kenal ?HAHAHA .time sem 1 ,tk pandang lngsng kot dia .even nama dia pun aku tktau time sem 1 tu .hahahahahah .teruk nya lahaiiii .yelaaa time dulu kan dh friendzoned semorang ,mana la nk perasan dia .hohoho
pastu ,after tu baru la start wassep .aku pun lupa spe yg start dulu .hahahahah .wassep everyday ,celik mata smpai la tutup mata nk tido .haha .time tu still kawan la .yela classmate kan ,tkkn nk buat sombong sgt .dia plak melayan je aku mengarut merepek semua .hahahaha .then bebudak kelas find out yg kteorg sllu wassep ,mmg apa lgi la kan .kne bahan habis2 la .hahahahahaha .kambing btol ,semua membahan smpai aku yg mulut bising ni pun tktau dh nk defend diri sndiri cemana .hhahaha
thennnnnnnnn .i dont know how can i fall in love with him .hahaha .starting from stranger and now be one of the important person in my life .pelik kan ?hahahah .hmmmm ,hidup ni mmg pelik pun .never imagine kot i can have this kind of relationship with him .hahahahah .taktau la cemana blh tersuka dkt bdk comel sorg tu tetiba je dah suka .hahahaaha lol
and how he tell his feeling to me and how this relationship begins ,it is a secret .just let only both of us know .heheheheh .but wanna tell you tht the way this relationship begins ,it is soooooo rare okay .RARE !hahahhahah .how funny it is when i remember our conversation on 1st march .hahahahaha .comel sgtttt tau !hahaha .bkn nya puji diri sndiri comel .the way he tell me his feeling tu yg comel .hehehe
others said "the mature relationship is when they in love in silence way without anyone knows" .hmmm ,but for me .i proudly tell everyone that i madly in love with him .why ???bcs having him as a lover is a blessed . :)
i date for marriage and that is why i really proud to tell everybody in this world bout him .is it too early to think bout marriage ?naaaaaaaaa ,this kind of thinking really have to throw away from our typical malaysian mindset .there is no "too early" okay .hmmmm .im already 19 y/o .
hahahaha .tetiba teringat our conversation .tht time ,i told him in sem 1 ,i never realize him .and know what he replied ?he said "hmm dlu pun aku tk suka kau .sbb bising sgt .sllu la jgk kutuk2 .dh la dlu kau selekeh" *ayat tu bkn nya la sebijik dia reply mcm tu ,i forgot already the real sentences* haha . BUT !!!kuangjaqq gler la ckp aku selekeh .eeeeeee .hmmmm tp ada la btol sikit apa dia ckp .ble scroll2 balik galery ,tgk gmba2 kelas .dlu2 mmg selekeh la ,i admit it .hahahahaha .
alaaa ,pegi kelas buat apa nk lawa2 ,bukan nya nk ngorat org pun .hmmm ,tapiii selekeh2 pun .ada jgk org tu yg sangkut kan .hahahahahah .k gurau ,gurau je .jgn marah *kenyit mata dkt echot* hehehehe .
okay ,last but not least .he is my biggest strength and my biggest weakness after my parents and family .even an hour in a day im not talking or having conversation with him ,my mood could turn to very horrible mood : worse than during my hormon changes .haaaaa ,see !!how important he is in my life .hahahaah .simply said ,he is my pill of happiness :)) hehehehe .without him ,my day is the worst and long day ever !!! hahaah *terasa over plak* haahahaha
after all ,i love you and proudly repeat it .i love youuu .hahahhaha .k should stop .kang ada yg muntah darah plak sbb bce entry gedik ni kn .hahahahhah .kbye ,assalamualaikum :) *kenyit mata dkt echot* heheheehe
pastu ,after tu baru la start wassep .aku pun lupa spe yg start dulu .hahahahah .wassep everyday ,celik mata smpai la tutup mata nk tido .haha .time tu still kawan la .yela classmate kan ,tkkn nk buat sombong sgt .dia plak melayan je aku mengarut merepek semua .hahahaha .then bebudak kelas find out yg kteorg sllu wassep ,mmg apa lgi la kan .kne bahan habis2 la .hahahahahaha .kambing btol ,semua membahan smpai aku yg mulut bising ni pun tktau dh nk defend diri sndiri cemana .hhahaha
thennnnnnnnn .i dont know how can i fall in love with him .hahaha .starting from stranger and now be one of the important person in my life .pelik kan ?hahahah .hmmmm ,hidup ni mmg pelik pun .never imagine kot i can have this kind of relationship with him .hahahahah .taktau la cemana blh tersuka dkt bdk comel sorg tu tetiba je dah suka .hahahaaha lol
and how he tell his feeling to me and how this relationship begins ,it is a secret .just let only both of us know .heheheheh .but wanna tell you tht the way this relationship begins ,it is soooooo rare okay .RARE !hahahhahah .how funny it is when i remember our conversation on 1st march .hahahahaha .comel sgtttt tau !hahaha .bkn nya puji diri sndiri comel .the way he tell me his feeling tu yg comel .hehehe
others said "the mature relationship is when they in love in silence way without anyone knows" .hmmm ,but for me .i proudly tell everyone that i madly in love with him .why ???bcs having him as a lover is a blessed . :)
i date for marriage and that is why i really proud to tell everybody in this world bout him .is it too early to think bout marriage ?naaaaaaaaa ,this kind of thinking really have to throw away from our typical malaysian mindset .there is no "too early" okay .hmmmm .im already 19 y/o .
hahahaha .tetiba teringat our conversation .tht time ,i told him in sem 1 ,i never realize him .and know what he replied ?he said "hmm dlu pun aku tk suka kau .sbb bising sgt .sllu la jgk kutuk2 .dh la dlu kau selekeh" *ayat tu bkn nya la sebijik dia reply mcm tu ,i forgot already the real sentences* haha . BUT !!!kuangjaqq gler la ckp aku selekeh .eeeeeee .hmmmm tp ada la btol sikit apa dia ckp .ble scroll2 balik galery ,tgk gmba2 kelas .dlu2 mmg selekeh la ,i admit it .hahahahaha .
alaaa ,pegi kelas buat apa nk lawa2 ,bukan nya nk ngorat org pun .hmmm ,tapiii selekeh2 pun .ada jgk org tu yg sangkut kan .hahahahahah .k gurau ,gurau je .jgn marah *kenyit mata dkt echot* hehehehe .
okay ,last but not least .he is my biggest strength and my biggest weakness after my parents and family .even an hour in a day im not talking or having conversation with him ,my mood could turn to very horrible mood : worse than during my hormon changes .haaaaa ,see !!how important he is in my life .hahahaah .simply said ,he is my pill of happiness :)) hehehehe .without him ,my day is the worst and long day ever !!! hahaah *terasa over plak* haahahaha
after all ,i love you and proudly repeat it .i love youuu .hahahhaha .k should stop .kang ada yg muntah darah plak sbb bce entry gedik ni kn .hahahahhah .kbye ,assalamualaikum :) *kenyit mata dkt echot* heheheehe
if i have the time machine
can we turning back in time ?
how i wish i have the time machine .which i can turn back the time where we have a very long conversation ,without just "ohh yeke" "hmm okay" .the time where i can see your effort to talk to me first ,your effort to make it work .dont you ever realize ,there is no more "love you" at the end of our conversation ?hahaha .i just remember one picture you'd sent to me when i dont reply your "love you" ,there is a quote : "what is the worst way to respond to "i love you" ?"........."massage seen" .ha ha ha .
im not asking you to rply it but at least show me some effort .i know ,it is not fair to measure your love thru you say 'love you" or not .but ....*sigh* i dont know what to say anymore .
do you know what the worst feeling ever ?
caught you still keep in touch with ..........yeah ,you know who is it .no need to mention the name here .im not mad .i am NOT .im just jealous perhaps .
am i controlling him ?!!ohh my god .it is really not my intention .*double big sigh* .HAMIIIIIIII .wake up pls .
mybe there is a reason to leave him .but there are millions reason to stay with him .perhaps ,countless reasons to stay madly in love with him .
why ?
bcs i love him and will never let him go .bcs i feel blessed to know him and loved by him .too many things he had sacrifice for me .and one of the best thing ever is : see him in front of me .accompany me when i told him i feel fucking bored here .hahahah .
ya ALLAH ,i really be grateful to YOU bcs give me chances to know him ,to meet him in my life .i couldn't asking more ,just let him be my zauj to guide my whole entire life .ameenn .hehehehe *k tetiba rse gedik plak* HAHAHAHAH lol .
i accept him the way he is .and its okay la kalau setakat tk rply "love you" tu .you no need to say it ,i can see it thru all your actions .and im sorry if i controlling you .seriously ,it is not my intention at all !and sorry for the first pharagraph in this entry .that is only my thought and no need to take it serious .hmmm .mcm tk bersyukur plak ,merungut itu ini kan .hmmm how awful i am .dh kne layan mcm princess pun tk reti bersyukur .urghhhhhh .hami hami ...mohon hantuk kepala tu sikit dkt dinding !haish .
baru dia rply "ohh yeke" "hmm okay" dh merungut .ntah pape .tak fikir plak yg dia snggup naik moto drpd shah alam dtg sini semata nk teman kan kau tu ?!hmmmm .snggup kne hujan bagai .apa kau fikir shah alam-subang tu dkt sgt la ?!ya ALLAH hami ,manusia apa la kau ni .tk reti bersyukur lngsng ! :(
k tetiba rse teruk gler .hmmm ,manusia .simply said .kesalahan org tu sng je nk nmpk ,kebaikan ?buat baik besar mana pun ,pejam mata je pura2 tk nmpak .*sigh* and im human too .make a lot of mistakes and tk prnh bersyukur dgn apa yg ada .haish .
if i really have the time machine .i couldn't ask to change it based on what i want .i just want to change myself to be a better person .manusia yg reti bersyukur sikit .hahahahah .sentap bak hang ayat .padan muka to myself .HAHAHA .
okay la ,should stop rn .but before that ,muhamad faiz bin mahfudz , im sorry bcs u dpt buah hati yg tk reti bersyukur mcm ni .hahaha .i promise tkkn merungut pape lg dh .really grateful be in love with you ,and treated like a princess .ahaks .after all ,i love you and fucking miss you .
kbye .*lambai2 tgn* haha .terima la lambaian tgn drpd manusia tk reti bersyukur ni .hahahahah k gurau .
assalamualaikum :)
how i wish i have the time machine .which i can turn back the time where we have a very long conversation ,without just "ohh yeke" "hmm okay" .the time where i can see your effort to talk to me first ,your effort to make it work .dont you ever realize ,there is no more "love you" at the end of our conversation ?hahaha .i just remember one picture you'd sent to me when i dont reply your "love you" ,there is a quote : "what is the worst way to respond to "i love you" ?"........."massage seen" .ha ha ha .
im not asking you to rply it but at least show me some effort .i know ,it is not fair to measure your love thru you say 'love you" or not .but ....*sigh* i dont know what to say anymore .
do you know what the worst feeling ever ?
caught you still keep in touch with ..........yeah ,you know who is it .no need to mention the name here .im not mad .i am NOT .im just jealous perhaps .
am i controlling him ?!!ohh my god .it is really not my intention .*double big sigh* .HAMIIIIIIII .wake up pls .
mybe there is a reason to leave him .but there are millions reason to stay with him .perhaps ,countless reasons to stay madly in love with him .
why ?
bcs i love him and will never let him go .bcs i feel blessed to know him and loved by him .too many things he had sacrifice for me .and one of the best thing ever is : see him in front of me .accompany me when i told him i feel fucking bored here .hahahah .
ya ALLAH ,i really be grateful to YOU bcs give me chances to know him ,to meet him in my life .i couldn't asking more ,just let him be my zauj to guide my whole entire life .ameenn .hehehehe *k tetiba rse gedik plak* HAHAHAHAH lol .
i accept him the way he is .and its okay la kalau setakat tk rply "love you" tu .you no need to say it ,i can see it thru all your actions .and im sorry if i controlling you .seriously ,it is not my intention at all !and sorry for the first pharagraph in this entry .that is only my thought and no need to take it serious .hmmm .mcm tk bersyukur plak ,merungut itu ini kan .hmmm how awful i am .dh kne layan mcm princess pun tk reti bersyukur .urghhhhhh .hami hami ...mohon hantuk kepala tu sikit dkt dinding !haish .
baru dia rply "ohh yeke" "hmm okay" dh merungut .ntah pape .tak fikir plak yg dia snggup naik moto drpd shah alam dtg sini semata nk teman kan kau tu ?!hmmmm .snggup kne hujan bagai .apa kau fikir shah alam-subang tu dkt sgt la ?!ya ALLAH hami ,manusia apa la kau ni .tk reti bersyukur lngsng ! :(
k tetiba rse teruk gler .hmmm ,manusia .simply said .kesalahan org tu sng je nk nmpk ,kebaikan ?buat baik besar mana pun ,pejam mata je pura2 tk nmpak .*sigh* and im human too .make a lot of mistakes and tk prnh bersyukur dgn apa yg ada .haish .
if i really have the time machine .i couldn't ask to change it based on what i want .i just want to change myself to be a better person .manusia yg reti bersyukur sikit .hahahahah .sentap bak hang ayat .padan muka to myself .HAHAHA .
okay la ,should stop rn .but before that ,muhamad faiz bin mahfudz , im sorry bcs u dpt buah hati yg tk reti bersyukur mcm ni .hahaha .i promise tkkn merungut pape lg dh .really grateful be in love with you ,and treated like a princess .ahaks .after all ,i love you and fucking miss you .
kbye .*lambai2 tgn* haha .terima la lambaian tgn drpd manusia tk reti bersyukur ni .hahahahah k gurau .
assalamualaikum :)
Saturday, May 3, 2014
Zzzzzzz ....
assalamualaikum earthians ....
heheheh .dah lama gler la tk update entry baru .hmmmm .tkde mse nk tulis pnjg2 ,after stop keje tolong cik man tu ,hari2 keluar !hahahaha .hari 1st pegi TS ,teman ayu carik kasut .ntah pape je jalan dgn ayu ,tak best lngsng la .ada ke patut baru berjalan tk smpai sejam ,dia dh ajak balik .eeee sakit je hati .pstu esok nya tu plan dgn ezzai nk lepak sama dkt kl sentral .sje sembang2 kan .plan nya berempat : aku, ezzai ,amir dgn chot .tapi echot kata dia stil dkt sabak ,so tk blh join .hmm aku okay jela kan dia tk blh join sbb dia still dkt sabak .tkkn la aku nk pksa jgk dia dtg sini .sedih la jgk sbb tk blh lepak sama ,tapi its okay la sbb kteorg plan nk jpe hari isnin tu ,nk pegi bookfair .tapi tetiba ezzai kata amir pun tk join sbb dia malas .eeeee ,ntah pape je .before ni ,si bdk ketot tu la yg paling semangat nk ajak jpe ,tetiba dh smpai mse jpe .dia plak tk join .menyirap jgk la time tu .so tkpe la ,dating berdua je dgn zai .
TAPIIIIIII .yg buat aku suspicious gler .instinct aku kata echot sje tipu kata dia tk blh join tu .then ble smpai kl sentral tu ,amir dtg dgn chot .buat suprise laaa sgt kan !!!!kambing btol !memasing menipu aku .so btol la instinct aku tu kan .HAHAHAHAH .nk bangga jap .pastu ,mukh pun join sekali .hahahah .seronok gler la lepak dgn diaorg ! haish ...rindu nya laaaa .hmmmm .
hmmmm .
1hb start keje .keje dkt kedai baju kurung .sumpah la bosan nk mampos !tkde bnde nk buat .aku termenung ,tercongok mcm org tk btol je .dah la bosannnnnnn .bosan smpai aku blh laa mengarut merepek dkt blog ni kan .hahahaha .makan gaji buta btol !HAHAHA .ehh mana ada makan gaji buta k ,dh tkde bnde nk buat mcm mana .hmmm .tapi aku cmfirm time puasa nnt ,busy !sbb org sibuk nk beli baju raya kan .haish ...
keje aku hari2 ,ddk sesorg dkt kedai ,main wassep ,tgk youtube ,bce novel yg echot beli kan time bookfair ritu : satu janji ,pastu makan ,pastu termenung tahan ngantuk .*sigh*
k la ,dh tktau nk merepek apa .lain kali smbung .bye .assalamualaikum !
heheheh .dah lama gler la tk update entry baru .hmmmm .tkde mse nk tulis pnjg2 ,after stop keje tolong cik man tu ,hari2 keluar !hahahaha .hari 1st pegi TS ,teman ayu carik kasut .ntah pape je jalan dgn ayu ,tak best lngsng la .ada ke patut baru berjalan tk smpai sejam ,dia dh ajak balik .eeee sakit je hati .pstu esok nya tu plan dgn ezzai nk lepak sama dkt kl sentral .sje sembang2 kan .plan nya berempat : aku, ezzai ,amir dgn chot .tapi echot kata dia stil dkt sabak ,so tk blh join .hmm aku okay jela kan dia tk blh join sbb dia still dkt sabak .tkkn la aku nk pksa jgk dia dtg sini .sedih la jgk sbb tk blh lepak sama ,tapi its okay la sbb kteorg plan nk jpe hari isnin tu ,nk pegi bookfair .tapi tetiba ezzai kata amir pun tk join sbb dia malas .eeeee ,ntah pape je .before ni ,si bdk ketot tu la yg paling semangat nk ajak jpe ,tetiba dh smpai mse jpe .dia plak tk join .menyirap jgk la time tu .so tkpe la ,dating berdua je dgn zai .
TAPIIIIIII .yg buat aku suspicious gler .instinct aku kata echot sje tipu kata dia tk blh join tu .then ble smpai kl sentral tu ,amir dtg dgn chot .buat suprise laaa sgt kan !!!!kambing btol !memasing menipu aku .so btol la instinct aku tu kan .HAHAHAHAH .nk bangga jap .pastu ,mukh pun join sekali .hahahah .seronok gler la lepak dgn diaorg ! haish ...rindu nya laaaa .hmmmm .
hmmmm .
1hb start keje .keje dkt kedai baju kurung .sumpah la bosan nk mampos !tkde bnde nk buat .aku termenung ,tercongok mcm org tk btol je .dah la bosannnnnnn .bosan smpai aku blh laa mengarut merepek dkt blog ni kan .hahahaha .makan gaji buta btol !HAHAHA .ehh mana ada makan gaji buta k ,dh tkde bnde nk buat mcm mana .hmmm .tapi aku cmfirm time puasa nnt ,busy !sbb org sibuk nk beli baju raya kan .haish ...
keje aku hari2 ,ddk sesorg dkt kedai ,main wassep ,tgk youtube ,bce novel yg echot beli kan time bookfair ritu : satu janji ,pastu makan ,pastu termenung tahan ngantuk .*sigh*
k la ,dh tktau nk merepek apa .lain kali smbung .bye .assalamualaikum !
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